the idea of me

I’ve missed thunderstorms. Grateful I get to enjoy this one snuggled up in bed.

Baseball can save us.

Selfie of me, a woman in my mid 40s, in a green tank, gray cardigan, long blonde hair, smiling slightly

If you see this, quote with a robot that isn’t from Star Wars, Star Trek, Dr Who or transformers. (My fave.)

a woman wearing glasses is smiling and asking what like it 's hard Alt: The character Elle Woods in Legally Blonde asking “what like it’s hard?” in regards to being accepted into Harvard Law School.

Got a 100% on my first major graduate school paper. Is that good? 💅

Saw a goose stop in the road, solo, and drop a deuce. Nature is healing.

It’s pretty incredible. I’m proud of you. 🤌

This reaffirms my instinct not to trust golfers.

This world is a lot sometimes. Find your light and hang on to it. ❤️

Wouldn't want a little war to get in the way of a golf weekend.

Feels like this was the wrong morning to sleep in. Catching up on the awful.

This made me laugh so hard

I love that. That’s how I feel too.

I agree completely. I am misunderstood a lot and it’s very frustrating, but I try to be kind to people even when they are lashing out. That’s something I value about myself and I want to preserve it. I don’t feel good hating someone. And I don’t want to give them that control over me.

There is a hidden power in choosing to be kind to someone even when they are being cruel to you. Don’t be a doormat but don’t go low, either. Let it be.

Bobby Witt Jr. swings and hits a homer. (Photo by Jason Hanna/Kansas City Royals)

Bobby Witt Jr. swings and hits a homer. (Photo by Jason Hanna/Kansas City Royals)

Bobby Witt Jr. (right) high fives Vance Wilson (left) after homering. (Photo by Jason Hanna/Kansas City Royals)

Bobby Witt Jr. (left) high fives Matt Quatraro (right) after homering. (Photo by Jason Hanna/Kansas City Royals)

Three-run Bobby blast! 🚀

Trying to look at myself like I’m more of a niche taste, but in a good way?

If I added you here it’s because you made an impression before and I like you!

Hello, yes, you probably know me from before. Wanted a fresh account that wasn’t tied to my name and real life. Not sure if it’s possible to be anonymous in reverse but I’d like to try.

My home is where avocados go to die.

a woman says i don 't know her on a tv show Alt: Mariah Carey says “I don’t know her.”

Them: Just be yourself!

Me:

One of the hardest things for me to cope with now that I know I’m autistic is realizing how much energy and time I’ve spent studying everyone around me to try to match. To fit. To be what everyone wants. It was all for nothing. It was never going to work. And even if it did, I’d be an imposter.

Need to make cards that say “sorry, turns out I was autistic” and send them to everyone who has ever interacted with me