PET🐶

im fucking stupid for trying to make it without my medication tbh i v obviously need it to have any sort of QOL lol

jen prefers women partly bc she has the body type of a plank so with men its like two planks painfully wacking each other whereas women are a nice pillowy embrace

he even likes chili dogs. as a kid i gaslit myself into thinking my happy meal toys came from there.

results of this: was amazing and just felt like normal and i got some cleaning done, but it wore off pretty quickly so i guess that was the reduced potency. Still i forgot what it was like for my chores to not feel overwhelming & shut down my brain. i miss my meds 🥹 have one more will make it count

most likely no ones ever gonna get mad at my art and start a hate campaign bc ppl dont care about lesbians and himejoshis only care about lazily written shit in some mainstream tv show. only the very narrow audience of toxic yuri enjoyers can judge me.

considering the current atmosphere i feel thats ideal. if i could do my life over i would keep art for myself... maybe. congrats btw!

sometimes you need to get scared at art, get scared at yourself, in order to discover more about who you are. this is a feeling that seems to be universally shared among all my friends. i genuinely really pity those who are so uncurious about the world that they deprive themselves of this experience

what kind of creature is that first one i love it

it only means its even more vital to persist, hope things will look up soon❤️

even if its just a small handful of people i love sharing with you all i love you showing me what you make and me showing you what i make can we do it forever? ♥ <-stims making me less depressed

i support this corruption arc

saw a tweet recently "do i really have to have a gender?" and that about sums up my feelings lol

only have sparkling water to take it with which will probably not help the potency

alright took the 10 yrs old expired adderall. Will report back with results. If I don't I guess something bad happened LOL.

i do want to finish iogw but its also my playing with toys zone that i dont want to have too much pressure. ultimately its meant to be pure pleasure for me! its so nice to have a safe place to play instead of waiting to be disappointed by a show.

shes perfect

i know the chance of anything happening seems slim but you know just in case. i wish i could've finished my game. lesson from my life finish your stuff i guess. thats all.

if something happens in LA and i dont make it, shit i dunno. I wish i could've finished my game. but i dont think it would have mattered. half the point of the game is to distract from death anyway. but i would like the opportunity to live out my miserable pathetic life.

very fitting that this was my 666th post before i deleted the discourse

i will have my moments of weakness but i wont let this become a Discourse space like im over it sometimes you just have to do some limited time whining

bird mecha... so cool

5: Valais Blacknose Sheep centaur
#monstermarch

have not heard this quote but yes exactly

my queer experience is gay animals tormenting each other and i will not explain or elaborate if you get it you get it

they say "not sleeping" is damaging to your health, but i draw a lot of good shit at 4am so it's impossible to say if it's bad or not actually

Jen's immune system is garbage esp bc she's frequently malnourished & suppressing her system with drugs, she gets sick at least 3 times a year.

wlwlwlw (women loving women that love women loving women that love women loving women)

Cut out of a shadowed character looking into the mirror of a puppy drawing with the caption; "Despite everything it's still you"

Still you

we are about to see an absolutely massive flood of 18-22yo accounts larping at being epstein vigilantes by showing random 30yo queers' old deviantart pages to their bosses at HR Block and demanding this activity be treated with the same gravitas as the case against the president of the united states

rly you should assume anyone jen is with is some degree of service top