unfortunately, jillian

im so glad beer is gross or i’d probably drink a lot of it

oh boy job applications! !! my favorite exercise in futility

how. do i stop needing things

i have a fiddle you can borrow when the time comes. actually it’s a violin but to convert it to a fiddle you just have to drink some beer or whiskey

hallucinated the idiom “a bit of the whole is more valuable than the whole of a bit” idk what it means

eg baba ganoush (second cousin) and tahini (older sister cousin) and spinach artichoke dip (cousin via step-parent)

big fan of hummus and her cousins

big sad today. easier when it’s small sad

i mean this in the least negative way possible to interpret btw

(not directed at you <3)

this is not introspective, i already knew this fact and didn’t need to reflect on it. this is an extrospective, specifically directed thought about one or two people

turns out if you don’t want people to think you’re an asshole the solution is to not be an asshole

just scrolled through my own posts for like two weeks (compressed). did you guys know i yearn? surprising

hm kinda wish i could feel

hosting trivia was ok. because i am good something it despite it all

a hug maybe

i deserve. something probably. dunno what

volkswagen tiguan to be precise

picture of dirty laptop open to microsoft power point with crudely manipulated image combining the front half of a tiger with the back half of an iguana. i made her, She’s an SUV

working on very serious project

thinking of poems at 55 miles per hour

kindness from strangers is not rare btw you just have to do it first

looking forward to being aggressively blessed tbh

when i become the dead rat i once moved to the base of a tree to rest, i hope theres a me to move me to the base of a tree to rest

like sorry my involuntarily loud bodily processes weren’t noticeable enough i guess? do i exist

am i valid for feeling kinda invisible because nobody ever says bless you when i sneeze

over* but it doesn’t matter

recently my mom washed a towel for me and i told her it was my nicest towel and today when i went uber for dinner she’d bought me a nice new towel. it’s very soft with pastel rainbow stripes. i wish i deserved the kindness i get from others, even my mom

i can do hard things and i want to. if everything was easy how could i have thoughts or become a person? this tweet is about ai chatbot usage in daily life

my mom wore a peace sign ring in the 70s when she was younger and she gave it to me when i was in middle school and i wore it until i was “too cool” for it as most teenagers become. got it back from her today and will be wearing it daily. we all need a little more peace in our lives perhaps

then the emptiness is everything (and that’s ok it’s just personal preference)