Ellie 👻

Alice in Wonderland Theme

We are cat

Drawing on paper for an idea of how it would work: lame, boring, nerd

Drawing a sketch on my face for simplicity and being faster: avant-garde, unstable artist vibes, fuck it we ball

A friend of mine thought my name was Molly all this time...

Ive been thinking that I love this name a lot actually, if I ever had a nickname that would be it

I may need to learn French.

There shows up at least 5 French people a week at the store.
I dont know whats up, but I need to up my game

Okay apparently its managed by a famous indie singer from Brazil very associated with Rock-Psychedelic music...

I found my people

Okay so I did just discover a Karaoke that opens the moment I leave work.

It also has DJ's and a dance floor.

Post-Carnival I've been wanting to spread my wings a little in going in some shorter adventures.

Guess where my new playground will be

Ranking love by how good it feels

S Tier - Eros
A Tier - Agape
B Tier - Storge
C Tier - Pragma
D Tier - Ludus
F Tier - Mania

Meditated for the first time in months.

Fuck thats the good stuff

Why did I stop?

Other people asking me for help: "no worries sweetie, we are fixing this problem right now, here is what you need to do"

Me asking for my help: "uuugh, this fucking guy again. Im so tired of them"

The loneliness epidemic is basically caused by capitalism btw

There are no social spaces where people are not expected to spend money

I feel like there is one story that summarises me.

When I was twelve while playing and adult threatened to hit me.

So I ran home, sobbing, locked myself in my house and read the entire Brazilian's Child and Adolescent Protection Act to know if he could hit me legally

Do you know the moment I fell off of the MCU? When they announced RDJ as Doctor Doom

I dont know why, that was the last straw for me

Showed my favorite perfume combo to a friend and they told me it smelled like a baby 🫠

Why does it feel like every woman I know have knee problems

What is going on there

Thinking about how valentines day in the USA is like in the same week as carnival in Brasil

We could not be at more different wave lenghts

If I had a nickel for everytime a French girl was flirting with me irl I would have like 8 nickels

This is crazy because I dont speak French, finding a French person is very rare here and yet it keeps happening

Gambit and Rogue imagined as if they had been created by Jack Kirby. Art by Vince Underwood.

An idea struck me at 2:30 in the morning. Had to get it out of my head. What if Gambit and Rogue first appeared in the 1960's Uncanny X-Men?

I was thinking if I had any insights into my first carnaval.

After thibking for a while I came up with: people are sometimes so preoccupied with what isn't that they dont appreciate what is.

And that felt insightful until a minute later when I realized its just budism again

Btw I absolutely conquered my social phobia.

The treatment I gave myself to do it was literally become a cashier.
That was the plan and it worked.

Now Im in sales and talking to people isn't hard at all

Had a dream where there was AI dubbing on shows, it was awful

Then I woke up and now am happy because I noticed it was a dream

And now I am sad because it either already exists or will in no time

Notification bar on the phone with 3 simbols that read SOS

My cellphone is asking for help

There is an option to limit your spending in the credit card, I never understood the reason because you can just readjust it????

I found an use case, to adjust it and hope drunk me doesnt remember

Went out on carnaval with the plan of not spending any money so I brought all my drinks before hand

Anyway I left at 1pm got home at 1am and now I have no money and am fighting for my life to not get hangover

Curly Horse!!!!

Im just waiting for my vacation to catch-up with everything Ive missed.

Im thinking Ill be able to get back on comics, watch some shows, create a framework to become my go to in refreshing concepts and maybe set up a second brain

May need to start a yoga routine too

Man I fell off so hard off marvel

What do you mean there is a spiderman noir TV show, that rules

Its not even media related to covid
If my brain knows this is from 2020-2021 I really want to stop watching/reading that
Like, there is a bit of anger but mostly a very strong aversion response

Never heard of the like before, yet here I am

Watching things from Covid Era lowkey triggers something in me, a kinda strong aversion

Was searching this for the giggles and its reading me for filth

It was a fun one for sure