⛤ZANE⛤

"KINGDOM" Y'know it's funny, I drew this just the other day, climbing out of psychosis, and then I caught the flu lol. ***** Key screaming the lyrics to Devin Townsend's "Kingdom" A very big favorite of mine. ***** This actually happened, btw. I cry at odd times, now. Started the song and just-- boom. Idk why! :] Felt good, though. Felt good. Felt raw. Felt real. ****** Song best paired: Devin Townsend - Kingdom Digital drawing 1 hour 55 minutes

"KINGDOM"

#KEY
#devintownsend
#songlyrics
#y2kcore
#digitalart
#cartoonist
#alien
#demon
#osdd
#rockmusic

The old, of which your predecessors wrote of you, was foul, and fundementally flawed from the start. Some pieces of you were chipped off within the move. Some spaces have worn away with time. You have forgotten and relearned so many things, my dear. But the overall visage is still that of yourself, in the mirror. I cannot deny such as truth. I see beyond all lies.... Even the ones you tell yourself. You know this. Being said... Perhaps not everything was made to make sense. ...Even myself. Bear this in mind, too. [There's a breif pause, as Vessel takes a soft, slow breath, sighing.] I will hold you safely, for now. You may stay with me as long as you like. Rest well, and return to burn brighter than ever before. I expect a full recovery, of you. And... When you are ready... You will remember how to step back outside, on your own, again. You are getting better at taking these steps, independently, you know. So.... Until then... Just, rest, my dear. Sleep... if just for me. Your Vessel commands it~ [Vessel says with a smile, gently placing Key back into the canlde basin, watching as his flame grabs the wik, again, burning a little brighter already. Vessel leans back and watches with a proud patience, the lights of his teeth flickering off, needing nothing more to say. Examining the backs of his hands and forearms, Vessel swears he can see the saturations of his own colors brighten, too, ever so slightly.] ***** Song best paired: Theme for Spirited away (piano) Both pieces Digital drawings 2 hours 28 minutes total duration

"Conversation with an Inhuman Acidity" (pt2)

#KEY
#osdd
#alien
#shapeshifter
#writing
#hope
#cartoonist
#mentalhealth
#y2kcore
#digitalart

"Conversation with an Inhuman Acidity" Vessel watches a candle burning, flames crackling as he cups his hands under the wik, picking it up, calmly holding the flame as it flickers. He is holding Key's entire essence. He knows to treat it carefully. He would never dream of insulting him, in this state. It's a rare show of affection, from him, of which only Key is aware of. The others know him to be a cruel degredant of harsh words and dry, cynical humor. But he was never one for fitting externally-perceived molds, anyway. Even from that of his alternative counterparts. He speaks softly to the little burgundy flame. Not saying much... but not speaking within meaninglessness. ***** "Everything is a trade off, of sorts. I am only as lovable as I am useful. I have to give you reasons to like me. Who would do anything otherwise? ....What can I offer for you?" *sigh* ...I hear you say it. Some of this is a lie. You understand I say such similar things to you, dear boy, but sometimes you embody what I embue into you. ...And I do not like that. Some like us for just being as we are, no further requirements. I am learning to remind you that. ...Things -have- changed, you know. And it's not as bad as it used to be. I -know- you know that. And I know that you know that -I- know that. We have things to look forward to, now. So I will allow you to feel it. Feel everything, and wash away residuals what may linger. No hatred, no imbitterment. ...Well, maybe a little bit-- But It simply -is- this way, that it needs be! That's what I teach you, remember? Once you've dried, I will see a stronger, standing-taller version of myself, looking back at you. Perhaps you may even smile at your own reflection, without having to think too hard about it. This is my new prophecy, for you. I give many, I know. But remember -this- one, for me. ***** Song best paired: Theme for Spirited away (piano) Both pieces Digital drawings 2 hours 28 minutes total duration

"Conversation with an Inhuman Acidity" (pt1)

#KEY
#osdd
#alien
#shapeshifter
#writing
#hope
#cartoonist
#mentalhealth
#y2kcore
#digitalart

