Ellie Evenstar et al

why does the phrase "ibuprofen would be a beautiful name for a girl" frequently pop into my head when i'm taking ibuprofen

took vyvanse for the first time in a few months and now my hunger for tasks is endless

uni break is too long dammit

11pm coffee will fix me...

took much longer than anticipated but it is done :3

two thirds of the trilogy and half the set down. my back is not going to be happy if i continue but i am still very tempted...

The Lord of the Rings logo on a TV, and a LEGO set on a coffee table.

starting the year off in the most me way possible by watching Lord of the Rings and building big LEGO

fried chicken headmate and crime headmate

spending the last of my birthday surrounded by scary lesbians :3

mostly because i'd have to put up new shelves to have anywhere to display it :P

must resist the urge to buy myself a gigantic LEGO set for my birthday...

the dubious fucking bug has been dealt with but i am still seeking identification of the dubious fucking bug

better picture of the dubious fucking bug

help there's a dubious fucking bug in my bedroom

A LEGO set recreating a scene from the Lord of the Rings films, depicting Gandalf facing the Balrog, a creature of shadow and flame, on a stone bridge. A plaque on the set features the quote "You shall not pass!", attributed to Gandalf.

Balrog :3

i told my girlfriend that i can't picture a pink elephant in my head so she told me to think about its backstory and thematic importance instead

yeah... for some reason i find it weirdly hard to be concerned by them even though i know they're objectively concerning and i do find them very distressing when they happen.

i should probably go to a doctor about the fact that i've been having things that suspiciously resemble seizures.

of course i say this and promptly have my worst health day in months the very next day

this evening i'm thinking about how acting on pure lesbianic impulse is responsible for an overwhelming amount of the good things in my life, and how i should probably let myself take that approach more often.

very strange that most of my chronic symptoms have all but disappeared in the last few months and been replaced by eternal sleepiness...

fucked up that i'm gonna be 25 in a couple of weeks. that's so old for a deer.

been arbitrarily trying a new cheap rosé every week or two for the last couple of months.

tonight i hit the first one bad enough that i wouldn't drink it again.

somehow it's also the first one that's made me feel something vaguely resembling drunk.

holy shit my uni results for the semester were really good

genuinely fucking proud of myself for doing this well on my first semester back studying in years

deer can be a little bit evil, as a treat

i really need to go back and watch all of Rian Johnson's movies pre-Last Jedi, because i've loved everything he's done since but never seen his older stuff aside from the Breaking Bad episodes he directed

i've done a much worse job than usual at keeping in touch with people in the last few months.

and that's saying something, because i'm usually pretty bad at it lmao.

the more she tells me about this dream the more concerned i become about her psychological state

my girlfriend is explaining a dream she had where i was trying to find syrup to feed to the abstract concept of a centaur, which apparently would eat nothing else

i keep thinking about crab bucket mentality for some reason