@princesspuppy1987
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do you think we could have been childhood friends
i need a treat
this post brought to you by the time i got a rock half the size of my face chucked at my head
lets all throw rocks at each other on the playground until one of us takes it too far
i just wanna go back to sleep
who would win my overwhelming desire to not be seen by people today or the fact that i have to pee really badly
i wonder how long i can manage to not leave my room today
warned you
i wish i could describe in detail what my ideal day would be tomorrow but i guess its just getting picked up and carried around and dressed and cleaned up and fed while im borderline catatonic so
weird decaying dog child
princess class that requires stuffed bear in off hand at all times
i dont know. gets sad sjddenly. its all very funny you know
realizing most of what im feeling can be boiled down to 'i basically need to be babysat and given enrichment' and having a small laugh.
i think its just. dolly n meti need breaks but theyre the ones who want to. do things. they have stuff they want to do n with other people and i really. just dont. want to do anything
mgonna try not to self isolate a bunch i just know its gonna be hard to be around and hang out with people without feeling like im just There
i love u too lottie thank you for being our friend
i think i just feel right now like all im good at is being a passive participant in my relationships and the world around me and online isnt helping that theres
definitely other stuff but thats the only thing i can put into words very well right now
im ok i just
need a break i think
i dont even know from what exactly i just
do
i didnt mean it like that its just goofy you know how it is
actually somehow babysitting myself fuck my stupid plural life
i knew this was going to happen eventually i knew i was 'around' i just dont know how this works for Me and Her specifically
i think we're okay i don't
know
im so pathetic its inssne
every time
no reason no. sense. im not. 'sad'. just. ana is a thing thats not supposed to be alive
iiiwant to die i think
sometimes i really feel like i could just
collapse into sludge. no warnings no goodbyes no last i love yous so i have to do as much as i can now