Hailey

at least i have a fun chill weekend lined up, but man this monday-thursday are turning out to be even more annoying than i ever could've imaginied

you know you're stressed out when you're running on only 3 hours of sleep and woke up at 5 am and now it's 2 am and you're not tired at all and you know you have so much you need to do that you cant afford to sleep much anyway

my pc somedays refuses to boot and i finally decided to research then open up my pc and mess with the hardware as it said

honestly i feel like i just learned more about how pcs work in the last couple hours than i have through all of my college classes

i really want to make a short film, especially one with a lot of show-don’t-tell tricks

when done well it’s such an interesting way to tell a story, and i wish i was skilled enough to do this well

free roam isn’t perfect HOWEVER im still really enjoying grinding it out the last few days it’s such a fun way to waste time lol

284/394 p-switches completed

106/200 peach medallions collected

this always catches me off guard when playing games with an open world:

I feel like ive driven everywhere (even though ive clearly missed a few areas) and yet im missing like a hundred p-switches and a hundred peach medallions still like where could THAT MANY still be idek

i feel like them initiating conversations sometimes is like the main thing that makes me think im just stressing over nothing

usually it tends to be me first (crazy since im usually so shy)

in a certain friendship where i keep feeling like the other person hates me but then something always happens to put that idea at bay for awhile, until another thing happens to revive that worry in my head

this has been going on for months if not years and i wonder if im just easily manipulated

twitter always gets like this for me and I hate it

sometimes i bump into something like that here but it shows up so much less frequently for me on bsky

everytime I see someone say “I played pokopia literally all day and it’s amazing” it makes me wanna buy it even more but im practically broke and so I know I shouldn’t

but also I reallyyy want to play ittt

just built a lego set for the first time in several years and it was incredibly nostalgic

impatiently wishing it was friday march 13 at precisely 13:00 est rn, iykyk

why did I have to see this the day AFTER I bought this exact bundle why didn’t I wait until the 10th this is so sad

I didn’t expect rainbow road to make me emotional ngl

going in i was fully aware that it’s the best rainbow road in the series by far but finally experiencing it myself was a surreal experience honestly

also I am on a strict do not buy any more games for a long time mindset since I already spent way more than I should’ve so if I’m ever like “i really wanna buy this game” feel free to throw a rock at me or something idk

boring answer but i love going for walks when the weather isn’t too hot or too cold

i also enjoy running on the treadmill since i can just set it high enough that it’s strenuous and it just keeps going at that intensity forcing me to push myself even if im feeling drained; fun if youre self-mindful

thought process is this will genuinely hold me over from needing “for fun”purchases for years so i think it’s worth it im going to get so much use out of this ive been on the fence since the day this console was revealed

large purchase acquired

ngl im very worried that im going to regret this but we’ll see

im officially 9+10

i suppose i can share that it’s a mix of comm work as well as my own scripted videos including a group event and some banger solo ideas, im just in the middle of a lot at the same time so its taking a while

this year is moving too fast two months go by and i feel like ive accomplished nothing so far

i suppose i have done a lot of preparation and planning behind the scenes for things that won’t see the light of day for awhile so i guess thats why. im excited to eventually be able to share them :3

working on some things and the numbers 6 and 7 genuinely KEEP showing up in quick succession, i feel like the meme has like screwed with some universal constant to make those numbers show up together way more than normal

i have so many similar texts from my mom from the last several months

winds/waves looks cool but those are genuinely the fakest-looking pokemon starters ive ever seen lol

meanwhile I feel very much not qualified for customer service and even less qualified for an internship in my field (computer science) and there really aren’t many better options. now if there was something local in video production that would be great but its kinda scarce in my area

i think applying for jobs I don’t want to work at that also don’t want me to work at them is maybe the most demoralizing thing ive experienced

It’s not like I can just NOT apply for jobs though, im nearly 21 and have never had a real job and I really should get one I should’ve a LONG time ago

basic idea would be me and one other person record 1hr of raw footage for a video, then we hand them off to each other and edit for 30mins, then pass the projects back and forth a few times until we have two fully-edited videos. not fully certain on logistics but I think it could work and be fun

I still feel like a “Video Swap” would be such a banger video idea

I’ve had this idea for soo long, inspired by Wulzy’s “Level Swap” series but never got around to it and I really want to

PEAK | Funny Clips Compilation YouTube video by Kops

NEW VIDEO

compilation of a bunch of funny peak clips from my perspective; featuring a bunch of cool people

youtu.be/-EcYwLKdMMk?...

new “main” channel video going up tomorrow! first decent-effort public vid on that channel in years im excited

and maybe more videos coming in the somewhat distant future :3