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Elder Goth Toddler | Writer | Stitcher | She/They #writer #crimefiction #noirhorror #lit #creativenonfiction #disability #hiddendisabilities #neurodivergent #queer

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Nice chaos engine you got there. Be a shame if something happened to it.

05.01.2026 08:05 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
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Fresh start of we just don’t know.

02.01.2026 02:31 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Fantastic series to spend your Xmas money on.

30.12.2025 01:07 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

I’ve missed your horoscopes. Uncanny accuracy.

29.12.2025 21:33 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Mezzanine was my driving soundtrack for years. Into The Labyrinth was for late night painting.

28.12.2025 06:43 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Into The Labyrinth

28.12.2025 06:40 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

It’s the aural bore us.

27.12.2025 07:22 πŸ‘ 11 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
Tall, tower-like rock formation covered in seagulls against grey, cloudy sky at El Matador Beach.

Tall, tower-like rock formation covered in seagulls against grey, cloudy sky at El Matador Beach.

Rock formation covered in seagulls against grey, cloudy sky at El Matador Beach.

Rock formation covered in seagulls against grey, cloudy sky at El Matador Beach.

Tidepool with green sea anemones, snails at El Matador Beach.

Tidepool with green sea anemones, snails at El Matador Beach.

An open heart shaped mussel shell lying on rock.

An open heart shaped mussel shell lying on rock.

Winter Solstice 2025 at El Matador Beach, California.

23.12.2025 03:11 πŸ‘ 5 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
A fluffy dandelion bloom.

A fluffy dandelion bloom.

Later.

14.12.2025 04:30 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Drooling and filling a diaper?

07.12.2025 01:19 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

There are four kids living next door, two boys, two girls, all under eight years old. The girls draw hearts everywhere. I don’t know if that’s encouraging or sad.

05.12.2025 14:24 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

The crayoned hearts really got me.

04.12.2025 12:54 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

I love lichen.

04.12.2025 12:52 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
View from a window showing a paper shooting target-blue silhouette of human torso, red bullseye pattern on chest- taped on a cardboard box propped up on a chair in a bleak concrete parking area. The target has childish hearts drawn on it, and shot holes.

View from a window showing a paper shooting target-blue silhouette of human torso, red bullseye pattern on chest- taped on a cardboard box propped up on a chair in a bleak concrete parking area. The target has childish hearts drawn on it, and shot holes.

New toy for the kids next door. 😐

04.12.2025 06:20 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 2 πŸ“Œ 0
View from car window of dramatic sky with clouds, sunlight creating black silhouettes from palm and cypress trees, rooftops, blacktop, sidewalk, freeway fencing.

View from car window of dramatic sky with clouds, sunlight creating black silhouettes from palm and cypress trees, rooftops, blacktop, sidewalk, freeway fencing.

LA from the backseat of a car today.

22.11.2025 01:11 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
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a girl in a suit and tie is sitting at a desk Alt: a girl in a suit and tie is sitting at a desk saying β€œI’m right here!”
17.11.2025 00:46 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 1

I hate this. It’s all so wrong. Love to you, your friend and all who are hurt by this terrible regime.

15.11.2025 01:40 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Jebus, the intensity. The whiplashing moral quandaries. After the pilot I wanted to binge this series immediately. After the second episode I was glad I can’t.

08.11.2025 05:34 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
β€œPeaceable Kingdom” - Patti Smith (LIVE on The Late Show)
β€œPeaceable Kingdom” - Patti Smith (LIVE on The Late Show) YouTube video by The Late Show with Stephen Colbert

The poetry at the end. So very beautiful.

08.11.2025 05:29 πŸ‘ 4 πŸ” 2 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

Oh yay! Now it’s working! Episode two, here we go!

07.11.2025 04:41 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
Rhea Seehornβ€˜s screaming face looking up into a happy face yellow space. the Pluribus logo above.

Rhea Seehornβ€˜s screaming face looking up into a happy face yellow space. the Pluribus logo above.

Trailer for Pluribus, Rhea Seehorn howling like a coyote in a deserted cul-de-sac, her insane half chuckle at the end. Yup, I’m in. Just watched the first episode and wow! What a pilot! Now Apple TV is choking & won’t load the second episode. WTF?

07.11.2025 04:29 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
Bright full moon, soft filmy clouds.

Bright full moon, soft filmy clouds.

Beautiful sky tonight.

06.11.2025 04:04 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
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Kate McKinnon Podcast Episode Β· Good Hang with Amy Poehler Β· 10/28/2025 Β· 1h 8m

What an absolute delight! Also, the dopamine hit from hearing Kate McKinnon has the same Meyers Briggs as me was a weird little boost.

29.10.2025 02:20 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
Blurred night view of cityscape through rain spattered window glass.

Blurred night view of cityscape through rain spattered window glass.

I miss the rain.

19.10.2025 16:46 πŸ‘ 4 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

You so often make my day with your sunny flowers. Thank you.

19.10.2025 05:04 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
Audiobook cover design for Spook Country, by William Gibson. Black graphic representations of high rise buildings lean in ominously from the edges, crowding the text of the author’s name and book title over pale sky and dark grey clouds.

Audiobook cover design for Spook Country, by William Gibson. Black graphic representations of high rise buildings lean in ominously from the edges, crowding the text of the author’s name and book title over pale sky and dark grey clouds.

"A nation consists of its laws. A nation does not consist of its situation at a given time. If an individual’s morals are situational, that individual is without morals. If a nation’s laws are situational, that nation has no laws and soon isn’t a nation." Spook Country, William Gibson

10.10.2025 04:48 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 1 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

I learned about Jane Goodallβ€˜s work when I was a child and always loved her. We’re losing our good elders.

01.10.2025 19:55 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
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Conservationist Jane Goodall, renowned for chimpanzee research, dies at 91 While living among chimpanzees in Africa decades ago, Goodall documented the animals using tools and doing other activities previously believed to be exclusive to humans.

Jane Goodall, the conservationist renowned for her groundbreaking chimpanzee field research and globe-spanning environmental advocacy, has died. She was 91. https://to.pbs.org/4mIl8Ig

01.10.2025 19:45 πŸ‘ 320 πŸ” 53 πŸ’¬ 14 πŸ“Œ 13

Totally.

30.09.2025 05:07 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Trees are my people.

23.09.2025 21:15 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0