there is just like a deep crushing sadness that never fucking goes away and it just continues to ruin my god damn life

im trying so hard to basically be my own physical therapist im trying so hard to lose weight and none of it is working

failed this, i want a new face, i hate my cheeks, my face is so disgusting

nothing good ever lasts, everything is so devastatingly fleeting

i respect teens and give them the space to be around me, but as far as like trying to actively become friends i would just prefer not to, im very not comfortable with that

no offense but I'm over 10 years older than you, what could we possibly have in common

another 19 year old trying to be my friend, girl go away

it's better to keep the thoughts about how fucking lonely i feel all the time to basically myself

i don't like that I've mostly been using this account to be depressed, but most of my other personal thoughts are pretty safe for my work account

i feel like i lost my best friend and every time i try to talk about it nothing gets better

do you ever feel like you've completely fucked your friendships beyond repair

having thoughts about wearing dresses and shit but feeling like im still not ready for it, which sucks total balls

i compared the art styles between these two people and i legit think half the art style "wahhh they copied how i draw" callout posters are smoking straight crack

casually rebranding myself bc im so mad that people are copying my art style then getting mad that i "had" to rebrand

wow you draw generic pink anime shit and you dont like that someone else draws generic pink anime shit? better make a callout post about it. better freak out about it

I've been addicted to pirating games recently, but it makes me feel like a kid who takes one bite of a chocolate then tosses the rest with the wrapper, and I'm just surrounded by foil wrappers

quick hair update

i hate everything everything everything everything rahhhhhhhHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Title: What I think will happen everytime I ask "can I join" Picture: Drawing of a sheep who's been thrown at by a bunch of tomatoes

gock has to be one of the worst words for that

unfortunately i think it means losing weight bc im just not happy w my body and idk how much i can really accept it in this state when ive been trying to do that for multiple years

my goal this year is to be able to take pictures of myself/let other ppl take pictures of me and not feel violently ill about it

woe is me boohoo etc I DIDNT ASK FOR THIS!!!! its too much brain effort for me man 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 for someone i literally dont know!!! aghhhhhhhh!!!!

accidentally told someone they could infodump about books to me - i thought they meant books theyre reading and not like. a book theyre writing. and now i have to read a very amateur book written by a stranger

i still dont know wtf dead dove means, like, as in "dead dove dni" like what does that MEANNN

i am so bored it feels like physical pain

how does using twitter get back at elon musk btw like explain that

its funny to watch someone go from "i would rather kill elon musk by using twitter" to "ew youre old why are you talking to me" like..... okay girl

watching a very young person get dogpiled on one of my posts, the kids gotta learn some day