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A Hand Held Out In Darkness

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Sarah Plowse@Mateus, Jerrica Alice@Reality existing in superposition as an intelligent, thoughtful girl who is nevertheless a total bimbo FF14, gender, shitposting She/her πŸ³οΈβ€βš§οΈ πŸ³οΈβ€πŸŒˆ Probably older than you (born in '82)

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It's rough out there sometimes when it comes to getting consistent looks. The first person to put together an FFXIV version of BodySlide is gonna be remembered in song and legend by future generations.

24.02.2026 00:48 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 1 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
A photograph of LEGO assembled into the shape of an orchid plant in a pot.

A photograph of LEGO assembled into the shape of an orchid plant in a pot.

My daughter got me some pretty flowers for my birthday!

20.02.2026 03:56 πŸ‘ 6 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
22.01.2025 23:29 πŸ‘ 25483 πŸ” 12495 πŸ’¬ 233 πŸ“Œ 361

Thank you!

19.02.2026 01:16 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
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a girl with red hair and a scarf around her neck Alt: An unimpressed redheaded girl stares at the camera with an impassive look on her face while celebration streamers are thrown around her

Hurray for 44 years.

19.02.2026 00:38 πŸ‘ 9 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 3 πŸ“Œ 0

if youre thinking "Oh man i feel so alone for valentines day...", its important to sit back, relax, take a moment to breathe, look at the sky. don your armour, sharpen your blade, the final days are upon us. the fabric of the star has begun to fray, its lands rent by tooth and claw. past the far edg

14.02.2026 15:17 πŸ‘ 985 πŸ” 430 πŸ’¬ 7 πŸ“Œ 0

turns out a month long separation was actually "we'll meet after a month and talk again but not actually let you come back home"

i suppose i really shouldn't have been all that surprised, but somehow i still was

14.02.2026 18:33 πŸ‘ 5 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 4 πŸ“Œ 0

oh, the gameplay's great

it's the boob jiggle that's stupid, in the best possible way

13.02.2026 13:45 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

God i wish we could have said something like this to Hien during Stormblood. Or taken him to task about all the bullshit surrounding him trying to co-opt the Nadaam to his own ends.

13.02.2026 02:26 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

If you want to see what it looks like, please feel free to check out my character's right here:

rphub.co/232

13.02.2026 00:54 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

It's a site where you can put up your character's rp profile! Like carrd but you don't have to do most of the work yourself. They recently put out a plugin that lets you view them in game.

13.02.2026 00:53 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

thank god i thought i was the only one

12.02.2026 11:22 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

For real. Every time I have to see or read about one I'm reminded that men exist and it just makes me sad.

12.02.2026 11:16 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

that's my fault

i heard we had company coming over so i got a broom and pushed all the toxic yuri under the couch

12.02.2026 07:08 πŸ‘ 13 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

My birthday's in less than a week.

Really feeling like it's gonna be a super underwhelming one this year. :/

12.02.2026 06:04 πŸ‘ 4 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 2 πŸ“Œ 0
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bun

11.02.2026 01:06 πŸ‘ 3068 πŸ” 636 πŸ’¬ 16 πŸ“Œ 4

Those people are weak and they will not survive the winter.

10.02.2026 12:12 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
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"Drink ice cold Fantasia! It's transformatively delicious!"

(I've been in my usual winter creative doldrums, but also this took me a long time due to its complexity and loads and loads of procrastination)

09.02.2026 16:11 πŸ‘ 143 πŸ” 55 πŸ’¬ 5 πŸ“Œ 0

People are way too comfortable busting out weird in-game racist takes at the drop of a hat. Like I know it's not bigotry against anyone real but it's still such an uncomfortable way to have to think.

10.02.2026 03:33 πŸ‘ 5 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

It's not that girls are weapons, actually. It's that weapons, as objects coveted by men who view the possession and conspicuous use of them as intrinsically demonstrative of their masculinity, are a type of woman.

01.02.2026 23:30 πŸ‘ 1470 πŸ” 524 πŸ’¬ 11 πŸ“Œ 20
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XXXenophile OMNIBUS - Numbered First Edition Hardcovers Erotic Fantasy & NSFW Science Fiction stories by Phil Foglio. Contains Adult Comic Tales from 1998-2004.

#comics I have been told by the Discordia Publishers that the XXXenophile book is more-or-less off to the publishers! Huzzah! I have also been told that people can still get copies, as they are using the Extendoβ„’ version of Kickstarter. Check it out (www.kickstarter.com/projects/psy...)

01.02.2026 21:09 πŸ‘ 79 πŸ” 14 πŸ’¬ 5 πŸ“Œ 3

Honestly that concept kinda fucks, rune knight style. I like it a lot.

25.01.2026 12:02 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

I believe in the Raiko that believes in herself πŸ’œ

25.01.2026 12:01 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

permission to go quietly feral over in the corner, ma'am?

25.01.2026 11:55 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
"I especially can't wait to tell them how much you enjoy being cucked!"

"I especially can't wait to tell them how much you enjoy being cucked!"

RANKED COMPETITIVE BREAST GROWTH

Chapter 26: Impenetrable Barrier

Scribblehub release!

www.scribblehub.com/read/1584138...

25.01.2026 11:16 πŸ‘ 50 πŸ” 12 πŸ’¬ 7 πŸ“Œ 8

Well, I'm at my mom's. 28 days to go.

I'm going to bed.

24.01.2026 20:06 πŸ‘ 6 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 3 πŸ“Œ 0

SCHLOPPEH

24.01.2026 13:25 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

does that make movie theatre butter topping "sloppy toppy"? πŸ€”

20.01.2026 06:52 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

Most people do :3

20.01.2026 06:38 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0