having these wounds is making everything hard... it hurts
seeing them also makes me a panic bit because it feels like i have a hole in my hand... i doesnt make me feel great mentally
update: theres still the smell of burnt plastic and it throws me into a small panic, its awful
also, earlier today i had a nightmare and i woke up at 2 am, then, the lights went out just like the day the fire started and i went out to check if something was burning again, luckily wasnt case
ngl you were the first person i thought of jsfjds
yes!! im glad the mattress didnt catch fire
i inhaled tons of black smoke too. i can feel how i lost 20 years of my lifespan from this event alone
ahh Q_Q my house almost burned down in the middle of the night because of a defective AC unit. I called for help and dealt with the fire myself a bit but my fingers are badly burnt and injured. fuckkkk fuckk my life
spite
dont
i dont know
day ruined
CCE's spectral form would be the only thing i have to show for it, but i dont really want to do furry for a project like this
and, indexed colors dithered textures are easy to do;
and its not the hardest thing ever to find someone who has my same skillset for just enviroments/this style.
Not necessarelly YN's doors or ENA's doors. just different items you can interact with that takes you places
I dont think i have the experience to do interactables or full on character cutscenes. But i would be very very interested in just working on enviroments
I wish I could work in any of ENA's projects. I have nothing to show for it though
Sometimes I fantasize about grabbing that one part in DBBQ's hub with the blood fountain, opening it up. and adding a connection to branching worlds to provide a yume nikki-like experience
帰り道
#NECOINU
i think its a huge mischaracterization of who i am to assume stuff about me based on the trustee-4 project.
I dont blame them but most people overlook the fact that I've added things that were asked for, regardless if it was something i was personally invested in or not
PSA: If you're interested in the trustee-4 files to upload on your own shoot me a DM!! im releasing the files for free, no strings attached.
Minimum requirement is for you to own gigash's regulus and to be 18+!
I've also reuploaded a public version. with some precautions taken. link in replies
AGHGDHHGH *drowns in my own tears of sorrow*
yup no im not done here. but i think i've got the final way of managing the files now. PSA maybe tomorrow?? maybe??
Celebrating 10 years of Devil Daggers!
And announcing Devil Daggers II
store.steampowered.com/news/app/422...
HOLY SHIT
even now that im done, i still feel very uneasy. its going to be hard going back to normal
I WAS DONE AND SHIPPED THE FILES, BUT THE HAIR SEEMS TO BE FUCKED UP IN THE QUEST SIDE??
OH NOOO HOW DOES THIS HAPPEN??? I HAVENT TOUCHED THE HAIR AT ALL
i got this popup when i accidentally opened it today
sure, it wasnt the greatest program but its more useful if i wanted to simply see what a model is without importing to blender
or hell, i even used it myself to make a shape reference for an artist i was comissioning
microsoft is killing 3d viewer support. what will happen to paint 3d?? are they stupid
on the last stretch rn, working on the quest port. No new features but I still have to fix it up to accomodate for what has been shifted in the PC side
before the regulus stuff happened, I was working on a "Smaller forms" reference where it would include a bunch of CCE forms where their designs didnt feel "full" or felt too esoteric/personal to me. This was one of them
