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@alteredpanel

my comic diary deals with topics of self harm/ending, substance abuse, csa and familial abuse. this is meant to depict an honest portrayal of life with DID.

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importantly too - it took time to work together to get here!! he was very patient in trying to understand, and in turn we did our best to try and help him. back when we first started to open up a bit about being a system (and largely because we got destabilized) it required a lot of communication

04.03.2026 21:15 ๐Ÿ‘ 40 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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so who got the textural issues in the split

04.03.2026 20:50 ๐Ÿ‘ 817 ๐Ÿ” 141 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 8 ๐Ÿ“Œ 2
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you can recognize, logically, that internal system dynamics will often reflect real life ones you've experienced, but it doesnt stop it from hitting you in the head like a frying pan when you realize when its happening

04.03.2026 14:26 ๐Ÿ‘ 744 ๐Ÿ” 101 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 10 ๐Ÿ“Œ 2
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thought carousel (2/2)

25.02.2026 01:38 ๐Ÿ‘ 826 ๐Ÿ” 105 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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thought carousel (1/2)

25.02.2026 01:38 ๐Ÿ‘ 1117 ๐Ÿ” 266 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 9 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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parts of a system / parts of a song (3/3)

14.02.2026 03:41 ๐Ÿ‘ 795 ๐Ÿ” 116 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 25 ๐Ÿ“Œ 1
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parts of a system / parts of a song (2/3)

14.02.2026 03:41 ๐Ÿ‘ 727 ๐Ÿ” 108 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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parts of a system / parts of a song (1/3)

14.02.2026 03:41 ๐Ÿ‘ 1266 ๐Ÿ” 378 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 16 ๐Ÿ“Œ 5
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unrivaled champion of guess who (2/2)

11.02.2026 20:50 ๐Ÿ‘ 1138 ๐Ÿ” 116 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 3 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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unrivaled champion of guess who (1/2)

11.02.2026 20:50 ๐Ÿ‘ 1389 ๐Ÿ” 305 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 14 ๐Ÿ“Œ 4
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i am getting the anime side character timeskip and plot summary treatment

10.02.2026 00:16 ๐Ÿ‘ 707 ๐Ÿ” 79 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 6 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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regardless, yours (2/2)

07.02.2026 03:15 ๐Ÿ‘ 758 ๐Ÿ” 94 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 5 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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regardless, yours (1/2)

07.02.2026 03:10 ๐Ÿ‘ 835 ๐Ÿ” 172 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 5 ๐Ÿ“Œ 1

its sometimes easier to do this with other part's memories as opposed to my own, cause i can engage with them more like a story than a personal experience

31.01.2026 06:30 ๐Ÿ‘ 21 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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director's cut (2/2)

31.01.2026 05:53 ๐Ÿ‘ 791 ๐Ÿ” 75 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 9 ๐Ÿ“Œ 1
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director's cut (1/2)

31.01.2026 05:53 ๐Ÿ‘ 913 ๐Ÿ” 145 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

corgi!

25.01.2026 09:43 ๐Ÿ‘ 4 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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a spark that refused to be snuffed out (4/4)

24.01.2026 09:54 ๐Ÿ‘ 1487 ๐Ÿ” 111 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 23 ๐Ÿ“Œ 1
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a spark that refused to be snuffed out (3/4)

24.01.2026 09:54 ๐Ÿ‘ 1181 ๐Ÿ” 79 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 6 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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a spark that refused to be snuffed out (2/4)

24.01.2026 09:54 ๐Ÿ‘ 1151 ๐Ÿ” 85 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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a spark that refused to be snuffed out (1/4)

24.01.2026 09:54 ๐Ÿ‘ 2034 ๐Ÿ” 594 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 15 ๐Ÿ“Œ 2

i wouldnt mind at all, please go ahead!

23.01.2026 15:48 ๐Ÿ‘ 4 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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22.01.2026 17:47 ๐Ÿ‘ 784 ๐Ÿ” 110 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 24 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

not only would i be alright with that, i think that'd be really cool, and id love to see how you do!

22.01.2026 17:46 ๐Ÿ‘ 7 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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why do you draw? (3/3)

18.01.2026 06:19 ๐Ÿ‘ 902 ๐Ÿ” 97 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 3 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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why do you draw? (2/3)

18.01.2026 06:19 ๐Ÿ‘ 834 ๐Ÿ” 88 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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why do you draw? (1/3)

18.01.2026 06:19 ๐Ÿ‘ 1496 ๐Ÿ” 463 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 11 ๐Ÿ“Œ 5
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THANK YOU ๐Ÿฉต

17.01.2026 03:30 ๐Ÿ‘ 87 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

though im just geeking because ive been reading the haunted self and it has really helped me understand both myself and friends of mine who have some of the other disorders aforementioned. i would highly recommend checking it out if you dont mind more clinical reads, but the summary is good too!

17.01.2026 02:33 ๐Ÿ‘ 10 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

but what defines DID specifically is the dissociation between those parts, the actualization of individual identities like genders and names and experiences, whereas someone with ptsd may simply have emotional separation/amnesia but have an awareness of the events that traumatized them

17.01.2026 02:32 ๐Ÿ‘ 11 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0