grrrr raaaghh gggff gfff

im like "nana needs to get dicked down" but i get scared and it always turns into "nana gets a second lobotomy"

i don't have any wips to share............guuuuuuuh

pls i believe in you.

im iza! hi!! i animate for a living🙂 nice to meet you friend! i have no ill will and only wish to see people embrace animation with love and curiosity in their heart. its fun and really satisfying! i hope you at least consider my words instead of dismissing me because you've got the chops!

SEX WITH NANA!!!!!

ok thumbnails arent supposed to look nice but i really like these two pages

it's run by one person so i can get that it's probably kind of like hell to handle lol. its been promising though? i like it

(idk jirai kei is on my mind thinking abt this lol) but idk they never explain these things on like a sliding scale bc this shits always so ambiguous.

oh i didn't know this was a thing. uhhh i kinda get it. like there's a point where you can kind of tell someone is glorifying self harm when they're character is covered im cuts but present it in a cutesy and over the top way

saying no nonsexual nudity also is just very complicated to compromise when so many ppl see the human body as sexual by default. idk reminds me of tumblr back when they had the whole "male presenting nipples" thing and still removed that content regardless

they're really weird about the nsfw thing like some of the stuff they say no to is like very confusing lol

it's hard bc storytelling gives me a boner but it's the thing that's going to KILL ME!!!!!!!

you know what i just need to do what gives me a boner like why tf am i holding back......i don't even have an internal shot or one where they're putting it in.........

GRRRRRRR i'm going to fucking cry this thing is over 40 pages and it should mostly be sex MOST OF IT SHLULD BE SEX and i don't know what position the elezen should be doinking him in. like i should just do what gets me hard but i'm like "it needs to be well curated for the reader"

i always think abt this one rp i did w a character that was an old grizzled guy old enough to be his dad and i look back on it like "nana that old man was trying to fuck you and you let him slip through the cracks"

no!!!
it's not a concern bc this is MY final fantasy and MY final fantasy is that nana can get creampied which ever way he wants how ever many times

i deleted the last piece of writing sorry lol i just kind of got like uncomfortable with it out there. anyway

has kimi rito written anything on eromanga and the montage

i've read so much eromanga today not even bc i'm trying to get off or some shit all the shit i read was bad i just don't know how ppl handle those scenes im going insane. it's all usually just montage but i don't WANT TO DO THAT!!!

i really want to show this one sadist elezen guy. i need to. but maybe for a side comic.

im going crazy i am trying so hard to keep this doujin easy and not kill myself but i'm like EVERYONE HAS TO HAVE A TURN AND THEY ALL HAVE THEIR OWN FETISHES AND I NEED TO SHOW ALL OF THEM

ive been like UGH I CANT THINK OF ANYTHING but then i turned to my left and forgot about her

anyway i am not focusing on the fetishes which is why ive been stuck for like weeks like i kept having it as "ok the sex starts here" anyway thats all i wanted to say sorry bye

im like so focused on making a good story when my favorite thing to do is make nonsense garbage and i totally forgot how to do that.....i take this doujinshi shit too seriously like im not putting this in a portfolio.....BUT ALSO I WANT IT TO BE GOOD.

ive been going crazy over writing this thing and like honestly its stretching my brain a bit bc i realized 'oh im prioritizing plot over the scene" when im honestly supposed to be doing the complete opposite. like I need to focus on the ero scene first and foremost.............

the writing isn't great but that's probably bc of the translation but im so intrigued with the plot LMAO like........what happened to uncle A and why did he come back...............how will milton deal with his boobs now........

started reading the fucking kemonomimi hucow farm webtoon and i need to draw men with huge tits so bad i'm in pain

THROAT GOAT THROAT GOAT THROAT GOAT

i got into ich1ba and im excited to work in this dj but i've been like "how do you write a sex scene" even though i write those more often than not