oh dang, today's bandcamp friday and im poor as fuck after blowing up my life last month so if you want some kickass ambient music this would be an awesome few hours to buy it during
prayermountain.bandcamp.com
I can def come up with 9 games πΈ
it's not that things were good actually before I left, it's that he seems to have goals unrelated to getting me out and ghosted me after he tried and failed to get some other part of me to front a couple weeks ago
i even could be but if so he's not gonna hear abt it lmao
not saying there weren't concerns with my previous situation but it's cool to find out someone you've trusted more than anybody else in the world was actually manipulating you the whole time
found out my brother was so desperate to get me to leave bc he wanted to induce some kind of did crisis in me and get me to admit im plural or smth so that's rly fun
nobody even noticed or cared lmao
the thing that speaks to me abt wes anderson films is that everybody is constantly upset but too dissociated to talk abt their problems or rly deal with them so they just get a force of nature to shrug at them instead
i feel like other countries are basically right on the merits of calling a chicken sandwich a "chicken burger" but i also hate it and think they should stop
sometimes i wonder if having an outlet to be submissive and pathetic would help me do it less in my daily life
that's one of his I haven't watched yet but i saw asteroid city the other day and have been chewing on its particular version of it since
the thing that speaks to me abt wes anderson films is that everybody is constantly upset but too dissociated to talk abt their problems or rly deal with them so they just get a force of nature to shrug at them instead
reevaluating the ways i engage with online bc i think they've been bad for me
more than anything i just want to be amy
basically i feel crazy and stupid
deer thoughts π
(it's me)
can't stand people who get what they want and then cry abt it
sometimes i wonder what the actress who plays me does when the director yells cut
guess what I'm still struggling
don't get me wrong, im supporting at best, probably a bit part rly
sometimes i wonder what the actress who plays me does when the director yells cut
when I was a kid i would sometimes manage to flip 180 degrees in my sleep and wake up with my head at the foot of the bed
yeah, I'm thinking I maybe don't need an attention from strangers machine at my fingertips bc I'm not sure that attention is good for me
tbf im wondering if posting on bluesky is maybe smth I should stop doing altogether bc I'm not sure it's been good for me and I think its incentivized me to do and say things i may later regret
me, making a monumental life decision in the most destructive way possible: "and I'll probably never have a reason to sadpost on bluesky ever again"
having a bad and difficult time but what else is new
it was only pointed out to me recently that it prob would've been better if it was a divorce bc then id have like rights and shit
why didn't the devil just offer that guy a gold fiddle in exchange for his soul like he was already behind on his quota why do a whole contest
