Rematch
PC game after idk
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@ruashua
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Playing a bunch of random games I got keys for
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I understand this totally.
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๐ซ Thank you for sharing your feeling Ghostie. It definitely helps hearing other's experiences.
Thank you ๐ซ and my experience so far has been very welcoming irl. Maybe the online discourse from randos that I see adds to my fear. Idk
Why is that, if you don't mind me asking?
Thank you Emma. I know I also think "...what did I do to be recognized? I'm just silly. Recognize others pls" idk
Thank you Foxling. I.... Need to internalize this. Dont let my imposter syndrome win
Idk.... Idk..... It's a weird feeling and it makes me sad. I.... Wanna get rid of this fear but idk how. And i don't know where it comes from either. It's so weird
Weird thing.
Im scared of participating in like... Women's groups. A couple of my teams were like recognizing Women for women's history month and I didn't put my name in there.
I feel like i don't deserve any of it. Or i haven't been a woman "long enough". conceptually i know that's not true
Things are obviously subject to change. Gonna pack consoles. PC games only for a bit. Wednesday, March 4, 2026 at 7:30 PM for ~1.5+ hours A bunch of random things Thursday, March 5, 2026 at 8:30 PM for ~3.5 hours Rematch A bunch of random things Saturday, March 7, 2026 at 8:30 PM for ~3.5 hours Marvel Rivals Silksong?
me in an empty room at my new house
New house who dis (I'm not living there yet but.... I'm destroying it.)
What? Haha really?
Some of it is time sensitive, others isn't. So....you know....... One day at a time.
But thank you all for sticking with me as i get this done. And enjoying what content i can supply
I am now officially a ho moaner... I mean homeowner x.x finally the process is done.
Except now I have to move.... And paint and switch utilities and yard work and buy appliances and hire a plumber and a pellet stove servicer and exterior painter and more yardwork and and and.....
Rematch/Rocket League
Idk some other game after that
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Only pc* jeeeez
Things are obviously subject to change. Gonna pack consoles. PC games only for a bit. <t:1772073000:F> for ~1.5 hours Might not stream. Still very busy. <t:1772163000:F> for ~3.5 hours Rematch Some PC game <t:1772335800:F> for ~3.5 hours Marvel Rivals Silksong
Schej. No PC games for a bit. Consoles will be packed for the move.
My face with a cats paw touching my cheek
Cat snuggling my boob
Cat snuggling my boob
Cat snuggling my boob
Little guy loves boob too
I WILL ACTUALLY FINISH STREAM TODAY
Marbel Ribal
Death Stranding 2
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They wrestle too? ๐ฑ
Wrestling? Huh?
You're telling me, our calendar was made by the Gecko Romans? That's lizard people!
Things are obviously subject to change. Wednesday, February 18, 2026 at 7:30 PM for ~1.5 hours Monster Hunter Wilds? Maybe? Thursday, February 19, 2026 at 8:30 PM for ~3.5 hours Rematch Silksong Saturday, February 21, 2026 at 8:30 PM for ~3.5 hours Marvel Rivals Death Stranding 2
the weird corrupted picture in the announcement. I... couldn't even begin to describe what its doing. smudged water colors?
STREAM IS GONNA HAPPEN THIS WEEK!!
Surprise! Stream!
Berry Bury Berry
and maybe other things idk
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Today was hard.
I didn't take those offers, I'm too busy.... And autistic.... And lesbian
Sometimes I think how different my life has become.
Like.... If I were to show myself 5 years ago that I was gonna turn into a hot chick and get multiple offers from sugar daddies in the same week.... I would have never believed it.