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33, queer mess (they/he) book reviewer ๐Ÿ“šโœจ๏ธ reader of depraved, queer books!

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THE BAYOU by Arden Powell, read by Rowan Hayes and produced by Tantor Media. A black church surrounded by bare trees in front of a full moon or a pale sun, with a staring alligator underneath.

THE BAYOU by Arden Powell, read by Rowan Hayes and produced by Tantor Media. A black church surrounded by bare trees in front of a full moon or a pale sun, with a staring alligator underneath.

THE BAYOU audiobook is coming March 17! Narrated by Rowan Hayes.

โœจQueer southern gothic horror
โœจ1930s bank robbers
โœจA deadly gay relationship
โœจA disappearing town haunted by a murdered girl

Preorder from your favourite retailer!
books2read.com/u/mdO9pX
www.audible.ca/pd/The-Bayou...

03.03.2026 19:41 ๐Ÿ‘ 39 ๐Ÿ” 29 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

we got a new manager last year who has been awful and terrorising everyone amd just an all round asshole and found out today he hasn't passed his probation and is gone!! ๐Ÿฅณ๐Ÿ™Œ

24.02.2026 16:16 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
Email to USA Hockey

Email to USA Hockey

Formal invitation to the hockey team sent,,, if any people with connections to the hockey team wanna have them email my team my bio. Iโ€™m for real. ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿพ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿพ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿพ

23.02.2026 21:59 ๐Ÿ‘ 18926 ๐Ÿ” 3109 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 543 ๐Ÿ“Œ 554
a screenshot fro the simpsons of a bus driver saying "don't make me tap the sign."

the text on the sign has been replaced with the following: "I do not welcome puritans, kink shamers, or 'anti shippers.'

I think you never bothered to unlearn the idea that some thoughts are โ€œsinfulโ€ and believe that โ€œsinโ€ = harm. 

please get better soon and stay the hell away from me until then."

a screenshot fro the simpsons of a bus driver saying "don't make me tap the sign." the text on the sign has been replaced with the following: "I do not welcome puritans, kink shamers, or 'anti shippers.' I think you never bothered to unlearn the idea that some thoughts are โ€œsinfulโ€ and believe that โ€œsinโ€ = harm. please get better soon and stay the hell away from me until then."

would you look at that it's tap the sign o'clock.

19.02.2026 03:40 ๐Ÿ‘ 376 ๐Ÿ” 177 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 4 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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squidward from spongebob squarepants looks out a window ALT: squidward from spongebob squarepants looks out a window

Americans waking up to news that Prince Andrew has been arrested for Epstein ties

19.02.2026 12:57 ๐Ÿ‘ 16281 ๐Ÿ” 2900 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 616 ๐Ÿ“Œ 174

if anyone looks at my green neck from the hair dye today they're homophobic!

17.02.2026 06:34 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

lmao I did indeed mean redye ๐Ÿ˜‚

17.02.2026 06:33 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
Monsterfications of clients' characters. A deep sea eldritch dragon - two angel brothers embedded into swords and sharing an eye

Monsterfications of clients' characters. A deep sea eldritch dragon - two angel brothers embedded into swords and sharing an eye

Monsterfications of clients' characters. A chimera with purple flowers - angelic cosmic being with orbiting eyes - a fungal spider emerging from dead wood

Monsterfications of clients' characters. A chimera with purple flowers - angelic cosmic being with orbiting eyes - a fungal spider emerging from dead wood

Monsterfications! โœจ

โœฆ #art #commission

16.02.2026 17:28 ๐Ÿ‘ 246 ๐Ÿ” 73 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

every time I redeem my hair it goes unbelievably fluffy for the next few days.... but not in a cute way, more in a scarecrow that's been dragged through a hedge way!

16.02.2026 19:52 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
Astra and her unicorn taking a stroll by some mandarin trees

Astra and her unicorn taking a stroll by some mandarin trees

ๆญๅ–œๅ‘่ดข!
happy year of the horse!! ๐Ÿงง๐ŸŽ๐ŸŠ๐ŸŽจ

16.02.2026 18:27 ๐Ÿ‘ 4711 ๐Ÿ” 1374 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 40 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

always at the scene of the crime. I dunno what they put in their shows the way they had such a stranglehold on us all!!

