Sleepingstar

Real BPD moment hours
Self loathing o clock, with a side of lesbian longing, for flavor

I spend so much time convincing myself I don’t have friends, I don’t deserve the ones I have. Thanks BPD.

I feel the exact same way. I wish I had words of advice. It’s hard when I see people being me better than I can if that makes sense

saw a tiktok saying you should treat people with bpd like you treat a reactive dog and i don't know if i'm beating the allegations

wait the fuck do you mean that encountering people who fetishise mental illnesses who end up hating actual mentally ill people is a common issue for people with BPD

i have terrible news for you if you’ve managed to get someone w bpd to break up w you

bpd is great because you'll have only one person who matters to you and then your brain will be like ACTUALLY this person sucks. ACTUALLY nothing matters and no one cares about you. ACTUALLY you need to kys Right Now. it's tiring man

not adhd, not ptsd but a secret thrird thing: bpd

“Be mindful of your body and its sensations”

Actually, I don’t want to be. Because it makes me realise I’m in a lot more pain and my brain blocked most of it out.

I’d rather try to dissociate thanks.

Sorry for not texting you back I was obsessing about tragedies I’m powerless to change

You don't have to understand what someone experiences in order to accept and acknowledge it.

It just requires being able to listen and have an open mind.

a painting of a family sitting in front of a tv ALT: a painting of a family sitting in front of a tv

When I was your age, I had to walk through 10 feet of
shag carpet to change the TV channel.

bpd is just a constant cycle of needing reassurance but being too afraid to ask for it so you sit & torture urself day in and day out thinking that everyone secretly hates you.

My favorite flower’. I have blue hydrangeas tattooed in my armpit

Am I annoying you? Just by speaking to you?

I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'll stop.

Men when their gf with BPD does something that a person with BPD would do

The middle class does not exist.

managing bpd is a full time job no one sees… so when i feel understood it’s like a little piece of my heart can breathe again ₊˚ʚ♡ɞ

He won’t delete them even though I feel like they are not actually friends. Am I being unreasonable?

I deactivated my accounts but he is still active on his. This feels super unfair. I just have a problem with him following girls who post thirst traps. He says he is friends with everyone on his list but he also says he never talks to anyone or texts anyone. I don’t know what to believe.

I’m afraid to bring it up again because it seems like it always starts a fight. I got super nasty during our last argument. I don’t want him to feel like I am creating problems. He also thinks I am obsessed with social media even though I have less than 200 followers and he has over 1,500.

I need advice. I have #bpd and my partner is not emotionally expressive at all. It feels a bit lonely. I feel like I can’t express my feeling with him. I also feel like he is not in tune with my wants and needs even though I have talked openly about them.continued in replys