I just remembered I had a dream last night that I was trying our for ru Paul's drag race. There was like a giant group of people and the tryouts were in like a weird warehouse parking garage thing. I got booted on the first round of questioning and I remember waking up and feeling so betrayed lol
I want pecs
Gold star content
Blindside
Sometimes making the right decision hurts like a mother fucker.
Im not doing this again.
Realizing that ill never be enough no matter how hard I try. I will always just be pushed to the back and never be important enough.
Facebook marketplace is insane
What do you mean I can buy a 3 row golf kart for $15,000??
I dont have too many moments like this but I am so fucking proud of how my business did this year. I have had a 50% increase in gross income from 2024 and I just-- I feel like i am finally making it in the art world
I value what I learned from each of my exes but like goddamn the trauma will just sneak up on me when I least expect it
I other news i broke my lifting PR at the gym :)
I dont want to be like this anymore I dont want to be like this anymore I dont want to be like this anymore I dont want to be like this anymore I DONT WANT TO BE LIKE THIS ANYMORE
Time to go put all this angry energy into the gym
Some days are just ouchie for no particular reason
A few years ago walmart had mountain dew slides and I talked myself out of buying them, and every now and then I think of that loss bc ive never seen them again 😔
Manifesting so hard i get to sell at AC in some capacity
Im weak its so jover
My anxiety is through the roooof
The urge to get a 3d printer becomes stronger every day but I do NOT have the space rn
Deciding to willingly throw myself into emotional turmoil this weekend is definitely....a choice
Like first it was a married woman, then a lesbian, and now this one....let's just say my brain needs to come off hiatus lol
My head and my heart need to get on the same wave length bc why the fuck do i keep catching feelings for people IREALLY shouldn't
Here is my designated place to scream into the void
