dienstag war nach prx game ein song im stream der die selben vocals hatte und ich hatte ein crazy woah i know this moment
basically a santiago local at this point musically 🤹♀️ maybe i should learn spanish
i wanted it to be different
but i never seem to listen
all the lies i needed
to survive
it was my religion
million after million
ive built my own prison
out of glass
cause all i was
cause all i was
cause all i was
was dust
i took everything that i love
crushed it in little pieces
hotel rooms and bitches
every night
dust just fucked my mind
and all i had were needles
took them in my arms
i disappeared
cause all i was
cause all i was
cause all i was
was dust
an artwork by Spindle of the characters Felt (on the left), a rabbitfolk woman with reddish pink hair, sitting and kissing Nanami (on the right), while holding her penis in her hand. Nanami (a Wyrn trans woman (Wyrns are very distant species tangentially related to Wyverns) is on her knees, above Felt, kissing her back and grabbing her breast. On the top left of the artwork is a stylized chibi version of Nanami and Felt (respectively), Nanami is leaning on her arms smiling, and Felt's head is leaning on her hands, equally as happy
i bring women kissing to your TL but more explicit this time
an illustration by Spindle of the characters Nanami, a volh (essentially a false-dragonborn) woman with white horns and long black hair, kissing and fingering Felt (a rabbitfolk woman with short pink hair). The view is from outside a window peeking onto them
meanwhile, with Felt and Nanami <3
warmwatercel suffers critical cortisolspike after being temperaturemogged by zeroelectricitypilled coldshowermaxxer
gehe denk jetzt in die bib für thesis schreiben und dannach kino so i can wait bis die nadeln da sind i think c: but thank you so much once again <3
ah yes da war ja was hihi
thought you were gonna pick that up later sometime or do you already have?
tbh i just dont know if you can help because i feel overwhelmed and have trouble sorting things out
combined mit autism wanting to be in my room for most of the day and do my things and silly little routines but i cant do shit without electricity
thank you for offering c: ich komme mit den actual materialen konsequenzen klar tho glaub
es ist eher dass ich von meinem coping/escapism (pc) abgeschnitten bin und ca alle meine emotional issues und insecurities mich zerreissen momentan währen die hälfte meiner social support ressources wegfällt
nie wieder mit menschen in einer wg leben die 6 jahre jünger als ich sind und grad erst von daheim ausgezogen
72h wenn wir pech haben
alles fällt mir auf den kopf es ist literally everything everywhere all at once
einfach nur weil 48h kein strom
but im so busy with feeling miserable and yearning that i barely manage to do anything for it these days
really not an ideal situation
i need to lock in and finish the masters so i can finally start earning money i cant keep living like this it breaks me more with every day
also i should have probably waited to unpack my growing up neurodivergent trauma until after i finished my masters but now its kinda too late to just ignore it again
i should reclaim the "dont be so emotional and difficult"
i should be proud to be "so emotional"
and difficult? idk maybe just skill issue of everyone else
yoooooooo its meeeeeee
its scary how similar sugar feels to c*caine if you barely eat it anymore
like people eat 10-20x of amounts that give me c*cainelike highs (minus being a total whore) on a daily basis
fucked up
you are right and i take everything back it was a stupid (but fun) hill to die on
glaube aber meteorological ist kein guter zwischenweg wenndann gleich auf es ist arbiträr konstruiert und hat keine präzise regelmäßigkeit committen
was wenn erderwärmung winter durschnittstemperatur nie unter null ? was ist mit winter auf der südhalbkugel? was ist mit winter in äquator gegend? was ist mit jahreszeiten an orten wie mad*ira wo ganzes jahr jeden tag gleichwarm gleiches wetter is?
sorry aber das macht absolut keinen sinn
es geht ja nicht um die temperatur sondern winkel und position wie erde zur sonne steht
gefühlt ja aber sonne sagt nein
gefühle lügen aber die sonne nicht
not a believer i must say kalendarisch makes more sense to my brain
think its the original in the sense of it was the one that really took off and established it as a popular meme but the actual original is unknown i think
but
clearly defined rules :(
probably besser tho yeah
dankiiii
kinda funny dass meine eltern ein kind gesehen haben dass sich extra mit einer sprühflasche alle 10-15 min essig in den mund gesprüht hat to the point dass irgendwann der magendeckel nichtmehr richtig schließen konnte weil von säure zerätzt und sich gedacht haben yeah this child is perfectly normal
think 10 more days till spring, technically still winter
but looking at the weather fair point thank you <3 i shall do that then