16.02.2026 06:36 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

have 466 songs on my mp3 player so far..... this thing can take 15,000. think I'll still be uploading new music on it on my death bed.

15.02.2026 00:21 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Together.

04.10.2025 00:01 ๐Ÿ‘ 1315 ๐Ÿ” 418 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 9 ๐Ÿ“Œ 2

I still think about this book often nearly 2 years after reading it. it will fuck you up! /pos

14.02.2026 23:45 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 1 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

been furiously running around work deep cleaning today cause we have health inspection people in on monday and got dizzy and nearly fell over rip! gonna go home and collapse now ๐Ÿ˜…

13.02.2026 17:47 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

been worried all day that I lost the case for my Bluetooth earbuds, just put my pj bottoms on..... they were in my pocket THIS WHOLE ASS TIME!!!

09.02.2026 23:11 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
movie poster for iron lung by markiplier showing a skeleton pair of jaws on a black background. in between the jaws is iron lung in capitals in red text

movie poster for iron lung by markiplier showing a skeleton pair of jaws on a black background. in between the jaws is iron lung in capitals in red text

just saw Iron lung and hell yeah I fucked with this hard. maybe a little long but a lot of fun!!

09.02.2026 23:01 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

trying to watch the olympics women's ice hockey and my parents sat on either side of me won't stop wittering ๐Ÿ˜ฎโ€๐Ÿ’จ

07.02.2026 22:04 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
Revon, a disabled man wearing his brace and using his cane, stands under a spotlight with the words in large letters: HELP ME LEAVE MY ABUSIVE HOUSE! aka, my abusive mother is kicking me out. Please. HELP.

Revon, a disabled man wearing his brace and using his cane, stands under a spotlight with the words in large letters: HELP ME LEAVE MY ABUSIVE HOUSE! aka, my abusive mother is kicking me out. Please. HELP.

Revon, a disabled man wearing his brace and using his cane, stands under a spotlight with the words detailing his request with some words emphasized: I'm making a mutual aid request. I need help. 
My mother has issued me an eviction notice. I have to leave by April 1st, or she will kick me out with police force. She has threatened to do this a couple times. This time, I know she means it. 
I will be moving in with @CryptAesthetics, who has been made aware of every step of her abuse since it began. We're aiming to move out by the end of March, and I need assistance raising money to pay for first & last month's rent, plus movers for myself since most of my friends do not drive, but can help pack. Whatever else we make will help me puchase house essentials & mobility assistance, and help pay part of @CryptAesthetics first/last, too. 
We are looking to raise a minimum of 2000 CAD. 1500 for first/last on my part, 300 for movers, & 200 for a new mattress for myself. 
If you can help, please donate to my ko-fi: ko-fi.com/themythicbunny or my paypal, linked in the replies of this post. 
In the following image, I will be detailing the situation as it's unfolded, with the added notion that I do not have steady access to the kitchen, and thus haven't been able to keep or have food steadily since August, and must constantly order food, putting myself in debt to feed myself. I've saved up 200 the last two months by limiting food.

Revon, a disabled man wearing his brace and using his cane, stands under a spotlight with the words detailing his request with some words emphasized: I'm making a mutual aid request. I need help. My mother has issued me an eviction notice. I have to leave by April 1st, or she will kick me out with police force. She has threatened to do this a couple times. This time, I know she means it. I will be moving in with @CryptAesthetics, who has been made aware of every step of her abuse since it began. We're aiming to move out by the end of March, and I need assistance raising money to pay for first & last month's rent, plus movers for myself since most of my friends do not drive, but can help pack. Whatever else we make will help me puchase house essentials & mobility assistance, and help pay part of @CryptAesthetics first/last, too. We are looking to raise a minimum of 2000 CAD. 1500 for first/last on my part, 300 for movers, & 200 for a new mattress for myself. If you can help, please donate to my ko-fi: ko-fi.com/themythicbunny or my paypal, linked in the replies of this post. In the following image, I will be detailing the situation as it's unfolded, with the added notion that I do not have steady access to the kitchen, and thus haven't been able to keep or have food steadily since August, and must constantly order food, putting myself in debt to feed myself. I've saved up 200 the last two months by limiting food.

