love to give someone my insta at the bar and waiting for them to find out I'm a loser

I think one of the key features of old DIY was not that you could brazenly post your venue's address, which like sure cool, but that BYOB meant thinking ahead would net money left over to buy ridiculously obscure merch.

I miss 385 Kent. Every time I go over the Williamsburg Bridge and look out where it was it used to be i get sad at how buns DIY in Brooklyn is now.

one day I hope I amount to something

The 1, 2, 3 NYC subway route graphic as installed on a downtown 3 train car. Black dots on a red line represent stops on the route. One of the dots is a disguised surveillance camera.

A close up of a disguised surveillance camera posing as a Central Park North (110 St) stop.

I Notice And I'm Worried

huh
same

ever have an extraordinarily good hair day but forget to take a photo until you're in bed 😐

spent like 4 hours too long again trying to revive an old MacBook 2013

doesn't have to be that immediately but it's definitely a goal of mine to get behind a queer bar somewhere.

I want to work at a bar because I'm thinking it would be nice to pour beer at the end of the world

I don't want to be half real only showing the good stuff.

so many times I type whole-ass posts and just hold delete on them after having a spiral about whether it's too much.

the reality is that I have been without work for 5 years and we're about to not be able to afford rent.

I really used to like posting. now I just have anxiety about being too much

there's a small lawn near that subsists a few fireflies and it's truly magic

oh well it was a good run.

> me drunk on the blue app

shoenye

literal 24hr human wall type shit

normally we march protest marches only. because corporate pride isn't pride in our eyes. but I marched with my peers at the bridge this year.

I marched btw

I have to rebuild from basically nothing in 2025. I am looking for part-time work. would love to get behind a bar somewhere.

everyday is a fight and sometimes I lose. how do we build intention from happenstance?

I'm marching in the pride parade today with my peers at The Bridge.

The worst part about migrating your follows to bluesky is the reminder of just how much stuff has happened while I've been in stasis

oh hello thar!