Me: But see I think that proves they're confusing the Joplin EF5 with the Jarrell F5, because those injuries did happen, but to cattle, in Jarrell, Texas, in 1997!
Ian: Right, sure
Me: Or 1999? No. 1999 was the Moore F5. I'm mixing up my tornadoes.
Ian: 🤨
Me: ...I'm normal.
There's some connection here between how formative that moment was for me in 2001 and why I now keep tripping into romancing Astarion no matter who I actually PLANNED to be with
I also predict his reaction to Buffy and Spike is going to be "😐" and that's fine I mean we can't all be 11-year-old girls watching it for the first time, screaming and feeling like your heart is going to explode right out of your chest
He will at least get graded on a curve because he isn't really a musical guy. The only musical I know him to have willingly listened to on his own is Hamilton.
Tonight we're finally getting to Once More With Feeling on Ian's very first Buffy watch and, like, does he even know that his reaction to this episode could determine the entire course of our marriage
I'm playing with honor so I don't have the meme pre-prepared. I want to experience the high of making it only once it's true. I don't know if my friends will act with such honor. BUT I'm more glued to my phone so maybe that gives me a leg up
The unspoken but daily background tension of wondering if you'll be able to move with the lightspeed required to be the first to send the Destiel meme to the group chat when It finally happens
I earned the respect of the children by knowing the SCP Foundation
why can't The Rehearsal be a real service
This is eugenics against disabled people, by the way and guess who else hated the disabled this much?
Also I don't know what to wear
I have an author visit at a high school tomorrow and I am 100% sure that those kids will instantly know I have nooooOOOo idea what I'm doing, ever
Still can't get over the last few minutes of Knight of the Seven Kingdoms being like "and now, the end of Furious 7"
and just like every time at the end of Furious 7, I did cry
OKAY RIGHT?? LIKE CALM DOWN, TORNADOES, IT'S NOT YOUR TURN
Having a very normal reaction to potential tornado weather (googling weather forecasts and hatched risk percentages before various EF5s)
there's gotta be a mod that lets me hug Astarion after the Cazador fight PLEASE
I can’t believe you lefty Luddites hate tech so much that you embrace mRNA vaccines, heat pumps, electric bikes, hybrid work, renewable power (and awesome advancements in storage), space telescopes, and hot/cold running water but reject the planet destroying plagiarism enrich the worst people bots!
Because all it means is I'm not feeling bad, so I have no motivation to seek out any kind of help because help for what?? I feel fine! But the bad feelings are still there, lingering and FESTERING and waiting for their moment to drag me back down
But no it's always just that it takes me days to months to years to actually identify and understand any of my emotions!! And if something distracts me, I stop feeling the bad things, which you'd think would be great but NO
"sure I'm mentally and emotionally exhausted all the time and sometimes just being perceived makes me cry and I can't do half the things I want to do, but I get my work done on time and the house is vaguely clean so I'm fiiiine :)"
I'll just be going through life like "Yeah I'm doing okay! I'm mostly functioning as a human adult! Yeah I've been isolating myself and I'm convinced I've ruined all my friendships and any communication task fills me with untold dread but I'm feeding myself and paying the bills so I'm fine :)"
It's really fun having mental illness that hides itself from me until I'm so deep into a breakdown that I can't find the way out
I just know someone out there has done an edit about Buffy losing Joyce to Soon You'll Get Better. This can't be a curse I've just come up with and put upon myself
Explaining to my husband that Shadowheart changing her hair after receiving life-altering information is just Classic Girlhood
I'm the same way!! I have plenty of weird ones but I also know plenty of weirdos, so nothing actually feels like a hear me out
I'm just never going to be able to take someone seriously who says their hear me out is some normal human person. I am immediately bored. Real, animated, whatever, if they're human, it's the coward's way out.
I've been trying to mostly just accept consequences instead of reloading but I was too weak to accept that one
Doing my first solo play of BG3 and when Shadowheart had a knife to Lae'zel's throat, I foolishly thought "their reconciliation will be stronger if they work it out themselves" and selected "do nothing"
anyway I reloaded,
what if I just never actually talk to anyone ever again
And then I got on a roll and called my dentist so THANK YOU AGAIN
