Jaydra Dawn

AI generated art of post-Second Sun Tatyana. Will be used as reference for commission, and not published commercially.

Yeah, but it never looks right. The next post will have the generated image if curious.

That commission is Tat mid-first adventure, pre-Autemá. The next has to be labelled explicit because of her arm and is her shortly after Second Sun, as sn Absolute Autemá (Third Plateau).

Someday I'll have money for a commission. Right now I just have AI references for when someone can do it proper. It's... nice to see them, and Tat's is wild. Open to share on request.

That said, a friend in 2012 did Tatyana on the cheap. Here's an early version of her, 14 years ago.

I just want to look like Linda Hamilton when I'm older.

Y'all realize if you win it won't matter because we'll all be dead.

It's fine!

The number of conversations I've had about life and morality concluding with: "Fuck it! Do whatever, it's 2026, fuck it! It was fucked before, fucked to death years ago, and we're beyond necrophilia. It's penguins fucking severed heads on sticks all the way down."

Is way higher than it should be.

Still one of the coolest covers ever.

Taxes filed. Honestly, growing up I always felt it would be more complicated, but then writing: "I didn't make shit." in numbers probably isn't the hardest return to file.

New thing I want to shove my face into, I am so fucking thirsty all the time.

Compass (Bonus Track) (feat. Merethe Soltvedt) YouTube video by Thomas Bergersen - Topic

When I finished Sanctuary's final draft and it was time to, and entered the last line, I laid back and played to this at full volume while cracking a Guinness, at 0540h in the morning.

If it were a film, it'd go out on this track.

Sanctuary ends with the Roselands having survived, but their life in Ellesmere is over and Viola makes her exit. It's a grueling climax, with hope.

Sequel ties up character arcs; focuses on the nuclear 'genie is out of the bottle'; and Victor's newspaper publishes Terra's existence. "Here we go."

Mix the two. Bittersweet endings that honour the struggle while opening the door for life to continue. I am a sucker for a perfect bittersweet ending. It helps ground the drama while acknowleding that the world keeps spinning.

I'm bad with names and faces this, could you DM me from your alt for science?

Alts, you know I understand the use of alts, but this is my only account. 100% pure uncut Jaydra Dawn right here. I never did like wearing masks, became sorta an issue a few years back but we're good now.

[BDSM Answer Scrubbed]

Yeah, sure, I mean it's your league and idea. As long as I get to show off my body, chew scenery, and do something ultra queer, and fun like pro wrestling, hit me up.

There should a professional wrestling league consisting entirely of trans and queer folks.

Imagine the fire promos and drama of 4 trans girls vying for a tag team belt.

You are describing my fucking dreams. The drama, the workouts, the abs, the costumes, the personas, the sheer fucking saturated queerness that'll make Rocky Horror Picture Show look like the Hayes Code ideal.

Can I play the heel? I've always wanted to be fit and chew scenery.

I feel like I'm taking a vacation from Kolybel. Last month, you guys and your prompts and the explosion of writing I did and all the material was just a marathon that helped get me through February.

I think my brain needs a vacation... It's doing Brave New World: 21st Century Socioeconomic Edition.

M*A*S*H War is war, Hell is Hell YouTube video by Mohamad Ibrahim

Speaking of foundational stones of my morality:

and then we'll be okay YouTube video by exurb1a

This video changed my life and is one of the stones within the foundation of my 'optimistic nihilism' based morality. It's beautiful.

OPENING - INTRO - STAR TREK STRANGE NEW WORLDS SEASON 01 - 4K (UHD) YouTube video by Universo Star Trek

SNW fucking nailed the mix of new and old so hard. Its intro grabs you by the shoulders and yells, "You ready for some kickass space adventures, motherfucker!?"

"Space: the final frontier. These are the voyages of the starship Enterprise. Its continuing mission: to explore strange new worlds; to seek out new life and new civilizations; to boldly go where no one has gone before!"

They really need to clue us into the premise better.

Forget soak, fuckin' put 'em through the full wash cycle.

Sometimes after scrapped drafts, you ask what's the soul of the piece, and once I had that I finally found its setting.

It was a big day when it clicked.

Sanctuary was originally a novel about five people in the same apartment block in a sci-fi setting waking up to discover they have super powers... Check my pin to see how much of that remained.

The found family, and NOTHING else. I scrapped three drafts before reading Jane Eyre and going, "Ohh...".

Swimming in a lake during a rainstorm was one of the few times I can remember being truly happy. Highly recommended, five stars.

Also in the spirit of old dystopian novels, the "Monarch Class" wins. It wouldn't be a howling, hateful warning if they didn't.

Because a Black man signed a landmark deal to was a brief moment of hope in the 21st Century, where all parties benefitted and shook hands, and the Doomsday Clock fell back a second, he tore it up. If that was his only crime, I'd still be calling for his head.