Revon, a disabled man wearing his brace and using his cane, stands under a spotlight with the words detailing his situation, with some words emphasized with different colour: In December 2023, I re-connected with my abusive mother who claimed to have changed and was 'doing better'. After a couple of months, I thought this change was permanent, and she made the offer to move in with her in April 2024, in my childhood home.
This was my mistake. I trusted her, and put faith in her, hoping that the change she displayed was permanent. It was not. 
For the past two years, her treatment towards me has worsened significantly, especially these last several months. It turns out, just because someone doesn't beat you anymore, doesn't mean they've stopped being abusive altogether. She has completely iced me out while removing access to essentials such as access to the bathroom on the  same floor my room is (I am disabled. I can't be constantly going up and down stairs. She forces me to do this anyways by locking the door every night), removed toilet paper handles, taken away essentials I helped purchase with my own money, financially abused and harassed me, gaslit me, has weaponized, discriminated, and mocked my mental and physical disabilities, because they 'made her life worse', threatened to keep me hostage in her house until I paid her back money that I owed her, and turned every single one of these situations into her being the victim. Now, she's misgendering me and actively insulting me and my siblings loudly on the phone and to friends, slamming doors, cussing and cursing about me when I'm home, and doing everything she can to scare me. 
It's working. I'm scared. And I need out.

Revon, a disabled man wearing his brace and using his cane, stands under a spotlight with the words detailing his situation, with some words emphasized with different colour: In December 2023, I re-connected with my abusive mother who claimed to have changed and was 'doing better'. After a couple of months, I thought this change was permanent, and she made the offer to move in with her in April 2024, in my childhood home. This was my mistake. I trusted her, and put faith in her, hoping that the change she displayed was permanent. It was not. For the past two years, her treatment towards me has worsened significantly, especially these last several months. It turns out, just because someone doesn't beat you anymore, doesn't mean they've stopped being abusive altogether. She has completely iced me out while removing access to essentials such as access to the bathroom on the same floor my room is (I am disabled. I can't be constantly going up and down stairs. She forces me to do this anyways by locking the door every night), removed toilet paper handles, taken away essentials I helped purchase with my own money, financially abused and harassed me, gaslit me, has weaponized, discriminated, and mocked my mental and physical disabilities, because they 'made her life worse', threatened to keep me hostage in her house until I paid her back money that I owed her, and turned every single one of these situations into her being the victim. Now, she's misgendering me and actively insulting me and my siblings loudly on the phone and to friends, slamming doors, cussing and cursing about me when I'm home, and doing everything she can to scare me. It's working. I'm scared. And I need out.

โ€ผ๏ธ URGENT MUTUAL AID REQUEST โ€ผ๏ธ

Please help me move out safely. I'm being kicked out of my current living space. I need to be out by April 1st. The details are in the post. I need a min.of 2000 CAD. Ko-fi link here:

ko-fi.com/themythicbun...

#mutualaid #trans #disabled #helpsky #disabledcrowdfund

05.02.2026 18:35 ๐Ÿ‘ 369 ๐Ÿ” 546 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 7 ๐Ÿ“Œ 12
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patron saint of mad girls

26.01.2026 21:29 ๐Ÿ‘ 227 ๐Ÿ” 77 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
I am looking meme with emoji face with overly exaggerated eyes

I am looking meme with emoji face with overly exaggerated eyes

helllooo!?!?!?!

26.01.2026 21:40 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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never leaving the cottage #heatedrivalry

21.01.2026 17:28 ๐Ÿ‘ 1586 ๐Ÿ” 420 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 13 ๐Ÿ“Œ 11
poster for the tv show years and years. the image shows a family sat around a living room in front of the tv with the shows name years and years in white text at the bottom

poster for the tv show years and years. the image shows a family sat around a living room in front of the tv with the shows name years and years in white text at the bottom

just finished rewatching years and years and it's even more culturally relevant now than it was 7 years ago when released it's scary seeing how we're headed down this exact path. this show really is so brilliant and so powerful!

