Will check it out, thanks for the share!
22.08.2025 04:58
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Well, itβs a good thing then that I have Linux, open-source, and data science experience. Bad thing is that Iβve already asked multiple doctors to take a look at it, and not one has expressed the slightest interest π
22.08.2025 04:57
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Nice! I got a 100x WGS from Nebula Genomics a few years ago, although I havenβt really figured out how to properly use it yet. Would love to see if you end up putting something together to explain your process
22.08.2025 04:36
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Interesting that you say defiance, since Kierkegaard described the despair of willing to be oneself precisely as an act of defiance.
Are you familiar with his book The Sickness onto Death? Old and Christian yet also surprisingly insightful
22.08.2025 04:25
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I appreciate the directness of your writing. Itβs helped me to process these feelings that have been difficult to resolve in the absence of anyone willing to touch these subjects. I honor your courage in doing so. I suppose we both despair at willing to be ourselves, a la Kierkegaard.
22.08.2025 03:54
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Despair does work quite well here: so no one feels the despair I and so many countless others have felt.
There really isnβt a good word for relief of despair. The closest I could find is solace.
It seems like solace is used to describe βcomfort inβ or βrelief fromβ despair. The latter works?
21.08.2025 19:55
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Reflecting here, I realize βdismissedβ isnβt quite the right word. Itβs more that I want to make sure no one else is left to suffer without hope of relief, the way I once did. I wish there were a word or phrase for that experience.
Does anyone know one?
19.08.2025 00:34
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Woah, thatβs an unusual level of human cross-region specificity. Iβm excited to see more!
Since BLA receives visual associative input, do you think external theta entrainment (like stroboscopic flicker) could indirectly influence similar circuits? Weβre finishing up a theta stroboscopic study now!
19.08.2025 00:21
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I like the idea of treating it as a mixin, using data attributes, or βTailwind-ifyingβ JS props. In general, I prefer names that people recognize immediately, and βtraitsβ didnβt feel familiar to me at first glance. Data attributes and mixins tend to be more widely understood.
12.08.2025 16:05
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Iβve discussed this with a neurologist, with some hypotheses coming from him and others from me. While many other doctors have told me my disorders have no biological basis, he said this definitely has an organic cause, just one he had never seen or heard of before.
12.08.2025 05:29
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Trial 4 β Right side, eyes closed
Strong motor response. As in previous, absence of visual competition is hypothesized to more freely allow right CT stimulus to propagate through left thalamus to left insula, producing a strong downstream motor response from left cingulate cortex.
12.08.2025 05:29
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Trial 3 β Left side, eyes closed
Strong motor response. With no visual input, thalamocortical gating is hypothesized to be insufficient to block left CT stimulus to right thalamus to right insula, producing a strong downstream motor response from right cingulate cortex.
12.08.2025 05:29
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Trial 2 β Right side, eyes open
Moderate motor response. Visual gating is hypothesized to be insufficient to block right CT stimulus to left thalamus to left insula, producing a modest motor response from left cingulate. This may suggest relative hyperactivity of the left insula to CT input.
12.08.2025 05:29
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Trial 1 β Left side, eyes open
No motor response. A thalamocortical gating effect from competing visual input is hypothesized to block left CT stimulus from sufficiently propagating through right thalamus to right insula, preventing a downstream motor response from right cingulate cortex.
12.08.2025 05:29
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TW: Painful facial expressions
These 4 trials show a basic pattern of my response to C-tactile touch. EEG, ECG, and more soon. See thread for hypotheses!
Also, please excuse the very scientific Q-tip. I've...misplaced my Von Frey monofilaments! π
#BuildInPublic #Neurophysiology #Biosignals #Nof1
12.08.2025 05:29
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To add even a little more subjectivity here, Iβd rather keep component props atomic and declarative like this:
<Component isDraggable={true} isResizable={true} onLeftSwipe={β¦} onRightSwipe={β¦} />
Basically, single responsibility principle applied to props. Itβs great for types too.
Thoughts?
10.08.2025 22:32
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Preclude is the perfect word here. Iβve never quite thought of it that way before. Itβs not so much being excluded, as it is that there was never a question of possibly being included. Thank you for the (tragic) perspective.
09.08.2025 23:58
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I feel you so much here. Like you say, at least we get to be ourselves.
09.08.2025 22:14
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If these acronyms light up your brain, we should talk :)
SpI/II, Sp5C, VMpo, Idfp, post-IC, mid-IC, vAIC, MCC, PAG, NRA, NA, FMN, VH π§
#Neuroscience #Neuroanatomy #FunctionalNeuroanatomy #Neurophysiology #Interoception #EmotionalMotorSystem
09.08.2025 20:46
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Iβve lived with symptoms that doctors have repeatedly asserted has no biological cause.
Itβs made me determined to prove they do have a measurable cause, so no one else is dismissed like that again.
