I hate being depressed. This is the only way I can silence my mind. My apologies
04.02.2026 12:21
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I hate being depressed. This is the only way I can silence my mind. My apologies
Illustrating my pain and struggles into a simple portrait would probably help me deal with this annoying condition
im too much of a pussy to quit as well, i dont even know why i writing this ill probably delete this later i should just go back to work
I dont know what im doing with this, i dont have anywhere else to sound my mind, therapy doesnt work anymore nor the meds. Normally i would just toughen up and go through it but mr krabs i cant anymore.
Depression has been spiking a lot recently and i dont know why that is but its happening.
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I tried to save as much as i can
Project for @Zef_Wolf
The entire process was streamed, thanks to everyone who was there since day 1
still wip
kinda struggling with the lighting on this one 🥀
when in doubt, i always go back to seeing Chunie's artwork again 🫶 love em
I got asked a ton about this, but I have used Photoshop for drawing since the dawn of time.
And my painting brushes came from Gregor Rutkowski's oil painting brush pack from almost a decade ago *I tweaked it* and yes, I'm old
My pc specs can barely run Roblox (jk)
Also progress on this boy
He be doing the handsum
Was about to finish up with few projects last week, then wisdom tooth got pulled out.
Can't work through the pain. I tried, but it only agitates me. Working through it slowly now until the pain subsides
Then, after I'm done with every comms, imma go on hiatus to reconstruct my approach to everything and cuz i need a vacation somewhat i ddont know i work 3 jobs for 7 years goddammit and those who knows me knows what i've gone through.
So yea imma get things done
I'm back home, no more 9 to 5, this country sucks, I want out.
Been a very rough few months, but I think I can safely say that there's only drawing furries left. It's been a rough few years to get to this point.
I'll start strong with my own Sona, then a few streams and finished pieces this week.
Over-the-counter antacids and eating properly, ive been kind of neglectful with my eating habits. I've been working too much that I forgot to eat
got really sick lately, and acid reflux caught me lacking. Remember to eat properly guys, and don't overwork yourself like a certain someone.
I did these sketches of my own sona whenever I feel like I'm on the verge of burning out again. I'd finish it someday... someday ya
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I should've just thought about making process gifs since the very beginning, oh well, a solution for future projects
process gif its not complete though, i plan to make a speed paint but its gonna be over 3 hours for it to be viewable i streamed this project consistently on twitch
It is done!, On to the next project !!!
Careful y'all, there's a big hack going on Discord. A few of my friends have already been hacked. Make sure your Discord has 2FA.
The hacker would send you a picture of a supposed crypto giveaway + proof through a hacked account
Don't click on any links or visit any website
I wanna dedicate my weekends to drawing him more
to anyone who read this
I hope you heal from the things you dont talk about, keep going! you are not alone
WIP
I got one more thing to pursue and finish, then after that, I'll do better things with my life
I don't know how to feel about all of this. I've been processing my feelings. I'm grateful, but at the same time, because I've been dealing with these things for a long time, I learned to live with them. I even accepted the fact that it would never be solved, but here I am baffled by reality
I don't know how I'm gonna express this, but a lot of you know me, and because of that, you know some of the stuff I've gone through for years. I don't want to share too much, but I just wanna tell you that a few of those final heavy burdens have been lifted off of me.
