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......going through someone else's files really is confusing. Took some time to make sense of the arrangements of layers, it's so confusing when it should've been just simply placed in order.

Layer management: Poor. 😞

Is just saying "It's because they love each other, regardless of gender" a bad answer that it'll send people into therapy...?

...... 😶‍🌫️

I'm curious why they just didn't make it an actual clickable option in the edit settings for fics...just like how they didn't with being anonymous when posting a fic. Eh, it works so...it works. Go with the flow of the system. 🫠

I found out yesterday how to make fics private in ao3 and I feel particularly happy and victorious about that. It just means I can pretty much kick out that fic into the void that I'm writing if I've grown tired of it. Kicked two fics into the void that I wrote in the past, so tested-proven method.

An artwork's relevance on social media is 1 day. It extends into .5 to 1 day+ if it gets past 15k likes...is what I've noticed. If it doesn't break out past 15k, it's only relevant within .5~1 day.

I think the biggest damage to the art community was the obsolescence of gallery sites (y!, deviantart, etc) and the rise of scroll-by social media, like twitter and even tumblr. Art is not ''content'', you shouldnt need to post art every day (or every month!) to be relevant. This mindset sucks.

I put myself in a predicament where I feel troubled about the 6.7k words sitting in my Google Doc for the next part, and also about the aspect of drawing Sandbina because there's just so much draft in the folder. What's the most time efficient to do?

Sleep. That's not even a third option. 🫠

What do you mean I have 9,680 words and it isn't even finished and rechecked? And it's just for half of the entirety of Columbina's POV? I am in despair again, agh... orz

My brother discovered Vegemite and seemed to find the taste interesting. I tried it myself and felt threatened by the peculiarity of its taste, idk what to feel about it tbh. 😅💦

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Ngl, nakakatamad magsulat/magdrawing. Pwede sarilihin na lng imahinasyon. Di lahat ng bagay kailangan i-share. Minsan mas masaya pa hanggang ideya lng. Less time spent, less regrets on time wasted nga naman. 🤣

I'm also Filipino, which is why I can say this too. It's...the experience. 🥲

4.) When things get heated, and people are drunk and fight over who gets the mic, it leads to fights sometimes.

5.) Apparently some songs are banned from being sung here because they caused a lot of fighting due to reasons (e.g. it got poorly sung and someone got offended)

Oh, actually 3 of 3.

Cons:

1.) The volume is too loud! I don't remember the whole neighbourhood being offered free medical assistance for our ears.

2.) They won't let you sleep, so RIP if you have work tomorrow or sometime deeper into the night.

3.) They crank the volume higher and higher with each passing song. Wtf

The pros and cons of karaoke sessions in the Philippines, from the perspective of someone who's just within the vicinity of people doing said session.

Pros: You get to hear various people's beautiful singing and talents

1/2

This aged poorly like milk. I did finish writing a fic with a bit of tweaking about "that" part. It isn't April, but I think I have my clown make up on.

At present, I have...14 Sandbina drafts, 2 of them are "finished", the rest are in various state of progression. When will they see the light of day, even I don't know. Whenever I look at any of them I feel very discontent.

...Hurry up, be happy, and finish whichever draft you make, me. 🫠💢

(There are other reasons, but this would turn into some lengthy rambling, so I just said the main point. I'm not opposed to the idea of Columbina herself being top. It's all the same in the end anyway, but if I were going to do content about it, I'd lean more to Sandrone for that very reason. 🤣)

-probably won't genuinely ask for anything in return, but she'll get the satisfaction and joy out of seeing someone appreciate what she does for them. Does that make sense?

I don't think I need to explain, but I feel like I should...just to not be misunderstood as someone who just wants to see Sandrone top.

It's just a thought, but I think that Sandrone enjoys the act of caring for people as opposed to being vocal and honest about it. She strikes me as someone who---

Hm, Sandbina dynamics...everyone loves Columbina as top, and a lot often people enjoy them switching. I also think switching is better for both of them...though, if it's not switching, I like power bottom Columbina and service top Sandrone. Please don't torch me for not going top Columbina hahaha 🤣

I think I'm mostly stuck in a "What's going on?" phase where I really don't have much clue about what's up on social media apart from whatever big drama/news gets documented on YT.

If I missed anything, I guess that's that. 🫠💦

This week's work took longer than usual to finish...also, apparently, HSR is v4.0 now? I forgot. I probably should try to at least log in to get that Ruan Mei skin. I had plans on doing Wuling today but can't keep nausea down so that motion sickness debuff is going to be brutal if I tried. 😞

The best investment ever as an artist is having a wrist and arm brace lying around whenever you need it. I can now rotate my right hand. Again. It's surprising how strained your arm movements become when you have it bound. 🤣

Jokes on me, I won't finish writing that (most likely case). I just wanted to distract myself from trying to draw. 🫢

I have mixed feelings when I draw these two because I can't really execute a cute style well without feeling like the body measurements I used are weird. If I use my usual measurement, they look...older? Less cuter definitely. It's messing up my judgement.

...What am I even doing, really

idk why I should be excited when my old units are going to get powercreeped badly, again, and there's a new path and system where you might probably want to aim for E1S1 unit + BiS team to have it have 2+ more months of staying power to clear endgames... 🤨