They say that every time a bell rings, an angel gets its wings.
But what they don't know is that every time I see you, my heart sings.
They say that every time a bell rings, an angel gets its wings.
But what they don't know is that every time I see you, my heart sings.
Sometimes, when I sit alone in my room with nothing but the gentle hum of my fan and the sweet sounds of my music drifting lazily through the air, I almost feel like I'm alone. Like nothing exists beyond these four walls. As if when I opened the door, I would be greeted by nothingness. A dark void. Maybe a concrete wall. Who knows. And in those moments, I feel safe. There are no worries beyond my room. No existential dread. No chronic burnout. No crushing weight of reality dragging me down every time I unlock my phone. Relief washes over me, letting me forget about life for a minute. Letting my brain and body recharge. Letting me just exist without the asterisk that is my multiple disabilities. Letting peace swaddle me in her warm cocoon until my thoughts drift off into another world, somewhere far, far away from here.
In My Room
Sometimes, when I sit alone in my room with nothing but the gentle hum of my fan and the sweet sounds of my music drifting lazily through the air, I almost feel like I'm alone. Like nothing exists beyond these four walls. As if when I opened the door, I would be greeted by nothingness. A dark void. Maybe a concrete wall. Who knows. And in those moments, I feel safe. There are no worries beyond my room. No existential dread. No chronic burnout. No crushing weight of reality dragging me down every time I unlock my phone. Relief washes over me, letting me forget about life for a minute. Letting my brain and body recharge. Letting me just exist without the asterisk that is my multiple disabilities. Letting peace swaddle me in her warm cocoon until my thoughts drift off into another world, somewhere far, far away from here.
In My Room
"the next week" he says lmao.
But for real, I have the rest of this week off and some brief ideas I might try and get out of my head. Time will tell! β¨
It's good money for the region I work in! (Midwest low cost of living) But I'd love to move out to a coast where they get paid double and have good unions πββοΈ
Aww, you're welcome! I'm happy to help!! π«Άπ»β¨
Ironically, probably nothing π
it's a big office-type job and I really just wanna operate heavy machinery and such. But it would help me move up into management in the future if I pursue it π€·π»ββοΈ
Art teach vibes check out, I won't lie (and that's a good thing lol) β¨
WOW! That's so much left! When did you start and what are you going for? I'm glad you like it overall, science and math are my least favorite, I'll take lit classes any day π
Supply Chain Management. Unfortunately Calc is a business school requirement ππ
How many more semesters do you have, do you know? Fingers and toes crossed that your next one is better π«Άπ» I have some Calc next semester so I'm not looking forward to that π₯²
Hey, that's great news!! We're almost there! β¨
Yeah! I just went back for my BS in Jan. 2024. I just can't stay focused this semester, personally. There's too many personal things disrupting my life π
Thank you! I hope your classes are going well, and that your winter break is right around the corner!!
This is probably going to be dead for the next week, FYI because I have work all weekend up until Wednesday next week and then homework to do for my finals π
But after that, I hope I can start putting some work out here!
I would expect nothing less, tbh β¨
Ooooh okay kinda like that for now.
Pardon the dust, still trying to get a profile theme worked out.
Hey everyone! My name's Toeface (but you can call me Toe).
This is just an alt account I created to put some of my writing out into the world when/if the inspiration strikes. If that sounds like something you'd enjoy, I hope to see you around!
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