Sucks worse when you're medicated and still struggle cus stimulants don't necessarily help you with making you fo the right thing
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Sucks worse when you're medicated and still struggle cus stimulants don't necessarily help you with making you fo the right thing
NSFW Artists being attacked on all fronts while the government actively protects pedos is fucking nuts and shouldn't be ignored.
I'm gonna say this once
If I see anyone after today say or repost something like "why should I care about these changes, I don't like "degenerate" art.
You gotta kill the fascist that lives in your head because guess what. The sword is closer to your head than you realize
from my understanding it's just a weird sun visor that is also the same color as his hair, just slips right on
"It's time to go home"
#art #sketch
(oc stuff)
Spread the word, an ACTUAL replacement for Flash is on the horizon! Go support this project NOW!!!!!!!!
bill.newgrounds.com/news/post/16...
Stole the look from her btw (unnamed character from Shikimori's Not Just A Cutie). Soon as I saw her fit I was entranced... MINE NOW
βͺsadposting over, the last piece of an outfit I put together came in we're feeling it now mr krabs
I gotta stop reading yt comments on every track/video I enjoy, man...
Forever cursed with having images in my head that are beyond my skill level
I'm just really tired of starting on something and immediately being upset because I can't grasp what the fuck I wanna do. I want to draw so bad dude but nothing is working
I damn near can't draw anything dynamic lately and feel my ability slipping away from me, which is actually freaking me out. Going to take up studies to try and fix this but I have no clue where to even start with that, maybe anatomy? If anyone has any suggestions, please...
This! This is why you should never feel ashamed to reshare your own artwork.
We're not content farms, we're people making artwork.
Our art is worth more than a scrolling glance. Share it more than once.
Anyone who gets annoyed isn't here to appreciate art, they're here for content.
That dress looks lovely on you!
THE WARNING by Nine Inch Nails
βͺοΈillustrated seriesβͺοΈ
Brings me joy seeing other feminine transmen π Im a bit too nervous to be feminine in public cus I've medically transitioned and pass as male, I don't want people being weird about it :< But it is inspiring when I see other feminine transmen being themselves openly, gives me courage!
Anyway Cookie's Bustle fanart I did with poscas in 2024 as celebration for Cookie being free
light for me, I guess? But it helps. If he can make it through the suffering, I can too. Having someone or something to ground you, I feel that's important when it comes to overcoming something. I'm holding onto that inspiration he provides, so tightly... I can't let go, I can't, I refuse
Got some strength back since yesterday, or at least it seems like it. NIN's helping me get through the bullshit. I know it probably sounds weird but any time lately that I start feeling the dread creeping in, I tell myself "Do it for Trent. Keeping going, for him." Dude's lowkey become a guiding ->
as change. I didn't regret the decision to take hormones. I wouldn't have survived much longer without passing. And the surgery was a gift to myself, a coming home to my body. But I wanted more than to just barely exist, a stranger always trying not to get involved. I wanted to find out who I was, to define myself. Whoever I was, I wanted to deal with it, I wanted to live it again. I wanted to be able to explain my life, how the world looked from behind my eyes. Yet I was so afraid to come out and face the world again. I wondered why I had to choose the opening years of the Reagan administration and the rise of the Moral Major-ity to demand the right to be myself. Would they arm villagers with torches and stakes and stalk me through the countryside? Would I stand alone, handcuffed in a precinct cell, with no one to turn to if I survived the nightmare? But then I acknowledged that no matter who had been in the White House, it had always been hard to be me. Between a rock and a hard place-something told me this lifetime wasn't going to get any easier. I'd already been through a lot though, and it didn't seem to me it could get much worse. Once again I couldn't see the road ahead. I was still steering my own course through uncharted waters, relying on constellations that were not fixed. I wished there was some-one, somewhere I could ask: What should I do? But no such person existed in my world. I was the only expert on living my own life, the only person I could turn to for answers.
Rereading Stone Butch Blues
BREAKING: We've freed Cookie.
Following an investigation by VGHF, Ukie and Web Capio have suspended DMCA takedowns for Cookie's Bustle on behalf of Graceware, SL.
More info:
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So proud of you π it took me a long time to get my name legally changed, but once I did it, a whole new world opened up. I hope it goes well for you, and it's nice to meet you as Blair!
Follie πππ₯Ί
If you played Silent Hill 2 and understood it, you would be wanting to strangle the director like most of us. It is Dire how bad this movie is in terms of an adaptation, not even just how it is on its own merits
Need to quit drinking the gloom and doom juice, I got shit I gotta do with my remaining time on this bitch of an earth I might as well enjoy anything I possibly can and make it count.
They ended up sticking it in my arm π the contrast dye feels weird af like its cold when entering the blood then it becomes warm???
I'm fine with the feeling of the fluid, not fine with them possibly sticking the needle in the top of my hand, they had to do that when I got my top surgery done and it made me very queasy. Hoping they can stick it in my arm instead tbh
You π€ Me
Unknown medical weirdness going on
(Hope everything works out for you, I got a CT scan this morning and not looking forward to an IV being stuck in me to administer the contact dye they use π΅βπ«)
Just to add to this: the notion of "peaking" is a veiled form of comparison/success culture and it is a POISON. What others think of your work is none of your business; what YOU think of your work is none of your business also! Just make the things that give you joy!