drl -reluctant knob twiddler- dCsta

Frustrating part of the standard is for VA disability is that’s it’s more “i am traumatized by the year i spent getting shot at” and less “I am traumatized by spending a year pointing weapons at children while feeling invincible like only a 20yr old can & when I tell ppl about it they thank me”

I’m not a Hot Dog Sandwich Argument kind of guy -they are the WORST-
BUT
if you quibble with me over vague definitions I am absolutely going to break down the math as I watch the dawning horror of comprehension of impending mortality spread across you 50 something year old face

I’m 40 something; living to 80 would be a statistical stretch so let’s say 75 & unless I take Really Good Care of myself -which I won’t- the last ~5 years are probably gonna suck regardless

Anyway, yes I think that qualifies my current crisis as “Mid Life”

If you see this post your black and white art but hopefully something you can easily add alt text to because frankly I’m not sure I did a great job here.

Have you seen T2?
I only saw it once, but my Very Specific Memory/Review is that it was so much better than it had any right to be and I sobbed through a non-trivial portion of it. (For context tho, I also sobbed through Matrix Resurrection so maybe legacy sequels just fuck me up)

Is…is this a Warhammer 40k question or did I just out myself as a HUGE geek?

I searched “celebrity” in my camera roll and the latest result is from 2018.

The runner up is a picture of Bob Newhart.

How are so many of you saving so many pictures???

Anyway…um…here it is.

Jesus Christ, Mr Beast had a cameo in it. Strike II.
You’re on thin ice, Turtles

Sunzal, by Coasta 5 track album

lore drop: I did not go to school with Jesse of Brand New fame, but I was in the same grade as his little brother, Jamie; who -bee tea dubs- put out exactly one (1) sick EP that I am aware of with a band called Coasta

coasta.bandcamp.com/album/sunzal

With 20+ years of hindsight I am finally coming to accept that I am no longer Team Jesse _just_ because of…well…you know…but also because Taking Back Sunday was really fucking good and I made my choice largely out of hyper specific NYC suburb regional loyalty.

So. This is growing up.

My hope is that this will brighten your day as it has brightened mine.

Do you think it’s easy to get Zima in the US in the universe where Gore was president?

#SWEDED

48 seconds of snoozeling puppy to cleanse the skyline

lemme tell you -at the risk of doxxing my own reddit account- that the (now locked) comments on /r/JustGalsBeingChicks has some of the most "I'm not mad, I just think it's interesting..." / drunk uncle ranting at passover / Men Writing Paragraphs Online energy I've seen since the Bear Discourse

One of my clearest memories of the Army was watching the 3rd Matrix movie and someone yelling “hurry up and die so we can leave” while in the middle of a ~month long, Division Scale War Game Op, in the dead of winter, in Germany where our one break was leaving The Box to go to the on-post movies

> 15 years ago a human could beat a computer at chess & now we don't have a chance!

Yeah but after the match the human can go ponder a sunset on the drive home or pet a dog or sit quietly in a room with someone they love or re-read A Tree Grows In Brooklyn & the chess computer goes back in a closet

> Biggest cheer of the day, not for any of the skiers

Jesus christ dude, there is such a thing as not saying the quiet part out loud

goddamnit. this is almost certainly the seed that over the next few weeks grows into the notion "you know what, maybe I _should_ watch Cloud Atlas again" and that is the the flower I want growing in my garden.

Sticker with black text on a yellow background reading “I find it kinda bussin’ I find it kinda cap That the dreams in which I’m dying Are the ones that kinda slap”

“Each generation must discover its mission, fulfill it or betray it, in relative opacity.”

A paperback with several passages underlined. Put together the passages roughly say: "Every man has both a poetic obligation and a human obligation. I...] Looking after my wife and children is a human obligation; refusing to hate is a poetic obligation.” By Hassan Blasim from the book The Corpse Exhibition

> Every man has both a poetic obligation and a human obligation. I...] Looking after 📍my wife & children📍 is a human obligation; refusing to hate is a poetic obligation.
—Hassan Blasim, The Corpse Exhibition

📍the ones I love📍
—drl, edit/addendum

Ok, so googling has let me know that apparently you cannot swim in a pile of gold coins Scrooge McDuck style, but has anyone tried building an apparatus that would vibrate the vault of gold coins until they start to liquify, like how sand does?

Wild how the opening crawl for Event Horizon (1997) -a movie I saw in theaters when I was 14- says the first permanent colony on the moon was established in 2015

imagine trying to convince a 14 year old today that we're ~15 years from lunar colonies. you simply cannot

Affect?

This probably isn’t the healthiest motivation in the world but I often feel like I HAVE to do something BIG with my third act because my early life makes up too good of a story not to be to.

Thinking of life in terms of “Acts” probably isn’t too healthy either I guess.

Having one of those ”oh…now that I’ve said it out loud I can see how yeah, that was actually a kind of fucked up time / series of events in my life” brought on by casually remarking “of course that was just the first dead body I saw that day” as I finished recounting a story to a dog park friend

Walking the dog
pass a couple
only part of their convo I can hear is "...sunset park"
I yell "what time is it?!"
they stare at me blankly
I mumble something about reflex
I go home and ponder my life

Curious: Who-if-anyone was loudly shouting that Fetterman sucks, actually when he was initially running for major office?
nothing more American than saying "no one could have seen this coming" without checking if anyone (probably Black women TBH) might have seen this coming so here is me checking.

...and now I'm Platinum. Great. Just great.

I don't mind phone use (stim how you choose, etc) but jesus fuck do I hate this culture of "check out this video of this guy I saw at a thing!"