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i know im a paranoid person wrt my own security. i think i'd nuke my whole account if someone dropped my name. i start sweating when i suggest the general region of the US that i live in. i dont even feel comfortable sharing my exact age. STOP TRUSTING THE INTERNET PLEASE

we need more privacy on the internet in general. stop sharing your legal name. stop giving you exact birth date (SORRY BIRTH CHART LOVERS I LOVE IT TOO BUT OH MY GODDDD). i dont care if i sound paranoid but i dont even think people should be sharing what state/province they live in. CITY???? DUDE!!

for every moment i get to say "oh this is a minor, let me get off their page", i also get to say "why are you telling me this information that immediately paints you as an extremely vulnerable person" AND THEN I HAVE TO ACCEPT THAT THEY REALLY DO THINK THEY'RE DIFFERENT!!!!!!!! GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im begging minors on the internet to stop disclosing that they are minors. stop posting your age on the internet. stop saying you're a minor on the internet. you are painting a target on your back. saying you're a minor does not protect you. stop interacting with adults oh my god.

the worst part about being an adult is remembering what it was like to be a minor on the internet, and knowing as an adult that nothing you say will stop them from doing shit that will put them in danger. like i really do have to pull out the "i was your age once!!!!!" and repeat the cycle huh.

just needed to look at him for a moment.

at this point i need everyone to ACTUALLY stop using the word "drama" at all. 😭 forEVER now the word "drama" on the internet has been actual heinous shit, every single time. i used to say i love drama (nosy person) but i want petty ACTUAL drama, not fucking bigotry and allegations bro.

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sorry but your anime weeb "kitsune" avatar will not protect you from inevitably showing your whole ass. """"nuance"""" LOL but whens the last time you said anything about any other instances of anti-blackness or racism. have you supported a black artist at all on your weeb account. yikes !!!

i'm sorry i've seen a lot of blanket vtuber hate in the xiv community and i think it's a weird generalization to make when ppl make the same blanket generalizations about the xiv community as a whole. but every time a vtuber comes around in xiv posts, they're fucking rancid and brain dead.

it's always some weeaboo "kitsune" dumbass who tries to fence-sit and talk about ""nuance"" with anti-blackness and racism. yeah buddy im sure you'd go through this same exact argument if someone pointing out your own racism lol,,,,, and then to vaguepost on your weeb main LOL LOL LOL

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it's sooooo frustrating. i loveee seeing spaces that fly multiple rainbows (i'm particularly nostalgic for the og baker flag with the pink stripe, i wonder if someone's made a version of the baker flag with the full chevron that'd be so cute.....) but ohhh yellow and purple is SOOOO ugly am i right

like i agree that this point is valid for a conversation about all pride flags, but in the context of this flag in specific, ever since its inception there has been resistance against using it and willful ignorance to its existence at all. why fly every other rainbow flag but not this one.

i think this is a valid point & i'm not speaking for ren, but i think the point overall is that there are some (many, unfortunately) queer spaces across america that fly pride flags and actively defend their right to do so, but do not fly the intersex inclusive one despite it existing for 5 years.

ahh the glory days of fighting for my fucking life on tumblr against people saying "it's just getting too busy now!" "the yellow is really ugly!" "the circle doesnt fit!" (despite those SAME PEOPLE defending the Black & brown and trans colors when the EXACT SAME BIGOTED POINTS WERE BEING MADE!!!!!)

Pride Flag created by Valentino Vecchietti in 2021, which has become THE Progress Flag as it is the most inclusive and most up-to-date

we know that this has been THE pride flag for the last 5 years right. it seems like all of the western world is using this flag except for Americans

(through tears) ho l y fuck i love WOMEN

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sometimes i leave dms on read for MONTHS and WOW heavy emphasis on the "its not you" seriously LMAOOOO no one is free from the silence..... i am the common denominator in my life..... i think my wife is the only person immune to it and who knows how much that's bc we live together HAHAHAHA

(FAMOUS LAST WORDS) (SEE YOU IN 8.0 WHEN THEY BRING BACK EVERY UNSEEN ASCIAN AT ONCE JUST TO SPITE ME IN SPECIFIC)

i'm writing myself back into a corner. it's okay. xiv canonized halmarut, i knew the risk when i made astraea hold that seat. i get a tummyache when i think about it. live letter on friday. oh my god. but i'm going to write a 3rd convoc seat and i DONT CARE. SQUENIX WILL NEVER COME BACK TO THIS ONE.

astraea is old and tired and worn down from being LEFT BEHIND BY HER FELLOW ASCIANS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it is her life's dream to pass on the seat of halmarut, even if her reasoning was misguided up until endwalker. she needs someone who will remember her legacy FULLY!!!!!

because actually I DONT GIVE A SHIT !!!!!!! some day astraea herself will accept death in peace, her whole character's point is being narratively (and literally) a companion to venat/hydaelyn. so her Source partner MUST LIVE AND BE ALIVE.

my wife inspires me greatly with the fact that she can write so beautifully and perfectly (and seemingly effortlessly) characters having great impact upon the world even after their death, and in their death, that their deaths have profound meaning and a permanence. but i cant do it bro.

work stressing me out so bad that i'm going to revive a dead oc

back in my day we were pumping out repeating patterns with 10 different color schemes AT LEAST for our redux blog themes with pixel perfect graphics. what am i going to do now. trudge through random sites WHO DONT CREDIT THE ORIGINAL ARTISTS???? GOD I HATE THE INTERNET