Who else is working towards this change?
#Neurosky #Neuroskyence #ChronicIllness #Psychosomatic
09.08.2025 18:36
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Spent a lot of time today reading The Emotional Motor System (1996).
Itβs funny how often a decades-old textbook is still the deepest, most comprehensive take on a topic.
For another prime example, check out The Midbrain PAG Matter (1991)!
#Neurosky #AffectiveNeuroscience #EmotionalMotorSystem
06.08.2025 06:51
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Screenshot of a webpage footer displaying a GitHub-style badge labeled "Neurodevs" with "22 repos, 540 tests" in green, positioned below a symmetrical diagram of brain regions labeled left (L) and right (R).
Code snippet showing a TestCounterBadge React component with props for title (Neurodevs), githubUrl (https://github.com/neurodevs), numRepos (22), and numTests (540).
Finished building a #ReactJS badge to show (hardcoded) total repos and test counts for a #GitHub org.
Will soon integrate with the node-test-counter package I just built, so it can be updated automatically.
Check it out here!
github.com/neurodevs/react-github-badge β
#BuildInPublic #OpenSource
03.08.2025 03:38
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Terminal screenshot showing a script output for test counts across @neurodevs repos. The script, executed with node build/scripts/demo.js, displays a JSON-like object: total: 536, with a perRepo breakdown. The repo with the highest count is 'react-connectivity-graphs': 78, followed by 'node-ble': 71 and 'node-lsl': 70. Repos with the fewest tests include and 'node-test-counter': 3, 'node-html-loader': 2, and 'node-eeg': 2.
Terminal screenshot showing test results for the file CrossRepoTestCounter.test.ts. All 3 tests passed in a total of 6ms:
β’ createsInstance
β’ throwsIfRepoNotFound
β’ resultEqualsExpected
Finally got around to building a small module to count tests across packages.
I've written 536 tests so far across all @neurodevs repos, and it only took 3 of those tests to count the rest!
github.com/neurodevs/no...
#BuildInPublic #TestDrivenDevelopment #TDD #SoftwareEngineering
31.07.2025 18:42
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Started building a #NodeJS adapter for this robotic arm to eventually deliver #C-tactile stimuli in experiments.
Itβll target both sides of my cheeks, forearms, and calves to test for somatotopy using #EEG source localization.
There will be many other tests too!
#BuildInPublic #Neuroskyence
22.07.2025 00:03
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I actually used SVN from about 2019-2020β¦on purpose. Clientβs request. Still recovering.
15.07.2025 04:50
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A terminal window displays output from running a Node.js script (node build/scripts/demo.js) for a causal model used in the I-INSULA protocol.
The causal model M is shown as a triple β¨U, V, Fβ©, where U is a set of external variables (like C-tactile, vestibular, thermal, and visual stimuli), V is a set of internal biosignal variables (like source-localized EEG and EMG), and F is a set of causal mechanisms represented as functions.
A submodel Mx is also shown, where one function in F has been modified to return a constant value (e.g., 1) to simulate activity of an internal variable (in this example, posterior insular cortex activity) to test whether it is sufficient to causally explain downstream activity in the cingulate cortex or EMG muscle activity.
A screenshot of TypeScript code in a code editor, showing part of the StructuralCausalModel class implementation.
The method toSubmodel takes a set of mechanism modifications (Fx), stores them in instance variables (currentF, currentFx), and performs causal mechanism overrides via doMechanismModifications(), replacing the function with a constant-returning one. The new submodel is then created in createSubmodel() and returned.
C-tactile touch (slow, gentle) is normally pleasant.
For me, it's painful (allodynia) and causes involuntary movements / vocalizations under certain conditions.
Hypothesis: C-tactile => #Insula => Cingulate => PAG => Motor
Hereβs a partial #causal model to test!
#BuildInPublic #EEG #Nof1
15.07.2025 02:48
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I'm writing a preregistration! Mostly anatomy / causality so far.
The aim is to define causal mechanisms in terms of expected biosignal patterns prior to data collection, using case observations + known human neuroanatomy.
It's going to take while from scope, and I'll keep sharing along the way :)
14.07.2025 23:20
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Screenshot of a TypeScript class named StructuralCausalModel implementing Judea Pearlβs formalism of a structural causal model. The class defines private readonly fields U, V, and F for external (exogenous) variables, internal (endogenous) variables, and causal mechanisms, respectively. It includes a static Create method, a toTriple method, and supporting interfaces for typing the causal model components. The code structure reflects a modular, type-safe design for executable causal modeling.
Iβve been building these graphs to show likely neuroanatomical pathways of my unexplained condition.
Tonight, I started building the causal engine to move from unexplained to explained.
I'm becoming a falsifiable model, one mechanism at a time.
#Neuroscience #Causality #EEG #Nof1 #BuildInPublic
14.07.2025 07:03
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