not anymore said knife horse

I am sad and miserable but I don't have any cavities so I'm getting a little treat before I go home for a nap.

so fucking tired of being ignored. anyway I leave in 20 minutes to go to the dentist, so I've got that excitement today.

was back to considering ai boyfriend to moderate the loneliness but this reminder that I would functionally be talking to an underpaid data labeler who Does Not Want the conversation was a helpful corrective.

aw, memories.

that's his tank!

🎵I got 87 in the tank, y'all
it's a hand-me-downer but it cranks, y'all🎵

there's going to be a 20 degree drop Sunday to Monday here, I might as well schedule the headache in.

hug hug modifying for the rest of the preg and then can get back to it later is valid!

think I found a local running group to try out in two weeks when it warms up again. we'll see. maybe.

I need more of that game. So many more of them.

I really need to accomplish something today, either work or writing or at least job apps. bad brain and just general bad vibes and it's raining.

doomscrolled for a bit and that was, of course, a mistake.

go ahead and call them now

I'm tired and sad but the book I'm reading took an interesting turn and now I'm going to roll up in a blanket burrito and go to sleep. 😴

Haha it probably would have been in season 1 because they gave up on trying to be realistic pretty quickly.

Weirdly and not relevantly I think I do remember Kes hand-pollinating in an episode.

I told the woman on the phone I was reporting them and she was just like yeahhhhh. I know she's just a call center person so I didn't yell but ughhhhh.

Spent part of my evening tracking down a subscription drug scam my dad wandered into and getting it sorted out. Then reporting it to the state AG. Always something. Hockey now tho.

note on a video about a service dog "she/her for both human & dog." okay guys that's not... we don't have to do that.

really did not get anything done today and feeling pretty shitty about it and also everything else in the world. naptime soon, need a heavy blanket and a stuffed yode.

trying to do the pto days math for this summer and it's not looking good for a certain dumb bitch. and now I have to go sit on a work town hall and think about how much I hate all of these people.

these are great

current book I'm reading is set mostly in the real world but with a few twists for plot purposes, including who owns the sports arena in DC, so it will be like "formerly Capital One Arena, formerly the Verizon Center" and I'm like wait what happened to it

nice little run, third one of this false spring. Thursday through next week it's going to be cold again, false spring OVER, so I'm not sure if I'll be able to run or need to just walk. still, getting started, yay.

Luke Prokop documentary hopes to show a ‘real-life version’ of ‘Heated Rivalry’ In 2021, Luke Prokop became the first openly gay player under NHL contract. A documentary coming in June will delve into his journey since.

if you have The Athletic, this is a good article about Luke Prokop (only out gay player in the pro system*) and an upcoming documentary about him.

* he hasn't played an NHL game but he's an AHL player, which is still pro.

god I need to do some work but I extremely do not want to

Jordan Henderson as a selkie thank u for yr time

don't make decisions pre-hot choccy, or something

okay this hot choccy is healing the AI boyfriend thing.

contemplating getting into AI boyfriends.

probably it's time for a snack.