In 8 hours we're doing a Meat Rack tournament in the gym and I tried to make a new gym before the weekend. I did it in 3 days after finishing portraits and everything.
Substance painter has been nice.
you tricked me into liking but im okay with it.
The small things I grew up thinking were natural phases of life seem so out of reach now. The world expects that of you too so it drags you down mentally.
But I did a lot this month.. made an RV from scratch, streamed some RP, painted a bunch of portraits, working on more models for others.
I feel like the world calls for us all to be a bit more unhinged nowadays. Tell people with shitty political opinions that you think they're fucking garbage human beings. Insult the homophobes and transphobes. Tell the AI artist to go suck a fucking fart.
Two more paintings for this month. I have another two I think to go.
I was on pinterest looking at art and found an artist with a bunch of awesome character designs... About 10 minutes later I realized it was ALL AI.
I had a moment of weakness and PMed the creator like.. AI slop??
They responded with this.
I just can't. I stress making 10 paintings in a month.
A couple months of BSB2 with no accessories.
FOV makes me feel like i need to stare directly at people.. almost no peripheral vision.
Quality is good.
The MIC CANT BE TURNED OFF AND IT SCREECHES RANDOMLY IN DISCORD IF I DONT UNPLUG THE BSB2.
The headset is loose on my head no matter how tight.
When I started painting portraits for a living i thought it would be exponential growth. Ive made a massive portfolio for myself but it never really went up past the first year.
Two more portraits done for the day.
I posted my art on twitter and it got no interaction. I think Twitter is dead.. or I failed as a person.
Patreon.com/Meathamski or ko-fi.com/meathamski.
I'm painting patreon portraits and trying to wrap them up in the next couple days. These usually pay my internet and food bills.
If you support me, you also end up helping me make updates to the Meat Rack map, a new gym upgrade, maid cafe, mission stuff.
Still having fun making these emotes. Only a few more to go this month.
Been working on Twitch emotes for myself.
I made a streamer discord for myself. Feel free to join if you want to chat, talk about roleplay, or share art or something.
discord.gg/cNZmyktB76
I slammed my head/headset into a chair today. I thought it would make sense for Hamski to pass out after using his chi wrong for too long. I had full confidence my futon was there.. but i forgot i put the chair on the futon.
I'm okay.
I really need to make a compilation...
I'M GONNA RIDE THE SPACE WHIP AND ROLL FOR SPACE BITCHES. In honkai star rail.
www.twitch.tv/Meathamski
With Bhaal Cult on the border, and Dead Shift threats in the bubble... people try to live their normal lives in Zaphira's Waterfront slums.
twitch.tv/meathamski in 20 minutes.
Ive been enjoying RP again. DMing some stories, seeing people enjoy map updates, and getting to be involved in some peoples things.
Its just a really time consuming hobby. Also hoping my cable tomorrow fixes my issues.
Gonna be painting portraits on stream. Might do FFXIV RP later tonight if I can get my headset working. MIGHT go gamble in Honkai a little later.
New headsets are 500 to 1000. I havent really bought a new one in years.
is massive struggle
I need to buy a new headset. This one is blacking out. I'm looking for ways to fund this absolutely expensive hobby.
I'm looking at the Bigscreen Beyond 2 for future proofing cause the Index is apparently not in production anymore. 160 for a cable is insane.
I can't believe I've painted all of this in 4 or 5 years.
Still working on avatars for a Meat Rack storyline.
Working on stuff for Meat Rack related plots. Really want to do things that make people laugh or have fun and tell a story.
I don't know how people feel about seeing 'realer' comments. I know a lot of us are here for joy and distraction. My drive for this is very much something deeper.
I dont know how long it will last but I am so happy that I get to do this. Its been the best part of my life so far.
"Oh! That's just Regina George."
Alta's little goober pal is now in poster form thanks to @meathamski.bsky.social!!! I couldn't ask for anything better. ❤️
Meat Rack had a drawing session using this site called Magma and @mxskipper.bsky.social and I tried to figure out who would draw a better Chicken Jockey. lol
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