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Sketch of au ra WOL Kairon and G’raha Tia about to kiss

Give away arts for @kisforkairon.bsky.social thanks buddy 😋

#tristart #wolgraha

An aura wearing a sparkly outfit with a plunging neckline. They’re reaching up to catch a falling star. They’re surrounded by stars, planets and moon motifs.

Next up of the 4k Follower Giveaway prizes.

This one is for @starblessed.bsky.social

Thank you for trusting me with your OC 🫶💕

#lumeriaart | #ffxivart

now that I'm NOT wasting energy**

I feel like I'm actually accomplishing more, following through on things more, etc. than ever before. It's not perfect, like I'm always gonna have issues with focus and time blindness, etc., but I can better accommodate myself now that I'm wasting energy on blunt-forcing things through my ND-ness 😤

I still haven't gotten the official Dx (in no small part to shitty US healthcare systems), but finally understanding these things about myself helped immensely in getting back to some level of functioning how I want to. I feel more aligned with how I'm meant to operate than ever, and less burnt out

A huge source of that depression was feeling like shit because I was guilting myself and guilted by others for basically not being neurotypical

I was mind-searingly depressed without any diagnosis or even awareness from at least junior high until a little over a decade ago, when I finally started to realize what was going on. Unfortunately, after my mental and physical health collapsed 🫠

I had absolutely no support for it, so I got very good at masking what I could, which more and more wasn't enough, and didn't even realize how much energy I was spending on masking until I started unpacking that and the trauma within the last several years especially

LRP: I felt like such a failure for most of my life because of procrastination, or not being able to follow through on things due to what I now understand as the inability to control focus and also a degree of demand avoidance lol. I love sorting and organizing but also struggle with clutter...

Undiagnosed ADHD is bad, but I think the most damaging part of it is spending an entire childhood feeling like a Bad Kid no matter how hard you try not to be.
You can't pay attention (you want to), you don't try hard enough (you want to), and you waste your time on useless stuff (you don't want to).

She didn't need to like, distance herself from him and the others as loved ones in the process. It was just another kind of self-isolation, smh

Thancred was deeply hurt when Kimi pushed him away while struggling with the official dissolution of the Scions. She wanted to figure out who she was without the organization and with their long-standing missions completed. He wished they could have figured things out together 😔

Kimi also can still be stubborn and feel a need to be independent in some ways that aren't really necessary? I wanna say in some way it's like or adjacent to demand avoidance lol

They try to be patient with each other about working on expressing their emotions and needs, but at times Kimi can be especially bad at hiding when things are rough, or losing her temper, still. Which can at times hurt or frustrate Thancred, or even make his own progress a little tougher

#KimiLore

a field of pure white flowers, with a stary sky Ultima Thule from Final Fantasy XIV Endwalker

#ScenicMuseAP | #ffxivart | #endwalker

Tysm mocha for the feels feast! So cool to see my wols doomed yaoi backstory manifested!

That's so pretty!!

A keycap 'blank' that has been decorated with a red heart with gold accents, purple flowers, and purple chameleon flakes. This will eventually be the top part of a full keycap.

Experimenting!! 😊

#KimidachiLife updates:

Thancred lost another rap battle, this time to Krile. At least he lasted longer this time

Estinien told me he was bad at compliments, and also that my hair looked less ugly today lmao

I remember when it was like $1000 to buy a perpetual license of Photoshop, I'm cool with $20 to upgrade CSP, basically lmao

Like it's not a huge new set of features, but performance updates, multi layer tonal correction, and mass deleting empty or hidden layers is real nice lol

CSP already updated to Vers. 5.0... but it's only $20 to upgrade from my 4.0 license... may as well

a woman in a suit is saying everything hurts and i 'm dying Alt: Gif of Leslie Knope from Parks and Recreation saying Everything hurts and I'm dying with a fake smile.

Feeling like "Everything Burns" is about my body actually

Comic of the character Mist from the first Rune Factory and Kimi in Raguna's outfit, holding up a hoe. Mist says: In gratitude for defending me, I'll let you work in my fields! Kimi says: I'm not sure I want to work your fields for you. Mist continues: Working with the vegetables might help you restore your memories! Kimi says: I may not remember where I'm from, but I do remember what indentured servitude is.

Hadn't played any Rune Factory before, and I happen to have the first one for the DS, so I started up a game the other day

It kinda felt like Mist was scammin' though 🤔

#Comic #KimiArtScraps

I don't think "whenever I happen to be awake this week" would cut it for scheduling lol. But I can maybe try to do my own weekly day for personal environment painting in the game at least

Gutted that I'll most likely miss the last Scenic Muse party, but i need my sleep and gotta tend to the hen later 😭

If I could hold a consistent schedule, I'd offer to carry the torch

A sketch commission based on a series of images. A female viera tries her best to annoy her brother, a male viera with a spoon full of food. In the second panel the male viera starts reaching out. In the third panel he begins to wrap his fingers around the neck of a beer bottle. a female miqote begins to notice this interaction. In the forth panel the male viera's fingers tighten around the neck of the bottle, alluding to coming violence. The female miqo looks anxious.

This project got away from me. Was only supposed to be a sketch commission but here we are.
An interaction between @sonyasomerset.bsky.social and her elder brother, my viera Alefn. While gleaner DT watches in the background.
Sonya is absolutely the annoying little sister type.

The scrapes on the back of my hand really sting, but they are just outside the area my compression brace covers, so I can still draw without suffering unduly lol

Comic of the character Mist from the first Rune Factory and Kimi in Raguna's outfit, holding up a hoe. Mist says: In gratitude for defending me, I'll let you work in my fields! Kimi says: I'm not sure I want to work your fields for you. Mist continues: Working with the vegetables might help you restore your memories! Kimi says: I may not remember where I'm from, but I do remember what indentured servitude is.

Hadn't played any Rune Factory before, and I happen to have the first one for the DS, so I started up a game the other day

It kinda felt like Mist was scammin' though 🤔

#Comic #KimiArtScraps

sketch of thancred from the game final fantasy 14

I couldn't miss #ThancredDay #FFXIV #Thancred.