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@smalltimebenny

Food Not Bombs, anarchism, religion, fountain pens, shitty art, shitty music. he/him

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dr said the bloodwork indicates diabetes. it has been maybe 2 years since i got bloodwork but there hasn't been any indication other than being relatively fatigued lately. if i am in fact diabetic, this is going to be bad. i don't think i have the discipline in me to keep the diet i'll need to

12.03.2026 00:32 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

i very much need the used book store on my street to reopen. sometimes i want to browse books for the comfort it brings my brain

11.03.2026 20:53 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

i always think of it in terms of how many people that equals and 270 is ~1.5 US citizens. good job!

11.03.2026 19:58 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
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"encouraged us and advised us not to be too strict in our anarchist doctrines (shulkhn-orekh)--wisdom that we did not have the courage to follow.

2) In times of great economic crisis, cold calculation aligns with the instinctive desire to live in community and, albeit to a small extent, to dispel worries about one's own increasingly difficult survival. The individual in a communist colony does not have to worry about rent, grocery bills, doctors' fees, medicine, and all the other banal items that make life difficult during times of unemployment in the capitalist disorder. These worries fall on the community, on the managers and officers when they come together to conduct business. One of our members, a middle-aged worker, expressed the situation in a characteristic way. He kept a few coins on the table in his room, with which he would often chat like so: 'So, you are cursed! I'm free of your evil reign (memshole)! I do not need to come to you anymore! Not to worry! I can move on quite comfortably without your mediation!" This attitude was shared by a large number of members. They found in it compensation for all the difficulties they faced."

A snapshot of a page of text. The visible text reads: "encouraged us and advised us not to be too strict in our anarchist doctrines (shulkhn-orekh)--wisdom that we did not have the courage to follow. 2) In times of great economic crisis, cold calculation aligns with the instinctive desire to live in community and, albeit to a small extent, to dispel worries about one's own increasingly difficult survival. The individual in a communist colony does not have to worry about rent, grocery bills, doctors' fees, medicine, and all the other banal items that make life difficult during times of unemployment in the capitalist disorder. These worries fall on the community, on the managers and officers when they come together to conduct business. One of our members, a middle-aged worker, expressed the situation in a characteristic way. He kept a few coins on the table in his room, with which he would often chat like so: 'So, you are cursed! I'm free of your evil reign (memshole)! I do not need to come to you anymore! Not to worry! I can move on quite comfortably without your mediation!" This attitude was shared by a large number of members. They found in it compensation for all the difficulties they faced."

Love this anecdote from Joseph Cohen’s β€œThe Jewish Anarchist Movement in America.”

Describing a comrade who joined the Sunrise Colony, a commune that formed in the 30s near Detroit and later moving to Virginia: this guy was so happy to be free of currency that he would sit and yell at his coins.

11.03.2026 18:10 πŸ‘ 47 πŸ” 6 πŸ’¬ 6 πŸ“Œ 0

just had a boomer in my meeting say she learned a new woke phrase "quality of life"

i hate this job

11.03.2026 15:03 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
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Coming soon: Duality TTRPG A genre-crossing system designed for one shots and long form campaigns, Duality is a 2d6 tabletop role-playing system

Among infinite worlds, anomalies are bound to occur. A grain of sand in the cosmic machine; your ability to shift worlds is just that.

Explore new worlds in #Duality, a new #ttrpg system

"Duality is a really good system, and Matt made a really good module" - Andre, @andreriveraart.bsky.social

09.03.2026 15:48 πŸ‘ 6 πŸ” 6 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

here's a PSA: if you have a guitar or other stringed instrument that you haven't played in a while, go loosen them strings.

i just picked up a strat from a family friend who hasn't played it in ~10 years. the action is 2mm too high at the twelfth fret. it's fixable but could have been prevented

09.03.2026 13:48 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
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ICE detains reporter Estefany RodrΓ­guez in Nashville - Nashville Banner Reporter Estefany RodrΓ­guez, detained by ICE with no arrest warrant, may face deportation. Her attorneys seek immediate review of the legality of her case.

