crys 𓆩ꨄ𓆪 • fractal. ► stream on yt & bandcamp!

i love how hazel took my oc (which was very much disconnected from me in a visual sense and moreso meant to represent my music) and actually redesigned her to be me, it makes me feel special and its very healing to be so well represented in every drawing she makes

genuinely might stay home today lowkey idk

my mother decided to become the world's worst alarm clock by blasting facebook reels at 4 in the morning so im waking up sleep deprived (americans lost an hour yesterday to dst) and with the world's heaviest migraine, on top of already being sick for ~a week now

that would be me

drawing of wife's oc

#art #oc

some of them are privileged but some of them are just so miserable with their own lot in life that in order for them to be happy, they have to see other people suffering and miserable and doing worse than them, which is really awful and saddening

but dont worry im sure that crowd will still ignore this in favor of attacking people for wanting to defend their right to freedom of expression because if we just get rid of the queers we dont like im sure the rest of us will be exonerated by our oppressors because that historically worked SO well.

"but guys what does any of this censorship shit have to do with being queer? why do you keep bringing up queer stuff when talking about the rampant, purposefully vague, overreaching censorship laws?" here's your answer:

panel de pon rules, i did know about and play the original because i mean look at me, but when it came out on nso i told EVERYONE i knew to tap in because i absolutely adore everything about that game

holy shit good morning??

for all the shit i give game freak i really do like that they just released a version of the game that's completely offline and has a way for you to obtain all the balloons without any in-app purchases or anything. they just give you enough diamonds and tell you to go crazy

i can't remember the last time i really *played* something but im glad it was a cozy childhood favorite that came in and motivated me to... actually spend time on myself for once, lol

and then i disappeared from the internet for an entire day because i realized i was playing the version of rumble world with all the mtx and forced waiting removed and i proceeded to play the game for 11 hours straight. my bad.

pokémon rumble world Kinda underrated honestly

hey no bullying under ppl's replies save that for the bedroom

i love you <3

also the android droid is real and he is in your walls .

this could be taco bell RIGHT NOW but they WON'T because they're COWARDS

ill talk more about the album as we get closer to its release but between now and then please be patient as im going to dedicate this month entirely to working on commisions, with the album being a secondary focus until im done.

Flower From Ashes will be my next major release. i want to fill my discography with more projects that speak on life, be it mine or others. i want to push my own boundaries and explore things i was hesitant or not confident enough to before.

fractal., by azurina crystal 17 track album

its bandcamp friday, if you'd like to support me/my work, today would be an awesome time to do so <3
azucrystal.bandcamp.com/album/fractal

album cover for Flower From Ashes, it has bright blue and pink flowers and is meant to represent the trans flag

tracklist for Flower from Ashes Disc 1: 1. Heat from Fire 2. Ballerina 3. Tough It Out (Or Die Trying) 4. Learning to Hate (Me, Not You) 5. Doomsday Clock 6: A.U.T.I.S.T 7: Fifteen. 8. Tell Them the Truth (Or Die Trying) 9. I Wish I Could Hear You Scold Me One More Time 10. Your Daughter Needs You (But She's Invisible) 11. Sacrifice Myself (Or Die Trying) 12. Microblog Therapy 13. Learning to Love (Me, Not You) 14. Fire from Heat Disc 2: 1. spiral (redux) 2. rogue signal [a distant doll's cries] (second broadcast) 3. long way forward (b-side) 4. Gender Marker 5. Ashes from Flowers 6. Burning the Closet 7. Butterfly Effect (remake) 8. Flower from Ashes

sunday, june 21st, 2026

my condolences to your layout omg

a thousand sleepless nights YouTube video by azurina crystal

reflecting on my album this was the song i had the most fun making
youtu.be/JORp5iXwFn0

you don't hate payment processors enough i promise you

draw yourself playing a video game about drawing <3

i don't give a fuck about being famous, i don't need that kind of attention. i don't want to lose myself in a sea of followers, engagement and the need to deliver content. i am not content. i speak with purpose and the express goal of giving like-minded people a blueprint to do the same.

if i post something, its because i have something to say. i never post for attention, i never post with the sole purpose of going viral, i don't care about that shit and i don't want it. i want to build a mature, educated, honest community one follower at a time.

i have deliberately taken steps to ensure that my account doesn't grow and get flooded with an influx of people who don't actually give a shit about me in any capacity.

i notice a lot of people with big accounts struggle with maintaining their ability to communicate, empathize or participate in general stuff and they also tend to avoid standing on something because neutrality breeds success.

it depends on how you choose to use your platform once you get it. a lot of people immediately join a grift of some kind or outright sell their souls for money, clout, whatever. some people understand what they're doing and manage themselves accordingly