"Deliver us" "There is no 'right thing' left to do, here... Just rest..." Joseph holds Key's face in his hands, hypnotizing him with the swirls in his eyes. He sings to the beast, offering a distraction from his addled mind and self-awareness of his gruesome appearance. Key holds eye contact, swaying lightly within Joseph's touch. His mind altered, he forgets who he is. He forgets who he was. And allows for himself to rest. "We can come back later..." His mate's disembodied voice says to him, speaking softly, comforting... as he drifts off ento the ether. The last thing he can remember is the sound of his own flames crackling, and the distant reasurrances of his counterpart, lulling him to sleep. "How long has it been...? ...When did we get here?" Key will ask, upon returning. He won't remember a thing. Best if it's kept that way. ...For now. ***** I've learned to cut my heart out. Detach from my emotions. ...Each time I come back? I'm a little different. ...This week has been hard for us. ***** Song best paired: Enigma - The voice and the snake Digital drawing 1 Hour 22 Minutes duration

"Deliver us"

#KEY
#psychosis
#aliens
#demon
#angel
#y2kcore
#cartoonist
#osdd
#digitalart
#shapeshifter

Why are you blue

Animation file took a shit when I tried to convert it the first time & turned blue so posting it too bc I think it look neat.

#noelledeltarune
#deltarunefanart
#weirdroute
#snowgrave
#deltarune

"RING FROZE LIKE IT'S FEBRUARY"

#deltarune
#noelleholiday
#noelledeltarune
#flashanimation
#deltarunefanart

This is a good Darren✨

"Branded Loyalty" Always said I wanted a tattoo, but never had thought of what to get... Then I realized, maybe a tattoo isn't enough. Maybe I want to be branded with my mate, matching scars of intention. A permanent, forever mark of devotion, one that cannot be removed nor recovered, but subtle enough that if the matching recipient is no longer with me, it can still look pretty on it's own merit, while retaining a meaning that only I may know, after that. Better than any ring I could ever think of~ "This way, even if someday we must part, we can still remember the good times we had together." ***** Key and Joseph, both with a small, matching inverted cross branded to their hip, one on Key's right & one on Joseph's left. Both standing next to eachother, smugly posing for the camera as they bump hips. Key grinning proudly, showing off, and Joseph giggling as he bashfully covers his mouth, his smile visible from behind his hand. Joseph wearing his usual courderoy pants with no shirt, hem lowered showing brand & edge of secondary garment, Key wearing pants slightly lowered, showing brand, without secondary garment. ***** Song best paired: Nine Inch Nails - Ring Finger Sketch - 34 minutes + 32 minutes 90% Joseph done + 55 minutes & PEN DIED >:((( Completed lineart - 36 minutes Ballpoint pen(s) on copy paper 2 Hours 37 Minutes duration

"BRANDED LOYALTY"

#KEY
#lgbt
#bodymodification
#traditionalart
#y2kcore
#aliens
#cartoonist
#sciencefantasy
#demon
#angel

"BEWARE" TO PRÆY IS TO ACCEPT DEFEAT. Acid burns through my veins and melts my heart to stone. It runs it's course and I learn to live again. I break & reset myself to remember I was alive the whole time through. ***** KeyDragon laying on its side, back longways to the camera, head up and neck curved, casually altert, snout pointed to his right, scanning something off screen. ***** Song best paired: Death Grips - Beware Markers on copy paper 53 Minutes duration

"BEWARE"

#KEY
#deathgrips
#shapeshifter
#anthro
#dragon
#traditionalart
#eyestrain
#y2kcore
#neopsychedelia
#neosurrealism

"OCTOBER HUMMINGBIRD" Usually I don't post coloring pages I do & such, but this one felt important, as I started it in Oct. 2025, and just finally finished it the other day. I'm telling you, that sunlight hits hard. (I mean in a positive way) I intend to invest in a sunlamp or smth, to be prepared for next winter. Gonna sit under it like a goddamn plant every day i stg. X3

"OCTOBER HUMMINGBIRD"

