I just want to go back to zoning out at the computer when I want to, and not have my body screaming at me for doing so
Being away from art is like being away from therapy
I'm seriously trying my darndest here; leaving this state is my main priority for my overall well being
I just need to get there
I'm hoping to GOD once I move out
I can have less on my plate to actually enjoy life again
I drag my ass to work every morning
It's just all become too much
My branch is always busy, training new tellers from being understaffed, working more hours cuz we're understaffed, never go home on time...
Guys...
There's so much going on
Can't try anything new, otherwise my body goes into shock and I start throwing up
I'm falling on my face tired from my work schedule and running errands for home
Don't barely have energy for games, let alone think about drawing
Which I really want to do;3;
He likes it when his toys have a good time too.
#ocart #Cairn
I'll be opening for black & white sketchy comms ($60) and full color retro cartoon comms ($85) MONDAY Feb 9th :)
I thought of that
I don't think I've really drawn a pouch in years, so I'll see what I dabble with
I need to come back to this at some point
A WIP of myself in a Kangaroo form
Any thoughts?
Was thinking of adding a mane along the body, maybe a rattlesnake tail, and hypnotic paws
🦘🐍🦘🌀🦘✨
Hypnosis is very much like astral projection
Fading away back into nothingness
Fishing for things to be connected out of a vast pool of thoughts
Planting a seed, to send that surge of dopamine when that trigger is used
That friendly reminder making you open and loose, thriving after the response🌀
You wanna know what my nightly ritual is?
Put water in the electric kettle for tea in the morning🫖☕
Put sleep healing music on with a pretty background💤🌙✨
Light my incense🕯️🌿
And jam out to music as I brush my teeth and moisturize my hand🎶🪮🧴
I look for all me animated favorites
Invader Zim, Hazbin Hotel, Gorillaz, etc.
Hot Topic is the shop I will always go to✨
Been going since I was a little girl~<3
I'm a walking Hot Topic🔥🔥🔥
Outside of my square ass job
Got a new addition to my leather collection
I'm in love with my new hat💜✨
Oh no:(
You try and take care of yourself hun!
I'm hoping you have help at home as well
Your body needs some recovery time it seems
We'll still be here for ya💜✨
I feel seen~ (also the animation and music was so goooood)
Vent art I did while away
The relationship I have with Syco is like that of an emergency blanket
Breathe in the good, and out the bad
Feelings go away temporarily, and I don't panic anymore
In return, I get the chance to breathe and not feel for awhile
While those emotions turn to ash and smoke🐍💨
YCH comm for @whiteswarm.bsky.social! Kenny shows off his pearly whites and prodigious jaws to a very flustered Kalyan ❤️
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It's been raining a lot recently (an understatement), which reminded me of this old rainy day sketch commission for @hypfoo.bsky.social 💦
Happy Valentine's Day, and Hail to the King, baby ❤️🐍
And Feebsh🐟
Felt this could use a miiiiinor adjustment
@alexthesomnolent.bsky.social suggested Deadpool for my sketch, so I thought what the heck, sounds fun X'D
I've now got a public queue for commissions set up!
Check here to see if your name is on the list (it should be everyone that sent a form!) and how the queue is progressing anytime.
trello.com/b/Vm2vw3RN
Writing #Kaa or other snek dialogue for a doodle and tacking a few s’s to the end of “as” always gets me like this. Eeeeeeee
Last of the Double Trouble YCH's for @snubbynothorny.bsky.social ! Ulysse looks dapper as usual, but perhaps that's exactly what caught this duo's eye!
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Squimsh the mouse
I'm general
I'll still be here
I took time away, and I'm trying to get my footing back
Just please be patient with me
I promise to share whatever pops out of this mind when it decides to express itself💜✨
I act like a therapist, type of financier, and guide for people
When I'm just a teller at Wells Fargo
My brain hates how much I have to think and take in for others
I just want to focus on what's important and actually feel something for once
I can't fake being happy at work anymore
My job is evil
Very little has been forgiving in my life, especially rn
I'm just a vessel
I still have been drawing when I can
I'm still going to be around and support others where I can
I just wish this world would stop letting bad people get away with bad things
Working at the bank has me very in the world
