So I spent all my spoons for the week today.
I'm exhausted. I'm hungry but I lack the energy to make food, let alone eat, let alone even doing a dasher to bring me food.
I'm too tired to sleep right now. This is gonna be an interesting week...
Exactly! So I don't see the problem with that.
And as always, it's available on the other site.
I realize at 9:30 a.m. is not great for reach, I don't care. This feels like a new story important enough to get out now and try to get ahead of before people go completely out of their minds.
www.tiktok.com/t/ZThvaRrCx/
So about that whole draft for Iran thing that's been sweeping through social media. You know I'm not a fan of this admin, but I am a fan of truth.
So, what was actually said, and what does it actually mean? This is what I heard in the video.
I'm having a morning where I could slay monsters.
...
Like at least 3 cans, easily.
Gonna be a long day.
One other thought :
Why don't 'ya ask Russia how well it goes when you conscript every male in the country, give them minimal training, and send them to attack a smaller country with home field advantage?
I'll wait for ya to do that.
So.... Commander bonespurs isn't ruling out drafting people for his "It's totally not a war".
My dude, send ICE. They've got the budget, the weapons, and you say they're the best of the best so send 'em in! We'll hold down the fort for them 'till they get back.
8 PM and obviously no video today.
I was out getting video for the alternate channel, 'cuz I can finally get outside to do it and not freeze my tail off.
So I'll try to script something tonight to record it tomorrow, but I'm also tired from lack of food so we'll see if I can food-coma myself.
I never did.
never.
Just imagine the stress of perfection with the motor skills of a rubix cube and he sharp corners and building precision of legos, with a more violent spring under the platform 'cuz the pieces were heavier.
"Hey, Socks, why is GenX so high strung all the time? And why are you all so, ya know, weirdly detached from the world with a constant thousand-yard-stare?"
(Me, knowing what boomers invented to give us as TOYS to play with) You wouldn't understand...
The last 24 hours have been hell, honestly.
Sleep a couple hours, up for a bunch more, sleep a little more... I don't even know how much sleep I've had in total.
And now I need to be "creative" for TikTok videos so I don't get canceled by the algo.
I'm just so tired right now...
I just read that Snap E Tiger @bycats4cats.bsky.social passed away last night due to a heart attack.
He was one of the original suiters / makers I met in the fandom long ago, the pic is from 2001 MFF of his velcro tiger suit.
You'll be missed, my friend.
As always, it's available on the other site. And I post it here for people who don't go there anymore.
Honestly, I want to see this story go bigger. Because it has earthly implications too. But that's a video for another time, and somebody who's a botanist.
www.tiktok.com/t/ZThvF4GTr/
Lunar agriculture needs to become a thing if anyone wants to create a permanent base on the moon. Scientists have taken the first step towards making that a reality.
Yes, I know horrible things are happening in the world. I'm choosing to report something fun and hopeful. I'm allowed.
I, for one, am eagerly awaiting the same people who vandalized gas pumps with stickers a few years ago to no pick up the new version, and vandalize them again.
Joke post, we all know they won't ever admit they got duped.
So...
How are those egg prices you voted for doing?
I am exhausted today.
You ever go to sleep, and you dream about just needing to sleep, and in the dream everyone and everything is waking you up and you never get to sleep in your dream, and you wake up feeling like you haven't slept at all?
So yeah, I'm "walking wounded" exhausted today.
As always, it's available on the other site too. Although I'm fully expecting to get false flag attacked on it by Christians who believe I'm attacking them directly.
Because they always use violence. No hate like Christian love, right?
www.tiktok.com/t/ZTh7T5Vog/
And in today's news bit, US soldiers are being told that combat operations in Iran are God's Divine plan.
No, you didn't read that wrong. No, I'm not surprised either.
Frustration is when someone reposts a comment, which in itself is a repost with comment, in which the original comment has been deleted.
So now there's a no context post which hints at something bigger & news-breaking, but doesn't offer enough context clues to let me find what the hell is going on.
SKipping today, sorry.
I just don't have the spoons to deal with audience reaction to the news I'm seeing.
And I don't feel like suiting up right now, I really don't feel like I've got anything left right now.
I'm not going to do that, but right now, as I'm staring at a news feed knowing that a video would perform well but get me more comments like "I'm going to kill myself" & "well my future is fucked, thanks news raccoon"...
The idea of just using something else's words as a shield is appealing.
It's moments like this that I get the draw for AI.
I'm burned out of content creation, but my videos don't get traction unless I'm constantly churning out content for the platform. The easiest way to do that is have someone else churn out scripts for you, like an AI that doesn't get burnout.
It's been 12 hours since I posted that, I've slept, eaten, caffeinated, and I'm still not ok.
I know what I need to make things better, but it doesn't exist. At least not in any way that would really help.
So I think I'll power through a video, I don't know anymore.
It's 2:30 a.m., and contrary to popular opinion I'm really not okay right now.
Yah, cuz me playing with flames is a bad idea. :)
Posted this video earlier today on TikTok. 851 views.
The doom-scroll feeding video I posted YESTERDAY about the Hegseth presser? 7,064 views.
And a video I posted 3 days ago on an alt account that I don't share here? 0 views.
I get what they're pushing, and it's making me really depressed.
*Out in the middle of nowhere Wisconsin where the light pollution is lower but they still have street lights in the parking lots 'cuz civilization.
It took me a while to drive there, but not so long I thought I could make it before the show started.
I'm tired now tho.
