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I will be 40 next month, ugh, getting old here….

Finished all of Beastars on Netflix the other night.

Mixed bag for me and was kind of disappointed on the direction.

Apple just released the new MacBook Neo…

Neo…From The Matrix.

XD

Towards the end of April it will have been a year since my breakup with the ex. I am in a much better place than I was before, but still have bouts of light depression every now and again.

Continuing to move forward though!

…Sometimes I still feel out of place, but I am still volunteering and giving back which still remains important to me.

As I age though (will be 40 next month), things will change for me and what those changes are, I don’t know.

I still feel like a lost wolf (analogy) still finding their pack!

…and I stepped down from staffing our local convention in 2024 and plan to keep it that way.

I am a rather quiet, reserved, & hmm…Sometimes distant fur.

It is our local events within the local community here where I most feel at home honestly and…Where am I going with this?

Sometimes I…

TBC

Sometimes I have conflicting feelings and emotions on where my placement is in the furry fandom. I never plan to seek out being a popufur because I fucking despise that terminology and do not want that attention.

Conventions wear me out to an extent as I tend to just go with the flow and I…

TBC

a painting of a very fluffy skunk in a crocus print dress

she is excited for spring!!!!

This week I have drastically changed my eating habits. Dealing and living with GERD symptoms has been interesting. The changing of eating habits has been slowly helping though and symptoms have become less…Hmm, chaotic, only word I can think of.

Need to change my medication though!

Hey cool, just won a little Bluetooth speaker as part of an employee testimonial contest thing!

Thanks @dragonroast.coffee !

First time having your beans, looking forward to it soooon 🐉 ☕️

Good luck

Time to do taxes!
Yay adult’ing!

Do you hear that? 🦊
Commission for Kobaj!

[ #art #furryArt #animation #commission ]

Mhmm indeed other fellow foxxo!

Another personal favorite from the local Sunday fur romp. In this one is Ichi and myself posing for my camera as I hold it out in front and snap a photo 📸

Ichi 🪡 ~ @mixedcandy.bsky.social
My fursuit 🪡 ~ @bycats4cats.bsky.social

A favorite photo that was taken of me at a local Sunday fur romp 🦊 📸

Today’s fursuit Friday photo is of Ichi. This is a photo re-edit I did from our debut fursuit photoshoot back in August.

🪡 ~ @mixedcandy.bsky.social

Good morning!

One of my faves from Ichi’s fursuit photoshoot debut I did with them back in August

🪡- @mixedcandy.bsky.social

Have a banana!

🍌

With what is going on currently in our city, I am honestly fearful as an Asian-American.

Ugh, going back on acid blocking medication as symptoms have been consistent. After a visit to the doc earlier today, got a plan setup, but if symptoms do not improve after a month or so being on medication, then getting a CT and whatever else is recommended

I had a dream last night I disliked…

I was at an event and it was fursuit-friendly. Ran into some new people and old friends…Throughout said event, no one wanted anything to do with me and I eventually left in tears.

I don’t know why I had this dream, but I woke up feeling it was real briefly…

999999999 IN A DREAM YouTube video by Ada Rook - Topic

Followed up with…

youtu.be/BBeGW5qwYNI

Welcome To Hell YouTube video by Terrorfakt - Topic

This piece of power noise electronic sums ip how I feel about what is going on with our country

youtu.be/ydJCN5LfJYA

Okay fine, be that way heh =p

Quit sniffing the snow =p

I’m calling the food police lol