#coloringpages
#osdd
#ageregression
#mentalhealing
#seasonalaffectivedisorder

"UNFINISHED SENTENCES (2)" In the spirit of (belated) Valentines day, I scrabbled this out in an attempt to keep myself sane. (Obviously, it didn't work lol) But it was fun to do! X3

"UNFINISHED SENTENCES (2)"

#collageart
#traditionalart
#neurodivergence
#lgbt
#selfacceptance
#psychosis

"Return of Pupppy Gummies" "....makes me forget about thigms...🌸" ***** Song best paired: Undertale - Home Ballpoint pens on copy paper (Duration unknown)

"RETURN OF PUPPY GUMMIES"

#KEY
#traditionalart
#osdd
#lgbt
#substanceuse
#y2kcore

"The Fallen Prince" I'll take the fall I'll take the blame I'll take it all I'll hold no shame For I am the one The one they fear Leave it to me If one must go here Justified -- they hold no remorse I'll risk the fall for you Bring my existence recourse For I am the fault The wrong to be righted They will see me And to defend, I must fight it Victory is the goal But the goal may be slighted So if my back lay speared Don't you shed a tear For it was the prophecy, dear Bait and switched -- reversed gear ***** Song best paired: Metric - Blindness Ballpoint pens on copy paper 1 hour 52 minutes duration

"The Fallen Prince"

#KEY
#traditionalart
#writing
#songlyrics
#demon

"HEAVEN'S (K)NIGHT" Josiah, the last Knight. Heaven's final defense. His opponent? The Antichrist. Hell's sole survivor. The son of the Kingdom's reign himself. They stand at a stalemate. Armed to the teeth. But they know this war is over. Both civilities have been reduced to rubble. Both gods and kings alike, now perished. They had fought well. With no further divinities to protect, they decided to live their days together, in peace. Now they fight for eachother, both as the other's defense. They vowed to build a new kingdom, far and away from the sorrid remains of all what they'd known prior. This new kingdom would be that of their own design. From the ash of the fallen, they learned an important lesson, through mutual pains: "We will not repeat this cycle of tryanny." ***** Song best paired: Heaven's night - "Link is down" (that's the actual name, I think) Markers on paper 1 hour 36 minutes duration

"HEAVEN'S (K)NIGHT"

#KEY
#traditionalart
#writing
#demons
#angels
#y2kcore

"Sanpaku Eyes, I think" Literally the silliest thing ever Someone said "Astrology for psychopaths" & I felt that Like i'm not even denying it I just think it's a silly concept X3 ***** Ballpoint pen on paper 1 hour 16 minutes duration

"Sanpaku Eyes, I think"

#KEY
#sanpakueyes
#traditionalart
#cartoonist
#mentalhealthhumor

"HORIZON" "Things work a little differently, around here." Sunlight changes everything. I have to get as much of it as I can, because i'm not the only one who needs it.💖 ***** Song best paired: Radiohead - Treefingers Markers on paper 2 hours 19 minutes duration

"HORIZON"

#KEY
#traditionalart
#seasonalaffectivedisorder
#y2kcore
#mentalhealthpositivity

I like the "squish" aspect with Dontatus. These are good!✨

:]

"LEARNING TO LET GO"

#KEY
#traumacore
#traditionalart
#Demon
#psychosis

...To get worse before it gets better.

"TOO LOUD"

#KEY
#traumacore
#traditionalart
#psychologicalhorror
#y2kcartoonist

"Learned Forgetfulness" "Are you going to behave, now?" Joseph asks, looking down at Keygen, as he's folding towels at the center isle, at the edge of the kitchen & the livingroom. She's just barely in frame, her forehead poking up over the camera's view. She keeps her knuckle held just above her top lip as she speaks, keeping her mouth hidden, her blanket clutched tightly in her other hand, held just below the first. "Yes, ma'am." Keygen replies, softly. "Good boy." Joe says, patting her head softly. Keygen blinks twice, bowing her head slightly before turning & scampering off, on her tip toes like a deer. "He's misgendering you, again." Seth says, eyeing Joe suspiciously. "He gets a pass. ...Just him though, got it? I know why -he- does it, but I know -you'd- do it just to be funny." Joseph says, sounding stern. Seth pauses, expression folding to a wavering, poorly-hidden smile. Joe maintains stern eye contact with him. "....Yes, ma'am-" Seth starts. Joe slings a towel at Seth, hitting him in the face as he cackles playfully. **** Ballpoint pen on paper 1 hour 9 minutes duration

