ビビ｜Vivi the Caoraa ΘΔ

Been thinking of getting an inbetween of a smartphone and a "dumb"phone since I don't really use my phone for anything other than contact. Something good enough to still use IMs but not so retro that I can ONLY use the built in contact function.

It's getting to the point where I don't feel.. particularly safe on here or on most sites, really. I ain't doing anything wrong and yet people like me are treated as if they're foaming at the mouth, ready to molest a child when we're not. We were (often) victims of child sexual abuse. =w=;

Yeah, Magneto NEEDS to be allowed to become an anti-villain or anti-hero. Always loved Magneto, dude deserves to be happy. >w>

One reason I love X-Men so much is that it remains so... evergreen. Mutants are supposed to represent every single person who is other'd in society and treated like garbage. Like in Magneto's speech, you'd think this would be an easy request to fulfill, but.. apparently not.

We all do. I want a website made by the kinkiest of furries that out-performs all the other sites. I am tired of constantly jumping from one site to another because Paypal/Mastercard said "Nuh-uh" to porn.

Like.. I hate mentioning it at all, but I will admit that all this horrid shit going on makes me wish I didn't exist and that I wasn't such a wuss so I could just.. end myself. I am tired of living in a world that actively, vehemently, hates me and people like me. I just.. want the suffering to stop

But yeah. The worse things get, the more I want to just go away. I already struggle with seeing any worth in myself and it doesn't help that I was already getting rejected by peers for my kinks, the gov and payment processors had to join in on it as well. It really fucking sucks. I fucking hate it.

Honestly, I understand why people take up such bad habits like smoking and drinking alcohol. Experiencing so much stressful, depressing bullshit all the time and not being able to do much about it is just.. so shitty. We're treated like garbage for no damn reason.

I mean, considering how unsavvy I am with tech, I'd rather not risk getting a virus or worse. While I have been curious about the Dark/Deep Web since I was 13, I am fully aware that I may not be suited for it.

By the way, if you have to call reps/senators constantly to beg for your human rights to not be removed, well, Reagan is also to blame for this. The fact we have to beg to not have our human rights removed means they were not rights. Rights are not something to be taken away at random.

The worse things get, the more I am reminded of how Reagan was the start of all of this bullshit and that Trump is just.. a symptom of it.

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The worse things get, the more I wish Trump would just drop dead already. It's like he's living out of pure malice.

I just miss the late 2000's - early 2010's. I can only hope this puritanical fascist bullshit dies out soon, getting tired of hearing nothing but horrid shit all the time.

I like how so many people thought the 2010's were bad and the 2020's was like "Hold my beer" and has, essentially, became 100x worse than the 2010's. Like, holy fuck, it feels like 50-100 years of progress has just been shot out the window. =w=;

You know, SubscribeStar's main source of income comes from furries so... hope they have fun going bankrupt.

It's the unfortunate side effect of heavy censorship on major platforms like Youtube and TikTok. Welcome to the corporate internet where people have to come up with new words to dodge censorship. lol

I think it's funny that Steam just randomly picks a day to download an update instead of just scheduling it to be later in the day or have the user schedule it. Like, why the 23rd of this month out of all days? That's 13 days from now. lol

Sheep 2: The Sheepening

I still need to remember to change that squirrel's name since that's my sona's name now. x3

When my vision first started getting bad, I was in 4th grade, but my parents never believed me so it took a solid 4 years of both me and my schools convincing them to take me to an eye doctor because I was struggling to see the board, even up close. Now my vision is like.. 100x worse. >w>;

Sometimes, I take a bit to process things, especially auditory things so I'll just be sitting there like:

I always feel bad when someone gifts me something since it's rare for me to be able to afford things so I can't really return the favour.. usually. >w>;;

Same. I don't really have many actual friends, most barely even acknowledge my existence. There's probably like... 3-5 people I actually consider to be a close/good friend but outside that, I dunno.

*rotates*

So, in my sona's original form (Sheep), I wanted to add crotchboobs/teats since well.. I think they're not drawn often enough in art. x3

Also, I just like the idea of my sona having everything from both sexes since I just.. see myself as that (Maybe one day). >w>;

Been feeling sick since last night. Got heartburn real bad and is making me feel barfy. =w=;

Updated sheep version so far.. x3

I never understand why the North Americas kept Daylight Saving Time when it's main purpose is gone and has been for decades. It's stupid to keep it because it actively fucks EVERYONE over since it fucks with our sleeping schedules, making many miss work or school and many being deprived of sleep.