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Yeah, I am not doing so good once again and I start to feel I would do anything to not feel like this all the time.

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Yeah, girl that was kinda nobrainer for me. 🤷🏼‍♀️ Tell my sad frogman husband hi when you meet him. 💚

Happy Birthday! 💜✨

Thank you for seeing me and how hard I try and thank you for being there every step of the way. I wouldn’t be here without you and you make it worth keep moving forward. Hope to spent all my birthdays with you. 🩷

Look at my boy!!! 🥹🩷🙏🏻

SCREAMING, CRYING, THROWING UP!!!

you're gonna wanna see this

Ei saatana…. 🫠 En tiedä jaksanko puolta vuotta odotella et tää helpottaa. Päätin nyt et yritän ensi liuskan ja jos ei ala edes helpottaa niin saavat lähteä. Saanko kysyy mikä pilleri sulla?

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Mä oon tääl joka päivä sua varten, beibe. 😘

No Slinda on se joka mulla on käytössä ja eka liuska ollut hiusten lähtöä ja vuotohäiriöitä et laita viestiä kokemuksista. 🫠

…… vaatteet…… hehehehe……

En siis varsinaisesti tarvii ehkäisyä (@vilmastointi.bsky.social shooting blanks) vaan nää aloitettiin hormonitasapainon korjaamiseksi, mut enemmän tuntuu et nää sotkee koko pakan.

Onko kellään kokemuksia siitä että tukkaa lähtee minipillerien aloituksen myötä ja milloin tää loppuu? Eka liuska takana ja jos tää ei toisessa rupea helpottaa heitän noilla vesilintua.

Onko sulla synttärit tänään? Oh!!! Onneksi olkoon paras serkku. 🩷🙏🏻✨

Thank you so much! 🩷 I try to remind myself that they know this is my first work trip and I am there to learn. I just gotta trust myself even with anxiety. 🙏🏻 Thank you for the support!

Thank you my love for always having such compassion. 🩷
I am trying to believe it will be fine and trust myself that I got this. Thank you for believing in me!

if you see this - DO IT! 💪

✨ username: Em
✨ pronouns: she/her
✨ height: 166cm
✨ sexuality: 🩷💜💙
✨ sign: 🦁
✨ piercings: 8
✨ tattoos: 14
✨ drink: Monster Energy, white wine, Cola Zero
✨ food: Sushi
✨ pet: 1
✨ relationship: Married 🩷

We are in an unhealthy velcro marriage where I genuinely love to be around her and have hard time sleeping if we are apart. Disgusting, I know. Never tell anyone I am a sap, @vilmastointi.bsky.social.

On the other hand it is kind of cool that this is my first work trip abroad. I think it will teach me to trust myself. I will be fine, I will survive, this will be good and maybe it can be better instead of worse.

But also how the fuck am I supposed to be three whole nights apart from my wife?!

I need to go to training abroad and my mind is filled with scenarios of how I will a) be cringe and not professional enough b) not be able to have small talk with people who are so different from me for as long as I would need to c) even worse scenarios.

So I got a job. After half year of misfortune it seems like I get to breathe a little bit when it comes to finances. I didn’t think it would feel this scary. After the trauma of getting kicked out for expressing concern for my own mental health and wellbeing I am paranoid how I will ruin this.

A mermaid swims towards the viewer through lilipads and duckweed. She holds out a glowing, enchanted sword, staring mysteriously up at the viewer.

The Offering 🗡 (at a price) #art

Joe Keery makes me kick my feetsies and giggle. Can you tell I am back on listening Djo?

Anyway Happy Pride month from your favorite bisexual, me.

Okay so listen.. lately I’ve been noticing I have a new type I’ve been obsessing over… fluffy haired bisexual coded brown eyed pretty men… Yes.

This was difficult shot but I am so glad I had the patience to make it work because you look stunning! 🩷🙏🏻

PS. Jos katsot oikein tarkasti näitä kuvia juhannusyönä näet Markun lippalakin kurkistavan peilin reunalta.

Gideon holding Harrow's hands with two spears piercing through them. An array of statues and half melted candles frame their figures. Harrow is wearing a scarf tinted red with her blood and it looks like bloody wings.

I decided to upgrade this piece to celebrate the beginning of pride month

{ #tlt | #thelockedtomb | #griddlehark }

That is lovely thing to say, darling. I had fun and I am so grateful for you trusting me with your camera and giving me a chance to make you feel beautiful. 🩷

“Someday I’ll die and get buried in the ground and you can take it up with me then,” said Harrow, and found, after all, that she was not really speaking to them. “Until then—I am afraid that I have to live.”

Kiitos rakas. 💜 Jälkeenpäin oon kanssa helpottunut, että joku tajusi että jotain täytyy tehdä kun olin siinä tilassa missä olin siinä hetkessä. Toivotaan että näistä lääkkeistä saan voimaa taistella eteenpäin ja muistan, että en ole yksin. Olet rakas. Kiitos, että olet.

Kiitos kaikille, jotka vastasi mun viime postaukseen. Sen kirjoittaminen pelotti kamalasti. Kiitos teille jotka laittoi viestiä ja kiitti siitä että olen vielä täällä. Se merkitsee enemmän kun voitte kuvitellakaan. Päivä kerrallaan.