"LEARNED FORGETFULNESS"

#KEY
#traditionalart
#osdd
#aliens
#ageregression

"SMILEDOG.JPEG" "I smile instead of being upset, now! Helps the problems feel sooo far away! We're changing! Learning to adapt! I can teach you~! ...Scared??? What, of me¿?? Why??-¿ Have you been talking to Ghost-? *clk-clk-k-gjk- clk-* h-hh-hehh-hehheh--hh! B--bb-b-But you have so much to be thankful for! Nah, it's easy! I can teach you how! ....Or you can walk away, too. Understandable. :]"

"SMILEDOG.JPEG"

#traumacore
#traditionalart
#KEY
#Demon
#shapeshifter

(Speaking to himself, in future tense) Remember the time we spent apart? It had hurt me so much, being away from you. We had only just met. ...I knew you were different, like me. I wanted to pursue you. But our paths diverged, and I was hapless to stop it... I made a vow, that night, knelt down on that vile, acid-stained, SERFdom floor... I made it my mission to find you, again. To hold your trembling hands... To whisper sweet nothings to you... To give you solace in moments of hardship... It's all I could think about, at times. I saw so far into the future, next to you. Time meant nothing in your stead. I couldn't help myself but stare, sometimes... I'll admit. You were MIA... For quite some time. I didn't know if you were dead, alive, or just very far away... But I had to see you. Even if you were with someone else. Last I saw you, you stole my heart in your goodbye. You kissed my neck, a silent gift. That of which only you & I would know. I had planned to sweep you off your feet-- a grand gesture. But you-!! You beat me to it! it was as if you -knew- I wanted the same! No one had ever done that, before. To allow themselves so close. To take such a risk, amidst endless eyes. You didn't fear me, nor command a response. It was angled perfectly so the cameras would not see. I wanted so eagerly to kiss you back. To show you just how much it meant to me. But they made you go. And I had to watch. You were ever so bright, as you left. Didn't show them it got you down. But I knew it hurt you to comply. I wish I could have done more, for you. All of that... my realization... And it only lasted a moment. A mere fraction of the time i've spent awake, now. I will never forget you, love. And I will find you, once more. Be it in this life, or the next... We will meet again, Angel.❤️‍🔥 ****** Song best paired: Mumford & Sons - I Will Wait Ballpoint pen on paper 1 hour 42 minutes duration

"BE SEEING YOU"

#cityscape
#traditionalart
#Demon
#romance
#writing

"PADAK PADAK" Drawing of Flatfish, in the ocean, camera angle low, waters dark behind him, looking up to the surface, tears escaping his eyes as his mouth stands slightly agape. He's bent around in a turning posture, as if he's whipped around to look back up immediately after hitting the water. ***** Watched "Padak" Horror/musical movie for the first time. Best movie involving fish, exestential hopelessness, & empty redemption that I've ever seen. Flatfish made it, at the end. The others had died. He made it, but how will he cope, now? Sometimes the good guys don't win. Sometimes Justice does not happen. Sometimes the bad guys get what they wanted, and they became broken, too. Sometimes everybody loses. Sometimes it just doesn't seem to matter. Sometimes you're just a fish in a tank. Just a fish on a plate. Just a fish in the sea. But it's worth it, to try, I think. There will be more fish in the sea. More in the tank. More on plates. This movie fully encapsulated the feeling of "nothing matters, & life will keep on moving, with or without you" for me. The excitement is the rush, of living while you can. It makes risks seem pointless to listen to, sometimes. Everyone will die, one day. You, me, everybody. At some point. If it's decided you're already dead, why not try, anyway, then? If every action is wrong, right, or pointless, why not just do -something-? Something is better than nothing. And sitting in nothingness will not make it go away. So do -something-. Even if it's meaningless. Maybe eventually it will begin to mean something. Try it. ****** I would 100% recommend this movie, if existentialism & psychologicsl horror is your thing. ***** "Pointless curses, nonsense verses, you'll see purpose start to surface-- No one else is dealing with your demons, maybe meaning defeating them, can be the beginning of your meaning, friend." ***** Song best paired: Twenty One Pilots - "Kitchen Sink" Markers on paper 1 Hour 21 minutes Duration