ICE has arrested and detained a Nashville journalist who reported stories critical of ICE. She’s married to a U.S. citizen and has been seeking asylum here after fleeing death threats in Colombia because of her journalism there.

They’ve already sent her to Louisiana.

05.03.2026 23:41 πŸ‘ 12430 πŸ” 7483 πŸ’¬ 296 πŸ“Œ 340

I'm an extrovert. I bring all this energy back and feel like I'm burning out.

06.03.2026 04:29 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

had dinner with a friend i haven't seen in a decade or so. it was really nice but underscores how shitty it is to come back to an empty apartment

06.03.2026 04:10 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

foudn out the owner of one of the local breweries is a transphobe so i guess i'm not going there anymore

06.03.2026 02:23 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

now that elon has apparently embraced christianity, i wonder if he's yet run across luke 19:1-10. verse 8 seems particularly pertinent

05.03.2026 21:29 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Damn, you lost your soul but didn’t even gain the whole world? I’m embarrassed for you.

17.10.2025 02:35 πŸ‘ 119 πŸ” 20 πŸ’¬ 6 πŸ“Œ 1

made plans to see a friend tonight but i'm so fuckin tired. maybe i'll take a little cat nap on company time

05.03.2026 19:31 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

feeling really great today. man, this is a nice change

05.03.2026 19:12 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

this one's gonna be good, folks. get hyped!

05.03.2026 17:55 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

being a christian growing up and understanding the diversity of thought therein actually helped me understand what people meant when i was told "x aren't a monolith." maybe it should be obvious but when you're raised a certain way, etc etc

04.03.2026 20:44 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

ok i read a lot anyway but this would fuckin slap

04.03.2026 20:37 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

am i just bored and sick or is the lisinopril also making me feel fatigued?

don't get old, kids

04.03.2026 20:36 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

People who like AI art will buy a beautiful mid century house and paint over a beautiful brick and natural wood floors with the ugliest shade of grey

03.03.2026 07:37 πŸ‘ 167 πŸ” 25 πŸ’¬ 3 πŸ“Œ 0

the pup needs food and i am fighting with everything in me to leave the house and get it for her. fuuuuuuuck my brain

03.03.2026 20:50 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

i'mma check this one out but did you try the cursed words demo? i spent a few hours with it the other day and it was a lot of fun.

01.03.2026 08:13 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

i have absolutely no excuses not to take the pup for a long walk today but i can't seem to summon the damn energy

27.02.2026 18:16 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

am i dissociating from the state of the world or the fact that my bp was so high the dr almost sent me to the er this morning? only God knows at this point

27.02.2026 03:20 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

i don't think we can pretend but have been trying to find times when i can unplug. play a game or some music or leave my phone at home when i walk the dog. it's not a perfect system but it helps some

27.02.2026 02:37 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

i have been playing guitar a lot. i'd guess at least an hour a day. so of course i notice when the strings start to go. it's taking between two and three weeks before they start sounding dull. i wonder if ernie ball would give me a bulk discount...

26.02.2026 20:32 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

got a huge fucking gas bill this month. they still haven't fixed the door to my fire escape. time to become the tenant from hell until it's fixed

25.02.2026 22:19 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

i read this as "eat" instead of "make." the indigestion and other problems would still be preferable

25.02.2026 04:03 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

"the entire world is ending soon
but that gas mask is makin me goon"

24.02.2026 14:07 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
A sticker on a guitar. An automatic weapon and "DEFEND EQUALITY" are in front of the trans flag colors.

A sticker on a guitar. An automatic weapon and "DEFEND EQUALITY" are in front of the trans flag colors.

Got some stickers in from punk with a camera and added this baby to the ol geetar

24.02.2026 13:58 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0