@needle.love my bad- i clicked follow and then saw your disclaimer in bio-- just tagging to apologize for not reading before following, i had unfollowed and replied from there but caught your block, thats mea culpa.
ill buzz off now. sorry,,
been doing everything i can, to get healthy so i can get strong without the issues that have plagued me.. decades, my entire adult life
my THC intake is, comparatively
waaaay down, from 'medically necessary' to
'casual recreational buzz'
it's easy, being green-- here's to the green beings 💚✨
my era of (iTH) "in The Highest" is over
i stopped logging it here, this space is now artifact, not my active account
four to five years of prescription & otc medication, varied modalities n bastardized efforts, painful problems ive fixed in my core, eight years since that watershed realization
if you caught a block from this bad-faith actor
be sure you catch her alt,
@envysfw. bsky. social
she's caught about 2000 blocks in the last 12 hours?
she doesnt seem to be making many friends,
with behavior like that
list after list for envymaybe reflecting how many people see her as a bigot, a terf, a sham, and a scared little liar
people been adding her to lists for a week or more to avoid her dangerous nonsense, she's doubling down every day and it's that kind of sham ally behavior that was never true support and we can all see a mile away and smell ten times that distance
whole vibe stinks
clearsky.app/envymaybe.bs...
anyway, how's tricks?
[fin]
and when those queers, those TRANS queers present their RAGE at this shit ???
it's fucking valid. because it comes from a real place
not your fragile house of cards
go dry up. delete your account.
the only people liking your rants are cis men
shame on you.
shame on your whole house.
we know when a paper thin ally starts to lose faith and begins to save face
a tale as old as time and you are helping no one.
people decades your younger, who are actually persecuted, would present themselves with more decorum than this.
she's flustered because trans posters brought up valid points. she stopped responding to em thats when her blocks started so now
nowww she's attempting to deflect, and craft a narrative to support her bruised feelings
this is your idea of an ally?
NO mutual of mine is following her, trans or cis
she kept claiming that TRANS GIRLS BLOCKED HER and she.. she is the only one blocking. trans acct after trans account.
she even unblocked and re-blocked a trans account JUST to get a screenshot
cant. cant she just do that from her envysfw acct? she's been using THAT to boost them rants..
posts by envymaybe Heads up: I need to share what’s been happening online, so people know what this harassment looks like, and why women’s voices about our own reality are being attacked. Just for saying I’m a woman, and that I find “cis” insulting, I’ve been relentlessly harassed. Dozens of attacks from the same group of trans women and their friends. Personal attacks, gaslighting, hypocrisy. Not even the most extreme MAGA trolls I’ve faced online treat people this way. Not even close. This isn’t coincidence, it’s targeted, sustained, and deliberate. This isn’t debate. Simply stating your reality as a woman is seen as an existential threat by some. Aggression, control, performative outrage: that’s the pattern.
skeets by envymaybe They’ve mocked my appearance, one even called me “Clocky,” a trans insult despite me not being trans, & 'TERF,' even though I’ve been an ally of trans people for years. The sheer number of personal insults is too many to list, but every exchange jumps straight to attacking me personally. This isn’t just absurd, it’s dangerous. Teens or anyone less confident could be seriously harmed by this relentless, targeted abuse and harassment. I’m confident in myself, but even I find it draining. You can support trans people, respect pronouns, & fight for their rights, & still respect women’s reality & preferences. Misogyny cloaked as performative outrage must be called out. Using “TERF” & other insults to silence women who assert that we are women, not “cis” women, is unacceptable.
wholesome chubster milf envymaybe
hi every one im back from the grave,
in some ways i never left
but im here to say
that this 'wholesome chubster' is playing the hits. for over 24 hours she ranted about being insulted about 'cis', thinks trans women are a subclass but 'women' arent (we can hear the silent 'real women' there)
breaking from radio silence to say:
i've been listening to this album all day,
And you can too🫀❤️🔥💎
i'm grateful to be part of a chorus,,
this collective of voices,
letting the song out from within us ✨
be seeing you 👌
so maybe this is 'good bye, for you and i' -- maybe it's 'so long for now, talk to ya later' - don't think i'll know the shape of it, until it's longer past.
i'll see y'all in the funny pages,
please do try to stay off the obits. 🫀
i have gratitude to practice and small new friendships to care for. a few old ones too, that i havnt quite obliterated yet.
and, a lot of apology.
the best apologies are changed behaviors.
working on it, every day.
i still have so much work to do.
other reasons are just that i'm keeping that new account small. you're easy to look up. i've moved on. for the health.
the last two-ish years of this site, were an event in response to the wave of change we're all experiencing-- the birdsite was bought.
and im a mess. an idiot childlike mess.
so. new account.
if i didnt come find you,
it's because of one or a few reasons--
) we have contact elsewhere (like TEXTING)
) we mutualed already, you havnt realized it's me 🃏
) sometimes, the past stays past, im moving forward
) i was toxic for you, or you for me, ob proly
putting in the work and still coming up short, and when i tried to kick back and give myself grace, made the worst and most foolish childish decisions.
and still yet, i've made progress. i have taken lessons away.
but i'm stuck. and i'm dragging people down with me.
no. i wont.
i've moved on.
if i don't catalyze on this change, i'll keep splashing trauma, keep hurting people. i wont have that any more.
last year (inclusive of the last months) i made too many mistakes, and not enough lessons from them.
banging around too fast running from problems i can't yet fix.
the work i've been putting in, isn't enough.
the last calendar year for me, was a parade of bad choices.
th last five years, a quickening gyre of meltdowns and bridge burning. going no contact with family, spitting on the graves of those who died before i could
the last twenty-five a comedy of mysterious physical pain
the last forty, a fog.
i've moved on.
i'm not here, any more. i'm around, i'm not gone-- but this account is an archive. i've started over. hermit crabs die when they dont.
couple weeks ago i started a new account, few days after i was laid off. then i deactivated here for a week, let the world spin on.
why?
oh 🍿
yeah!! The Encarta Mind Maze!
www.otherstrangeness.com/2024/07/02/m...
"Often people on the set or at the studio are so worried about just getting content, and content is not necessarily going to make the scene full of humanity or feel compassion and amusement and humor"
"All the special effects were created live for the camera" god that's so hot
Eris!? you're a knockout, i'm tongue-tied here 🔥
startup splash for Encarta '95, in the original 640 x 480 res, a face in profile represented by ribbon of film and sheet music, various encyclopaedic thumbnails
feels like shit just want her back
Working through a little bit of emotional strife and a little bit of migraine pressure and having a nice little chat with a real cool queer
Migraine day
Bloomscrolling