"PADAK PADAK"

#padak
#traditionalart
#fanart
#writing
#existentialism

"NEW GOLD" ...King said i'm not allowed to talk about this one. 🤐🌸 ***** Song best paired: Gorillaz - New Gold Markers on paper 1 hour 42 minutes Duration

"NEW GOLD"

#traditionalart
#cartoonist
#lgbt
#alien
#psychedelia

"CHILDISH" Key holding Joseph close to his chest, curled up tightly in his lap. Joseph had a sudden flurry of emotion, and had began to sob, shaking and holding his hands close to his chest as he curled in on himself. The tears came unexpectedly... Nothing in particular had provoked them. ...Key understood. The same has happened to him, before. He held his mate close as he sobbed, providing security without smothering, soothing as he spoke softly, giving the same gentle reassurances Joseph would often give him. He began to rock them, a bit, as Joseph began to come down from the height of his spell. ◼️◼️◼️ Joseph's shaking gradually subsided, and he breathed deeper, softer breaths once more. Having thoroughly tired himself out, he grew quiet, teetering along the fuzzy edge of sleep and solemn sorrow. Usually this would happen the other way around, their roles and sizes reversed. But not today. As Joseph rested quietly, half-awake and half-asleep, Key continued to pet along his side, down his arm and over his hip, a repetitious and thoughtful motion, providing them both a peaceful mindset for the while. After some time, Key took inspiration from silent reflection, and offered to further support, to the one curled in his lap like a little cat. Though outwardly appearing as King, he spoke softly, like Key, exhibiting the duality of their prescence, both wanting to be there to comfort Joseph. His soft rambling was enough to further lull his mate to a restful state of mind, while still residing in his own silent trance. ***** Joseph is a symbol of healing. He is not "designed" after one person, but that of many, who's attributes have made him the person he is, documented as i've seen throughout his and Key's journey together. Anybody can be a Joseph. ***** Song best paired: Snow Patrol - Chasing Cars Ballpoint pens on paper 1 hour 56 minutes duration

"CHILDISH"

#traditionalart
#aliens
#trauma
#lgbt
#graphicnovelist

"yea lick me"

(A red one, specifically)

#vinesauce
#meme
#doodle
#frog
#weirdcore

"Started from the bottom and now we a little bit above the bottom somehow" Edited meme where "above" was added over previous text that originally said "below" but we don't do that pessimism here if we can help it.✨

"i am men who are hot in a pathetic way" Edited meme, "am" was changed from "like", because I am multiple people (mostly men) and we are all pretty cool but not always so maybe it's a little underwhelming to experience me but idk

Edited some memes

Both are kinda true lol

#motivational
#memeedit
#radicalacceptance
#mentalhealth
#inzanechronicles

"UNFINISHED SENTENCES (1)" Had this idea where I collage all the doodles, clinical worksheets, & "motivational stickers" together that I've acumulated over the past year & a half due to my situational circumstance being the way it was (is?). This is just one. I could probably make 20 of these easily, with all what i've got. Was going to throw a lot of it out, (not the doodles) but decided I could do something with it instead. Playing with stickers like jpegs. ****** Song best paired: MoonDeity - WAKE UP! Mixed media on paper 4 hours 40 minutes duration

"UNFINISHED SENTENCES (1)"

#collage
#mentalhealth
#psychosis
#weirdcore
#traditionalart
#physicalmedia
#mixedmediaart
#collage
#lgbtartist
#asdartist

Vessel's reference sheet. Still have details to iron out, as i've only started to see him with his new appearance recently.

"[VESSEL] ref sheet"

#KEY
#referencesheet
#alien
#shapeshifter
#osdd
#traditionalart
#demon
#antagonist
#graphicnovelist
#bodyhorror