18.01.2026 23:08 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
On a red and black background at the top it says cover reveal. 
The book cover for Awaken, My Love, written by Marat Earendel is underneath at the center. 
The illustrated cover shows a brown vampire with red eyes and shoulder length wavy black hair wearing antique black and white clothing while looking toward the viewer. He is holding a man in his hands. The man is pale with long beige hair wearing white and cream colored clothing. He is in profile, looking up and gripping the vampires shirt. There are split open pomegranates threaded through the burgundy title of the novel.
In the background is a broken gothic window and at the bottom are chains. The cover is in shades of reds, browns, mauves and blacks.

On a red and black background at the top it says cover reveal. The book cover for Awaken, My Love, written by Marat Earendel is underneath at the center. The illustrated cover shows a brown vampire with red eyes and shoulder length wavy black hair wearing antique black and white clothing while looking toward the viewer. He is holding a man in his hands. The man is pale with long beige hair wearing white and cream colored clothing. He is in profile, looking up and gripping the vampires shirt. There are split open pomegranates threaded through the burgundy title of the novel. In the background is a broken gothic window and at the bottom are chains. The cover is in shades of reds, browns, mauves and blacks.

A red and black background with text that reads: 
He feels nothing. 
The vampire feels everything. 
The castle wants the rest.
Astaire Bloom, an unfeeling man devoid of hope, takes a job in a remote castle under a mysterious employer. 
As sinister events unfold around him, 
he starts to feel things 
he thought himself incapable of. 
And the castle is hungry for it. 
To uncover the secrets buried within, he must endure more than he ever imagined.

A red and black background with text that reads: He feels nothing. The vampire feels everything. The castle wants the rest. Astaire Bloom, an unfeeling man devoid of hope, takes a job in a remote castle under a mysterious employer. As sinister events unfold around him, he starts to feel things he thought himself incapable of. And the castle is hungry for it. To uncover the secrets buried within, he must endure more than he ever imagined.

A black and red background with large read letters that say Awaken, My Love. Below it says: March 2026. Pre-order now. Bleed later.

A black and red background with large read letters that say Awaken, My Love. Below it says: March 2026. Pre-order now. Bleed later.

Cover reveal for my queer gothic vampire novel Awaken, My Love.

He feels nothing. The vampire feels everything. The castle wants the rest.

Preorders are live.
www.amazon.com/dp/B0G6V8S6YQ

#coverreveal #transwriter #vampires

18.01.2026 17:10 ๐Ÿ‘ 68 ๐Ÿ” 38 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2 ๐Ÿ“Œ 2

My MMF fairy dark fantasy book RUNAWAY PRINCE can now be added on Goodreads and Storygraph!

16.01.2026 02:53 ๐Ÿ‘ 10 ๐Ÿ” 5 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Complicated parents are my favourite topic

14.01.2026 14:15 ๐Ÿ‘ 247 ๐Ÿ” 37 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 5 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

had to stay at work an extra hour cause we had no one to cover and now my train has been cancelled (the only one cancelled all day!!) was meant to finish work at 4 now won't be getting home til 6.30 ish ๐Ÿ˜ญ

13.01.2026 17:47 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I have cameras everywhere ๐Ÿ˜ˆ

12.01.2026 17:59 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
An illustration of a comet hitting an ice cube that says "ABOLISH ICE" with "No human is illegal" in the bottom left corner

An illustration of a comet hitting an ice cube that says "ABOLISH ICE" with "No human is illegal" in the bottom left corner

09.01.2026 15:13 ๐Ÿ‘ 5690 ๐Ÿ” 2175 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 16 ๐Ÿ“Œ 4
meme image showing a man with white text on his chest reading "me info dumping about ice hockey to andi" behind him is a person labelled "andi" in white text holding a stop sign he's about to hit the person over the head with which is labelled "the saddest hadestown tiktoks"

meme image showing a man with white text on his chest reading "me info dumping about ice hockey to andi" behind him is a person labelled "andi" in white text holding a stop sign he's about to hit the person over the head with which is labelled "the saddest hadestown tiktoks"

just your average evening for me and @andromedaexists.bsky.social. him aggressively cyverbullying me with sad tiktoks while I aggressively info dump ice hockey facts back at him.

11.01.2026 03:56 ๐Ÿ‘ 2 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0