mer wilcox

lemme train some carrier pigeons up and down 79 now…

lol the words “venture capitalist” send shivers down my spine. i don’t have another platform jump in me if this is the beginning of the end of the good time here.

a PA trooper was killed on duty yesterday, possibly that? (or our collective spirit dying, maybe)

there’s a lot of really, really bad things. but, i have the windows open and incense burning and that? that’s a good thing.

ah yes good job to the police for… protecting citizens from… something rightfully alerting them to a hazard… … …

me seeing this while i have gouge away blasting

pre-k - college at catholic schools. a decade in a regionally-known praise band. religious education catechist. secretary for numerous church committees.

the instant i began research for my thesis, it all fell apart. graduated with a bachelor’s in theology, as it all crumbled around me.

whew the storms wore themselves out early so we are out of the watch now

it got up to 75° earlier which is!!! insane!!! and obviously works to amp up the coming line of storms.

we’re in a tornado watch for pretty much the rest of the day/evening. no easing into spring here, jeez.

smidge, a longhair calico, in front of an open window.

here, too!

ha, sorry, that’s all i’ll share. just a silly moment at the end of a night that was nothing but a charmed chain of events following music around!

for those of you keeping up at home, the job stuff i’m dealing with is continuing on, and somehow getting more stupid every day. i fucking wish that i didn’t need the paycheck so badly because this shit is exhausting to my core and i’m sick of working somewhere so mean to its employees.

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i added a different hair product into my usual arsenal and it smells amazing and i like its hold, and other small wins to start the day

sir a second 9/11-type event that will happen at a time very convenient for a moronic republican president is being concocted

a member of r.e.m. once had to free me from the child safety lock in a van that was driven by a tony award winner

new kind of weirdo just dropped (two and a half years ago)

…alright.

aw, bye bitch

72 (this highway’s mean) just stopped me in my fucking tracks like i’d never heard it before

sometimes when i’m listening to drive-by truckers i remember that they’re some of the most talented musicians of our time, and they’re not just some dudes i’m lucky enough to have in my life and it’s like… ! what an embarrassment of riches

but little girls in the 90s weren’t autistic (especially not the ones who were a pleasure to have in class)

i couldn’t tie my shoes til i was like 12! i was scolded for walking down steps one at a time because i “slowed down the line” man wtf!!!

thinking this morning about how much trouble i had in grade school with my motor skills and how it would be laughable how little intervention and support i got if it hadn’t set me back socially and developmentally the way it did

school - two weeks into 8th grade.

there’s a new caribbean restaurant in our neighborhood and y’all i am in t r o u b l e

yep, thank u! just me and rough stencil i made up that i could kiiind of see through the fabric, and sharpie. sooo much sharpie.

wait did i not tell you that i made those omg