Hiveyellow

Nobody's in VR because they love reality

I'm done venting about it for now. Everything has always worked out in the end for me in the past and there's little reason to think this wouldn't be the same, but I wanted something out there just in case.

I feel trapped in clarity and it's totally overbearing. I don't think I'm going to survive the next few years. I barely feel like I'm going to last the next month. I'm incredibly glad for the last 5 years and got to see those glimpses of who I could be. That wouldn't have been possible with you.

I've never been so stressed without getting constant nervous tics before. It's funny, I'm finally letting my emotions flow freely without restraint, but they're almost overwhelmingly fear and sorrow. I don't know what to do with that. Complaining feels so useless and it always burdens someone else.

I've lost so much weight lately, my parents keep giving me food to take but I barely eat anything. Im paralyzed and can't seem to do anything about the house or the state it's in. I feel like a tremendous burden and liability.

I want to thank you all for being a friend to me. I have been under such intense stress lately and sometimes it's okay and I'm laughing and chatting. But it never really goes away, it gnaws at me every night while I lose sleep and tightens my shoulders every time a helicopter flies over my house.

Subumoo

I do say this

Honestly, I would've guessed this was a Silent complaint since I have had terrible results with her so far. Ironclad and Defect have not been nearly as much trouble for me as she has.

I'd been bashing my head against the issue, but the best I've managed is slowly losing.

Wasn't intentional, but I don't feel like I need to fix it

Men's Wearhouse guy, but for Gender.

Idk. It's something

You tolerate too much abuse from me

You'd like her, she's filthy and shameless

The Sculptor's voice is perfect tho, 0 notes.

I'll accept either a toggle in the options menu that bitcrushes his voice until I can't understand it or clear voice lines where he just swears at me.

I like STS2, but the merchant's microphone is too good.
He now is clearly saying "ha ha!" Instead of a vaguely muffled tone that kinda sounds like "fuck off!"

I really need the world to understand that 1am me and 1pm me are totally different people who do not share with each other.

Priority and pre-lobbies, same as it ever was

Hold on to anything #brainbunnies

We all suffer our own forms of cowardice.

I'm really proud of the alt text on this

A Discord screenshot of a stream preview showing a black field with red cast figures. The mood is decidely horrific. They appear to be a baby with a realistic man's head and Chiyo's Dad from Azumanga Daioh engaged in combat. Below, the stream is titled "Umamusume: Pretty Derby. Playing for 4 hours."

Umamusume: Pretty Derby

Spent decades thinking that bitch was Rin. How was I supposed to know she was a meme based on a Japanese conspiracy theory comment bombing videos?

Was that the Guilty Gear commander center? I really enjoyed when we set up shop in the VA-11 Hall-A world and turned it into a "Salty Bet Sports Bar."

Can't believe these freaks are doing this out in the open #hellofromhalohead

Talk to @slashzaku.bsky.social

What a good time to be a SlashZAKU