Hineko

well, fuck 🫂🫂🫂 what an absolutely shit job! glad you're out, hate the consequences for you :((( 💔🫂🫂🫂

I've been tapping, stimming, stopped forcing myself to look into eyes... Well done for my colleagues for making me think /this/ was the fake part I guess 🫠 sigh...

I'm starting to think I people I have around me, family excluded because they've always been horrific to me, for some reason do not want to see me without masking. ironically, I have a feel it's been so much harder to appear "normal" ever since I was told I might have ASD 😅

oh, damn, yeah... yeah, it is the mix, you're right. I was drilled most by a person who has a hardcore ADHD and even knows it 😅 but yeah, I guess you guys are all right, I've been masking most around people outside, that's why I seem perfectly "normal" to them, the cost be damned...

illegal. sexy but also adorable.

ah, well, yes... it does make sense now that you're saying it...

good idea, I often do that inbetween sessions! i keep a tiny pocket notebook for therapy related stuff!

nailed it, really. also because my therapist is an actual disabled person. yup, makes sense. she knows.

62 days until #GoodOmens3 !

a man is dressed as a clown with a rainbow wig ALT: a man is dressed as a clown with a rainbow wig

absolutely

enough time to get a period, should be enough to get a demon too.

I'm insane over that ringed pinky.

Super zoom in on Aziraphale's beautiful hand opening the bookshop door

Anyone else still not over Good Omens Prime posting Aziraphale hand porn on main 29 days ago?

hmm, I guess it does make sense...

you were overwhelmed, of course you froze up 🫂🫂🫂

oh yeah, I said the very same thing to my students yesterday! there's no hidden meaning, nothing, when I say something, I mean it

yeaaah, and yet that's exactly what I was prescribed by my colleagues I guess. "Maybe you are autistic, but if you just TRY HARDER"

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oh they ABSOLUTELY think the same about kids! they think they're overdiagnosed and all. and I do think they're all thinking I'm just mistaken

I guess that's consistent with the low-tier I usually get? I think?

I just wish they actually wrote what they MEAN by so many things they put in those tests so I can actually think about it 🫠 is it? yeah, I'm all for it, I'm really regreting sharing any of this tbh

ooooh. yeah, maybe

yeah, that's true, I don't think my colleagues even realise the levels of my alienation 😂

I don't think they feel guilty, I think THEY think I've gone bonkers and what's the big deal anyway if I adapted

😮 oh. well, yeah, that's what I said, that if it was so easy, people wouldn't struggle so bad with some forms of autism

you can still ask about it, it's okay, it's a lot to take in 🫂🫂🫂

uh, I'll show u tmr, I'd have to get up from bed to check them 🤣 But I did read the "Autistic brain" one, I liked it

I score low on the tests, I don't do well with standarised questions, I don't understand them half of the time 🫠 I'm not, I'd be more sure if I was officially tested, but it's expensive

oh yeah, I heard that burnout and depression can really hit hard with neurodivergence... mostly because you try to fit in so hard that you finally blow up, because you can't take it. though, that's more like implosion than explosion, I guess. it's true, working through some books