hey
hey
sorry i haven't been using this i just desperately need every1 else to move over here and i need priv accs to become a thing
i will get skz tickets tomorrowβ¦. i WILLβ¦..
Imagine a future where this is your wife!
okay if very cool thing doesnβt happen then another semi cool thing could be happening which is better than nothing cool happening
but i will say that going from a person that everybody hated and nobody actually liked to be around to now being a person people go out of their way to talk to is very nice. i was very miserable for so long. i still am but in a different way. life is beautiful.
idek if this makes sense im basically saying i can get love and approval from everybody besides the people i would rlly like it from im lonely and stuck idk what to do yall nothing matters anymore
i swear itβs so weird that 90% of people i meet now love me and go out of their way to make sure i am taken care of and speak highly of me but i cannot get that from the people i actually want it from
you know what always makes me feel better? open.spotify.com/track/3QwkPW...
#prfm for PS Magazine my beloved
I forgot to post my titanic au stuff here #caejose #jjba
neither of these things got done π«‘ but i did nap for 4 hours
donβt lieβ¦.
i kind of already regret getting it but i needed something to give me some sort of joy rn cause something very cool could be happening to me soon like life changing cool and i need to stay alive until i know if itβs happening or not
iβve been crying all morning and i feel so sick and have been inadvertently starving myself for like 3 days so i bought a tnt barbie to feel normal again
tomorrow is dedicated to updating the collage wall and cleaning under the bed π«‘
IM CONFUSED
forgot new w101 update came out so now it's taking forever to update but im kinda psyched ngl...
A drawing of cowboy Barbie in an anime influenced art style tipping her hat, winking and smiling.
Closer shot of cowboy Barbie.
Detail shot of Cowboy Barbieβs face.
Detail shot of cowboy Barbieβs bandanna and jumpsuit.
I hate that I missed the peak of the Barbie movie wave because by the time I drew this, folks werenβt really buying this at cons. Is still one of my favorite things Iβve drawn this year.
doesnβt look good or elegant at all it just looks cheap
this years bob mackie holiday angel is really bad sorry
the album transitions on negative spaces are so fucking good β¦.. we facking love you poppy
such a stand up fucking guy i love him
he is so important to me and should be important to you as well
the primary color convention after blues passing
another skz signed postcard acquired. time to add it to my collection of way too many that just sit on my shelf.
Photo of One Direction.
Zayn Malik in the βNight Changesβ music video.
Liam Payne in the βNight Changesβ music video.
Harry Styles in the βNight Changesβ music video.
10 years ago today, One Direction released βNight Changes.β
i did sleep 30 minutes later than i wanted to tho just so i could savor the little amount of time he is being nice to me and not a giant asshole