Swably

Lol this account is so doomed

Anyways,
Paw engagement bait

It's been a year and six months since I last sat here and waited...
Time passes but history remains unchanged to be repeated.

Watching the stars.

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Thank you for everything, i am so sorry.

My best friend just told her cat to say meow while sitting in a call with me
And i meowed because she just said "say meow"

Is it joever?

Really bad nightmares last night
Why can't I have normal dreams or st least control them, change their course
Been crying for the last 3 hours over a dog i had in my dream called barley
We got separated when we got off a train after the tracks flooded and everyone had to get off

Uh mood ruined again
Thanks dad for existing lol

Illness has overtaken me
Been throwing up since the moment i woke up
Had a moment to relax in the afternoon when i woke up again at 6pm on the bathroom floor

I felt fine, ate something small, 6 hours later i feel like throwing up again
Gonna try and sleep it off in bed

Suicidal intent is strong today

For what it's worth, i knew your promises weren't real
I just wanted to believe you were telling the truth because that's just the type of person i am
A naive idiot who wants to believe in the good of other people

xd could've removed everyone except mudrock lappland and kaltsit and won

this stage was sponsored by global skill range

I take it back this annihilation stage easy as fuck LMAO

who the fuck designed this stage
get yourself checked in
what the fuck is this 3 whole viable high ground spots and they are all too far away to provide healing
to anything

Zou le kinda hot tbh i got him yesterday, i was getting bored in class so i did 3 pulls skipped all of them cause like "what the chance" and i got him lol
Kitty cat kaltsit is e2 now
Time to get zou le to e2 also

Heathers but with a twist
Monica is a gay man

Rant over
Imma go shower in the dark with scalding hot water and pretend i am a lobster in the midst of being boiled alive

Ritalin actually turns me into such a doomer person
I feel like everything is just gonna end up repeating itself

For no fucking reason
I am alive now
I was happy i was feeling good this morning and now i just ploof
And maybe it's like worse than the usual ritalin crash out because random mood swing got into the loop as well i just wanna not think right now
Turn my brain off and like die or smth idk

I hate ritalin so fucking bad
I get to be able to focus at the cost of me feel dead inside when i take it
And then when i have nothing to focus on anymore i just start overthinking, feeling like everything is wrong
Doubting every decision i ever made
I feel like crying
I am overthinking years ahead

2/4+1 assignments done
Gonna finish the rest tomorrow morning while the silly sleeps

This is my influence chat fs

1 done more assignments 3 to go

I feel like other than pusher and pullers i have seen the chinese players pull off some really dumb shit like getting crownslayer stuck INSIDE of the map walls and it was the funniest shit ever, truly a clownslayer moment

I think her boss fits her playable OP really well lmao

never mind I found it I am so poggers

hello chat what is that minecraft thing that let's you run servers with people
I remember I saw about it on tiktok but I don't remember the name like a modded thing that let's you connect with other people via a code instead of having to go through a hosting service or hosting myself

think I found my favorite content
watching arknights players find new ways to bully crownslayer

arknights makes such insane songs
bipolar wolf girl trying to find the truth goes hard