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Depression is the loneliest feeling in the world.

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I said I would draw and I laid down last night on the couch and slept the whole way through

Chiba is $500 a month for 60 sqm as long as you are out of centrual Tokyo the rent is literally free wow. Vancouver rent is 2000 A MONTH and you SHARE with 3 roommates price.

It only takes 2 hours for shinkansen ($100) and it's still cheaper if you take the shinkansen back and forth to Tokyo every weekend HELLO

Toyama rents for 44 square meteor apartments are $240 a month LOL? Why aren't all artists move there already OMG

🥲I've been back for 4 days now still couldn't work I'm a bottom feeder of this society.... (despairge)

I did criterion today with my friends and I can hear their frustration through the voice lmao I haven't raided for so long that I cannot physically do mechanics anymore. Im bad !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ありがとうありがとうありがとう。。。。thank you thank you thank you .... .......

いちゃ🔥💧🔞

Visa interview on Mar 24th... so soon *spills blood*

I hope my visa gets approved!! So I can hangout with you more 😊

If I can live in like. Shizuoka or Chiba I'll be very happy. Whichever has the cheapest rent to land ratio.

Thank you!! I can finally be closer to my family after 15+ years of separation....

Thank you!! I think it won't be too bad. At least I have something to work toward this year now 🙂

Ok I said YOLO, applying to Japan working visa today.

I like the scent of my fish tank, it is comforting.

I came home and the house was cold. Nothing changed since I left, the dish I washed was still in the sink, the pot I dried remained on the stove. Food in the fridge expired long since I left.

The water level of my fish tank decreased half way yet everyone in there seemed fine.

I uploaded all my travel pics on instagram after not updating it for 2 years... I actually hated using it!

It's me!

💥 Next Opponent, please welcome NT as page artist! they've become enflamed for the Xtremes brothers !! 🔥💧🔥💧 #arcadionfanzine

🤣I cannot read romance it's so boring...... I read a lot of Japanese literature, they're the only country that keeps the creative writing community going

Journey under the midnight sun I'm begging all of you to read it. I have never seen a writing so creative it blew my mind

I had read a huge amount of books (all Japanese fictions + chinese/western detective) Aside from fanfictions, I realized most of the fictions I've read are quite scary. That's what luring me into reading them because they tend to be very good at convincing their readers.

A lot of current generation's reading comprehension had deteriorated, I just went on some crazy rant about it a while ago I guess...

If I dont read the fic in 3rd person I literally explode. 3rd person is the only one that I can truly feel the sense of understanding the story in a broader perspective. I hate reading self inserts because it is not me

I am! But usually I dont like to use tags to define myself because sometimes I still seek out for some of intimacy. It's nice to feel independent though, it makes me happy www

I said that as if I don't draw the most wholesome romantic ship ever, fictional is very different than irl. lol And some things I really think only exist in fiction.

I feel like what I seek for mentally, my close friends can already fulfil that need, and physically it is the same. I can take care of myself ok, so why do I need to tie to someone for the next 50 years. I am not understanding things correctly.

It's speaking for myself, but I don't like the idea of "spending time with someone for the rest of my life" This idea is almost too scary, but I am at the age where I need to start seriously think about it.