Lucian🌈 (he/him)

Literally asked their plans today and they said wallow in self pity and did not ask me anything about my plans hahaha I'm done

On dating apps if someone has something in their bio about hating shite patter/dry conversation/etc there's a 9/10 chance they're the problem. Avoid them at all costs unless you want nothing answers and no questions ever asked about your life

would anyone read it and tell me how good it is and how i am so beautiful, talented and perfect if i posted my DnD smut somewhere

Lusty sits in a rainbow-coloured pool ring, wearing a bikini with pan pride flag colours. "HAPPY PRIDE" is written on the side of the pool ring in large black letters. Her little blue friend Swig flies around nearby. He is wearing rainbow shorts and is the best ally.

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I am losing money, despite barely spending money on myself at all outside of food and bills. I want to keep making art for everyone.

If you like my art, $1 a month is all I ask. I'd really appreciate it <3

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running to the toilet cos i'm gonna shit myself and Terra starts running cos she thinks we're playing. diva no my poop is coming out

I mean I guess ao3?

I really want to write short smut stories about my lil DnD guys and post them somewhere but I have no idea where lmao

How much more evidence do we need? The ultra-rich and the governments supporting them will destroy everything for the sake of profit, power and pride. Nothing is precious to them - not human life, not the living world - except their own wealth and status. Our survival depends on resisting them.

From mandatory ID cards to arresting pensioners for holding up cardboard signs to cosy deals with US tech spy firms:

It's good to see lawyers pushing back on their increasingly authoritarian Govenrment.

We must protect jury trials.

dont want to sleep bcos im writing but man im gonna be fucked tomorrow

uh oh I thought too much about my childhood now I'm sad

i do remember being 2 or 3 and shitting in the paddling pool then blaming the cat lmfaooooo

but i hated him all through primary school BECAUSE of this fall out that I don't even remember. and then in academy too. usually children have a wee fall out and then they're besties within like 15 minutes, but not me.

i remember there was this play group i used to go to and there was a kid there, i fell out with him over something or other, and held this grudge into my teen years for some reason. mind you, it was play group so I must have been 3 cos in those times you started nursery at 3 or 4

i only remember one of the kids who was there and that's only because he's a family friend we still see from time to time

i remember my brothers 7th birthday, again i must have been 4, and he was playing with this friends at some like ballpit/play area and they did some game/competition thing with this nice lady who gave me a badge

I'm tihnking a lot about my gay ass childhood these days and remembering things randomly so does that mean im no longer trauma

i actually remember being like 4 or 5 and thinking my dad was old as all fuck because he was 29. now look at me. time is a merciless beast.

fuck nat 5s me and my homies HATE nat 5s

i still find it funny that i used to laugh at my dad for doing o levels and calling him old and shit now all of these young whippersnappers with their national 5s are laughing at me with my standard grades calling me old man 😭 it's not my fault the curriculum changes 😭

you should fix that smh

exactly so now I don't have to bother with it till next weekend, naturally

You can do it too with the power of sex toys and fingers

The lord said rest and I said no 💅

just had 6 orgasms in a row so and i feel like i could sleep for 18 hours

and I know it does have its place, I do challenge my own thoughts and beliefs a lot when they're extremely negative but sometimes I am just depressed and I can't think my way out of that, and I can't think myself out of autism, ADHD, burn out etc and I feel like here they just act like you can

cognitive behavioural therapy is kind of slapped on as a fix all plaster here but a lot of how it's done feels really like condescending and demeaning, almost like "you're don't have mental illness you just need to change your mindset"
It has helped me when my anxiety was crazy bad after lockdown

Cant afford it and its basically impossible to access on the NHS

Im really trying but fuck its rough

Lots of general doom ideation too, just thinking about how the world is going to shit and how there's no point working for a future ill never have. Its not nice to feel this way and I do want it to stop because I know wallowing in this shit has actively held me back as a person