Aidan aka. S. Park

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This is so cool!

Today too. :( At least so far.

I think I'm going to have to back away from participating in anything with an application/submission process for a while. I'm just not in a mental place to handle my creations being rejected.

(I say, waiting for Everfree to reject me. Sigh.)

Why can't there be ONE social media platform that's not total trash? Just one?

I once had my nose pierced by a turkey vulture.

Yes, the bird.

(I know I've mentioned this before, but it's just so weird, I love sharing it.)

...yeah today sucks.

Weirdly both grandpas were electrical engineers, though they worked in different industries.

Also I'm ineligible for public office on account of the freaky porn. There is ZERO way somebody with an AO3 account as easy to find as mine and containing the contents of mine is getting elected anywhere.

I'd ask if anybody knows of a better social media site, but I know there isn't one. Not one I can use for self-promotion, anyway.

I really should blog on Dreamwidth more, but uuuuuuuugh. Long-form blogging takes more energy.

Day off? What is this "day off" thing?

This is why I DIDN'T WANT Bluesky to become "the thing" we all jumped too, why I didn't adopt early, why I moved here under protest because I have to have SOME kind of social media presence as an artist and author, but why I did NOT want to. Ugh. Fucking AI bros.

The sheer *irony* of "Sea Ed Editing" is sending me.

Okay, I've been resisting gorgeous wooden things, but TEENY ALTAR BOWL got me. Probably dedicating this one to Hermes, given the monies, lol. <3

DONE quilting feathers, woo!

Birds should not be allowed to have this many feathers. They really just should not. I'm highly simplifying this "realistic" gryphon wing and STILL SO MANY FEATHERS.

A very large cloven hoof, made out of minky fabric.

A birdlike claw, made from minky fabric, unstuffed and lying on the floor with a shoulder-shaped piece of long fur draped over it.

A beak, made of minky fabric, with a blue mouth interior and tongue.

A pair of folded wings, showing just the primaries and secondaries so far, sewn by quilting minky fabric into feather shapes.

Some pieces. Can you guess what they'll be?

Siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh.

Wish I could move to Canada, but I guess it could be worse, I could be stuck in Texas or something. (Last person taking me up on the couch offer was getting out of Texas, though it's a more complicated situation than just that.)

Or is this a Federal one? It's probably a federal one now that I think about it. Oregon would be more sensible.

Lucky. I don't care which way they pick, but I want Oregon's government to just PICK ONE so I don't have to fuck up my and the goober's and the pet's schedules twice a year.

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But it could also be a decade before that when I first used the name in "meatspace" at BDSM parties.

I really have no idea!

Media presents "transition" as a moment the way some churches present salvation as a moment. Neither one works that way. :3

That's when I told a bunch of people online.

Then again, most people in person had no idea, and now I still don't bother to correct anybody I don't intend to be close to when they she/her me.

Maybe it was when I started attending the UU and first put Aidan down on paperwork, lol.

Also being plural makes it HELLA weird. Did "I" socially transition when the fragment of me that first went by Aidan started spending time in chat rooms under that name and gender? Or was it when we had the weird flip where I swapped from being a fragment to being more of a core?

My story is just as fuzzy as Vale's? I don't think my younger self "was a boy." I was happy to be a horse girl and a tomboy, those roles fit me perfectly well. My older self...I mean it's STILL complicated and I'm not "telling" family so they can pretend I'm not Going To Hell for my evil trans ways.

I really, really, really wish I could just fuck off into the desert with this book. Alas I now live in western Oregon and uh... *looks outside* Yeah, it's raining today, it'll be raining tomorrow, and for the next three months, probably. Books don't mix well with rain, alas.

Having been raised fundie, I've been hearing about this all my life. Every time the US attacks somebody in the middle east, it's Jesus Time! And then weirdly Jesus never actually turns up.

Live so that if your life was a book fascists would ban it. Says Skeletor realizing they’re banning so many things this one gets easier and easier. Just live like Jesus would.

Yeah. People used to get paid in clothing, a new outfit was part of your yearly bonus, because handmade clothes are incredibly time-consuming, and *should* be expensive!!! Admittedly that bit is going back to when fabric was hand-woven and fiber hand-spun, but still!

Amazing.

The weirdness around adult content is the main reason I can't trust this site.

Oooooo, new bucket list item. @jordanis.bsky.social We gotta go there next time we're in Portland!