jay

migraine so bad that my sunglasses are my regular glasses today

snack wraps are back, don’t talk to me

today’s thought - i hate and love having chronically busy friends. just messaged one of my friends (now, at the beginning of july) asking her to let me know when she has free time in august or september to hang.

today’s thought of the day - i am starting to resent living alone while unemployed. i am spending too much time with my own thoughts.

i never post on here. maybe i should get back into it. i’m unemployed and clearly have the time.

Remember: Wealth can’t be separated from power. Power begets wealth and wealth begets power. We're seeing in real time how the extreme concentration of wealth is distorting our politics, rigging our markets, and granting unprecedented power to a handful of billionaires.

pro tip: give your intrusive anxious/depressed thoughts a name. i named mine carol. all my homies HATE carol.

Halting spending approved by Congress.

Firing independent inspectors general from federal agencies.

Replacing civil servants with loyalists.

All plans pulled from Project 2025.

Remember when Trump denied knowing about the playbook and the media gave him a pass?

Manifesting more river hangs with @boyelmer.bsky.social this summer ☀️

Art by • Joshua Middleton

Mari is holding a dagger next to her crotch while lifting up their nightgown. The setting is in the woods and the sun is shining through the trees.

With mvaleriabg(IG)

i, personally, am so filled with rage today that i’m gonna lose my shit if someone tips me one millimeter over the line of sanity. in any direction.

i do not have ocd. there’s a right way to put toilet paper on the roll. it’s shown clearly in the original patent. i do not have ocd.

yeah reporting back on this…we have entered the 3 month trial phase.

we’ve made it to 41 and i am pleased as punch.

me to my nail girl: i want just plain black nails. with silver decal. but just plain black.
her: are you sure you don’t want any purple? it doesn’t feel right without it.
me: *agrees to purple and black and wouldn’t you know it they’re perfect like they always are*

lol ever been so nervous you lock into work so you don’t have to think about your nerves?

Winter is a canvas, and I’m painting it with confidence and grace. The holidays bring a certain magic, and I’m making sure to carry that spark within me. Beauty isn’t just seen; it’s felt.

@hotandhexy.bsky.social

#25daysofshibari #rope #ropebondage #shibari

Gold Banner on Red Background: Stop Forcing A.I. into Fucking EVERYTHING! Nobody Asked For It; Everyone Hates It

Stop Forcing A.I. into Fucking EVERYTHING!

idk man it’s just wild to be aware of feelings and joy and whatever.

the last time i watched heartstopper i was bawling at nearly every episode - while my relationship was falling apart. now i’m rewatching it and i’m smiling the whole time - while i’m starting something new with someone new.

why choose one when you can do both

two witches, in a garden, almost-kissing.

break time.

oh i forgot the best part - i have a list of people i’ve slept with (cuz i forget names) and i remembered a name and i am now at an even 40 for my body count and this brings me immense joy.

me: i’m totally normal about sex, i just have a high sex drive!
also me: hi my name is jay and i’m on the spectrum, kink and sex are two of my main special interests, also sexual dopamine is at least my second favorite if not my first.

first new years in rhode island that i won’t be at the barn. i’m technically single but bringing the short king to the thing my friend invited me to…pray for me.

i wish i could tell the short king “hey, i feel like garbage, wanna come over to my house and cuddle me and not judge the state of said house and just bring me soup?” but i cannot because they are busy and i hate this for me

Tieflings 😩

like some of the shit on there still is kinda cringey
but also
i am not shy about my handles and i am who i am with my whole chest and they said they liked me today so it wasn’t too cringe!